
After helping wearing a tie to the collar of Gabriel's school uniform, Rara looked pensively staring at her yard from above through the window. The thoughts for the sake of bad thoughts came over, fearing the past and his struggle all this time ended in vain just because by one name Revan Anggara Putra. That name now fills Rara's head.
For a moment Rara took a breath and minimized her burning feelings. He must not think in the negative direction first, maybe Revan has now changed not as before, but again Rara feels the option to think positively destroyed in a moment.
Remembering what Revan said last night clearly proves that the man is still the same as before, asshole. That one name fits in with a guy like Revan.
"Ra why are you? Any more problems? Same story with me!"
Gabriel came while patting Rara on the shoulder. Rara did not budge, the woman remained straight looking ahead. He does not know how to react if Gabriel knows about his dark past, of course Gabriel will feel disgusted with him.
"No, I'm not papa" Rara denied. Though secretly he is now really afraid and angry mixed one to someone.
"You sure?" Rara turned her head and smiled slightly, "But I saw your own eyes that spoke unconvinced."
Rara looked at Gabriel with a stiffened look. Now he widened the smile on his lips as if he looked happy like people in general.
"Gabriel, Rara is not papa. Look at Rara all right, right?" Tanya Rara stood up.
He brought his face closer to Gabriel's face to make it clear that he didn't have any problems. Gabriel stared deeply into Rara's bead. He smiled and ruffled Rara's hair and hugged her body.
"Tell me if anyone dares to make you sad, then that person will disappear."
"Thank you you for caring about Rara, but Rara's right."
Gabriel kisses the top of Rara's head and lets go of her hug. He looked at Rara once more because he felt that something sounded Rara but I don't know what it was, maybe time can only answer.
"Not to daydream anymore. Let's eat first and go to school. Hold on bell."
Rara sighed and looked at the clock. It's true Gabriel said that they'll be belling soon. Isn't it funny if they're late? And the worse is because he who keeps daydreaming.
Rara took her backpack and put it on her shoulder. He walked up to Gabriel who had walked into the dining room.
While in the middle of his journey suddenly he was stopped by a ringing mobile phone from his pocket. Rara took a breath and took the phone. Rara was really surprised who was the MS.
From: 08××××××
\=>Where are you at school?
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Questions that are not important to Rara. There is no intention to reply to the chat, maybe ignoring it is better because telling is tantamount to suicide. Rara's blocking the number.
"Why did he come back after all this time?"
Rara asked but she also did not know the answer. Not willing to take a headache with it, for him has not met with Revan poaisi still safe. He doesn't want to be in touch with that guy anymore.
When Rara had reached the dining table, all eyes were on her. Rara pulled out a chair and sat there. He smiled badly at everyone.
"Sorry Rara's late."
Nisa smiled as she shook her head slowly. "It's okay, baby. Yeah, let's start eating it."
Everyone enjoyed the dishes made by the Chef in this house. Rara is completely unfocused on her food, Rara daydreams more. Given all the past what Revan had done was that bastard*n that made Rara want to just scream.
However, when a voice resuscitates it. He raised his head and looked towards Arsen with a slight frown.
"What Pa? Can you repeat it?"
Gabriel who was at Rara's side sighed. He grabbed Rara's hand and faced the woman. Rara also turned around, looking at Gabriel with the same gaze.
"Why are you?"
"Rara?"
"Yes you!"
"Rara is not fretful anyway" Rara replied with a sweet smile that made Gabriel hold his breath and disbelieve.
"Lied!"
"Huh?"
"I know you have a problem. If you can't tell me now, you can. I'm always open to you."
Rara nodded as she grabbed her milk glass and drank it. Gabriel saw a milk mark stuck on Rara's lips and wiped it and put the finger that contained the milk marks into her mouth.
Rara blushed with what Gabriel had done to her. How not, obviously Gabriel's parents were in front of them and it could be that Gabriel acted that way without shame. Nisa as the audience just blushed.
"Let's go!" Take Gabriel and help me stand up. Rara follows Gabriel who invites her to shake hands with Arsen and Nisa, also including Bagas who is about to leave for school with Arsen.
"Assalamualaik."
"Wallaikumsallam's chat. Be careful on the road baby, don't speed things up." It was Nisa's voice that gave her advice to Gabriel.
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Pov Rara's
We got out of the car at the same time. I looked around precisely at the students who were secretly staring at me cynically, but I knew it. I took a breath, I knew such a person did not need to be treated so as not to get soaring.
"You are calm. They won't dare bother you" Gabriel assured me. I just nodded, and threw away my nervous feeling as I walked through the crowd.
My hands with Gabriel are interlocked. And I purposely walked arrogantly in their midst to show them that no one could have Gabriel but me, call me selfish because that was the truth.
Nothing interesting during our trip. The two of us were just silent towards the class which was all caused by me constantly daydreaming along the way. I knew Gabriel was watching and began to suspect me, but I hoped that Gabriel would not know my past.
He didn't know just how bleak the past was. Well everything almost worked out but just crumbled with Revan's arrival. I didn't know where Revan was all this time, which I knew was overseas and I didn't even know which country he was in.
I'm actually trying so hard to forget everything but I can't. Memories are painful, though, but why did those memories come back together with Revan's return that I don't know what the man's motives were after a few years ago almost got thrown in jail by my father. Did he come back because Revan knew my father was dead?
"Rome!"
I could see Gabriel breathing in and trying to smile. I have been lacking focus all day.
