Under the arms without certainty
Verdict

Time continued to roll, Aira was getting busy with lectures and teaching at school, but in between the empty time Aira always thought of Arkanzas who rarely gave it up, the status made Aira rarely glanced, Aria said, messages from Aira slow in reply can be all day even though Arkanza online.

Anxiety is of course felt by Aira with the attitude of Arkanza. One day Aira protested against Arkanzas reluctance to return a message from her.

*What's wrong with Kaka's attitude? Don't want a relationship with me? Are you angry with me?

Sorry I'm busy*!

It was always Arkanza's reply. Once twice Aira understood but sometimes irritated as well, even they could not talk for a week. It was spontas made Aira's heart crumble to hold back the longing. She knew, as a woman, she shouldn't chase men, but how else would love blind her mind. However, sometimes Aira relented and contacted Arkanza first, but his reply was as late as usual.

*I want to talk?

I'm doing a lot of work.

When is it usually*?

This message is also blessed with only read by Arkanza. During the holidays, Aira took the time to call Arkanza, the phone was connected but not picked up by Arkanza. Two to three were contacted with no response. Aira gave in to Arkanza's seemingly distant attitude.

He looked back at his laptop, he had to focus on finishing his office and college work. His sleep patterns are random, irregular eating patterns, plus the burden of the mind against Arkanza who seemed to stay away from him.

In addition, Aira also had to face conflict in her family who were in debt, college tasks that were not completed, in one night had to finish the learning device made him stressful. Aira just needs someone to cheer her up, and that person is Arkanza.

However, all of that entertainment only existed in the mere delusion of Aira.

If I hadn't fallen in love, maybe not like this, Whispered Aira in her heart.

Falling in love really tormented me, I was disturbed, my heart was restless as well. He then looked at the profile photo of the man to whom the current owner of his heart belonged.

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Two months later Arkanzas and Aira's communications were dwindling. Aira stopped sending her messages out of fear of disappointment. Not infrequently the messages are rarely read. It's really painful to feel. Sampaj one day, Aira decides to send him a message.

If you don't want me, tell me honestly, don't care if my heart breaks let me treat myself. Honestly brother Arkan would want to be with me or would you like to have an end?.

The message was immediately blue. Aira's heart was pounding, she was typing until she came across an incomprehensible message.

*Udah yes. I cape the cooperation and you're just blocking me from completing my thesis!

Whatdoes thatmean? I'm not in the way at all, for God's sake.

You're not in the way, but you're burdening me enough.

I'm sorry to make you burdened. But I have no intention of going there.

There is nothing, we hope.

Really?

*have*.

As soon as the world was destroyed, Aira wanted the certainty she had to wait for months. The two have been in a relationship for a year and it is only now that Arkanza says it wants to end it. It was like being struck by lightning for Aira, if not stripping is not Aira his name. Her tears were soaking her cheeks.

Seriate....