"We've arrived in front of your class. Get in again." I stared at my class and smiled innocently.
So engrossed with thoughts that I have not been able to solve to the point that I do not realize if I have been standing in front of the class.
"Ra why are you? If there's a problem telling me?" I'm shaking.
I'm not ready for Gabriel to know everything and he's gonna hate me. I don't want to part with Gabriel, I can't live without him, as much as I can.
"I go in first!" I said as I left Gabriel, but just one step I walked suddenly my hand was quickly grabbed by the handsome man behind me. "Why?"
"You forgot something." I cringed at Gabriel's words. For a moment I remembered what I left behind, but nothing. Then what does Gabriel mean to leave something behind?
My eyes rounded after the next second with how I felt. Gabriel kissed me. This crazy Indonesia, doing intimate things in public is really not a culture.
"Ga-Gabriel."
"Don't forget to learn the smart one" he said, stroking my head.
I blinked in disbelief. Whats? Is that guy crazy? Where's the brain shame? And Gabriel could have just left after what he did to me.
"Basically all men are the same, perverted," I said with my mainstay swearing when upset, do not know what is included with the name sin?
When I turned around, I suddenly felt someone smothering my mouth. I thrashed all the way and couldn't look up to see who was doing that, but he was clearly a bloke and his body was burly.
I stared at everyone who only saw me being held captive without helping. Ishhh why is this upset anyway?
"Fucking le-lepasin!!!" I said a little whimpering. I shuddered in horror because this place was a quiet place and I didn't know who the man who smothered my mouth and almost made me out of breath, whoever it was was that must be a fakeboy.
"Yhmm!!!! Le-release a-I bangs*t. Anjir you hurt my mouth!!!" My scream.
"Can't it be no noise?"
That voice, well that voice. I stiffened at once to realize who was smothering my mouth. I tried my hardest to let go of his hand.
He seemed to stop at a lonely place and let go of me. Oh not exactly he let go but still locked me up with his hands taped to the wall next to my head.
I gulped looking at his eyes. Those are the eyes I hate. Her lips grinned that made me grieve. Okay Rara this is not the time you judge this jerk. But how did you get out of here. My thinking suddenly stopped. I swear I don't know what to do.
And I hate the tears that keep pushing me to get them out.
"Why?" I really want to hit her in the face.
"Re-Revan why are you here?" I asked tremblingly as I looked back at that sharp look.
"Why is there? Of course after I heard the old man died I immediately returned to Indonesia. You know if there's a life I'm threatened! And I can't decoction it either."
Palkkk
"Bank you. What do you want, huh? I tried to forget everything you did to me, and I had years of depression, all because of you. What do you want, huh? Not happy for my life to suffer?"
Revan held the corner of his lips that was bleeding from my slap. He seemed shocked by what I did to him, maybe he thought I was still weak as before. Well because Revan is my reason why I like martial arts so much.
"It turns out you've been brave?" Revan lifted my chin and gripped it hard, but I didn't feel any pain at all. "Who is the man who kissed your lips? How dare he do it."
I became even more nervous as Revan stared at my lips. He put his lips close to mine, but I quickly closed them with both hands so that Revan could not kiss my lips.
I can see Revan is furious with what I did. He pulled my hand so as not to be a hindrance to her kissing my lips. But I twisted his hand behind the man and kicked his leg until he fell down.
"Gue will never forgive what you have done in the past and also for what is now. You are the man who is the reason for me to learn martial arts to match the martial you have. So it's wrong if you still think I'm weak like I used to be. One more until whenever I will never forgive you. Your sins are too much the same as mine."
Unknowingly my tears fell after saying a very long sentence. I sighed and suddenly she opened my hand which locked her hand. He turned and faced me.
I was also ready to shake me. If at any time he brought out his martial arts. And sure enough he was about to punch me in the face and quickly I parried him and looked for a crack to turn around hitting the face that made me always want to kill.
I hit him in the face and he seemed to grin while holding his face.
"Great too!" He said as he walked closer and I didn't know what he was going to do. He ambushed my hand and locked it backwards, and the situation turned upside down, I was the one under his control. "But you're still as stupid as you used to be. Easily fooled by opponents."
He strengthened his grip on my hand until a bone crack came from my hand bone. Damn Revan, my hands are swollen later.
"ill? I'll let you know if you answer who the man who kissed you earlier?"
There was no other choice, I had to say. My hands really hurt and moving just can't. But I tried to fight back by kicking his shin back. And it worked, but my guess was wrong he locked my hands back, and one of his hands was tightly wrapped around my neck so I couldn't breathe so hard.
"Rev-Revan release. Uhuk."
"ANSWER MY QUESTION!!!"
"HE'S MY GIRLFRIEND!!! SATISFIED LO!!!" My words are strong, I've been so crazy about this.
"Did you say your girlfriend?!!!"
I did not answer but to cry and groan in pain. Revan. I hate that name. Why can't I beat him? Am I that stupid? I don't want those dark things to happen again.
Suddenly it sounded like a bottle had fallen. We were simultaneously staring in that direction. There I saw Dimas who was wearing those glasses was trembling looking at us. I felt this was a golden opportunity and quickly opened the lock on my body in the moment the man was off guard. Before running I took the time to kick his valuable assets so that it makes him surprised and hold his anu.
I ran from there sobbing. "Hiks-hiks O Allah save me."
"AKHHH FUCKING LO!!!" I can still see Revan dragging Dimas and beating him all out. I'm sorry that Dimas can't help you.
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Tbc
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