
The sound of crying and sobbing sounded heartbreaking on the field precisely in the cemetery area. Everyone there recited a prayer for a shot that still looked new and wet.
The flowers were sprinkled on the tomb and then the water was poured over the grave. Everyone present there could witness a most fragile woman.
She cried without a sound and could not even speak anymore because she cried all day without stopping. His body faithfully embraced a tombstone named REVAN ANGGARA PUTRA.
"Cilla loves it let's go home," reprimanded his mother Cilla who took the time to attend the funeral of his daughter-in-law.
"No need for Ma. Cilla wants to be with her son Cilla's father. Baby in Cilla's stomach kangen the same board." Cilla rubbed her slightly filled stomach, "Yes, baby? Do you miss papa?"
Rara who could not see Cilla like that then slightly moved away from the cemetery and wiped her tears while hugging Gabriel who was more silent. It was not that Gabriel was not sad, but that he was still shocked by this incident.
He really did not expect that yesterday was his last fight with Revan. The one thing that Gabriel could not forgive himself was that he had killed Revan. That fact so hard slapped him.
Revan was treated for three days in the hospital before finally returning home to Merahullah. Not much different from Revan, Gabriel and Rara were also hospitalized. Although Gabriel is still injured, he still took the time to attend Revan's funeral.
"Gabriel, poor Cilla."
"Yes. It's all my fault Ra. I killed him," Gabriel said with regret as he gently rubbed Rara's back.
"No. It's all our fault it's not your fault."
Revan's family is home and so are Cilla's parents. The only ones who live here are the three of them.
Slowly Cilla moved away from Revan's tombstone. He took a long peek at the tombstone and then rubbed it. "Peace in there. Hope you like your new home."
Cilla stood up and put on her sunglasses. When he came home he saw someone close to him. Cilla hugged the man. The person was quite surprised to see what Cilla did to him.
"I'm sorry Gabriel. It's all my fault that I never want to hear your words. I'm sorry, but" said Cilla to apologize to her best friend. It felt like Cilla had not hugged Gabriel this deeply for a long time.
Unable to hear Cilla's statement, Gabriel also cried and hugged his friend back. The sniffling sounds of both are so echoing.
"No. It's my fault, Cilla. I made Revan that way."
Cilla shook her head and released her embrace with Gabriel. She wiped her tears, forcing both corners of her lips to smile.
"I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made to you. Hope you still want to accept me as your best friend," said Cilla sincerely.
Gabriel also smiled as he kissed Cilla's head deeply. "Hey I always forgive you. You're my best friend so there's no reason for me not to forgive you."
"thank you. But is it true that Rara said you ever liked me?"
Gabriel looked at Rara who was laughing while crying. Gabriel was annoyed by Rara's expression. It was embarrassing for Gabriel to answer that question from the person he liked first.
"Yes. But now it's not."
Cilla nodded in understanding and turned to look at Rara who had been crying. The two threw smiles before finally hugging warmly.
"I forgive Ra with all my sins to you. I shouldn't have acted like that to you. And I represent Revan to apologize to you. You're not papa now, are you?" Rara shook her head in her warm embrace.
"I'm sorry."
"Thank you." Cilla let go of the embrace of the two staring at Gabriel and Rara. "Boy Mother what is a girl?"
"Alhamdulillah women."
"Alhamdulillah. Congratulations you have another sack now."
"Yes." Yeah."
Rara hugged Cilla and followed Gabriel. The three of them hugged each other beside Revan's grave. Maybe now Revan is smiling seeing the peace that was created between the friendship.
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A storm hit the city of Jakarta. The rain accompanied the silence tonight. The sound of tree branches also rubbed when the strong wind was hit tonight.
A woman sits at her desk. Scratches of ink on white paper form beautiful sentences that can be heartbreaking.
All his curses and about his apologies he wrote there. One tear fell on the white paper. Although it hurts to write the sentence but he tried to be steadfast and continue the sentence.
When it was over, Cilla placed the pen on the paper. He examines her writing and then cries reading her own sentences.
"I'm sorry, dear Mama. Maybe this is Mama's choice," said Cilla while rubbing her stomach.
Cilla got up from her seat and picked up something in the drawer. He stared at the medicine bottle for quite a while before he finally sighed and opened the lid of the medicine.
He spilled all the mops into his hands. Dozens of mops he looked at with a difficult view to interpret.
"I'm sorry Cilla Papa, Mama, and for everyone. It's all Cilla's choice to continue with her."
Cilla swallowed all the mops and drank water to make the mop go into his body. When the mop reached her stomach, all Cilla felt was a pain she had never felt. Cilla's body fell to the floor in a helpless state.
The pain was truly the most painful of his life. Froth came out of the woman's oral cavity and for the last time she looked at the world and smiled because she had seen a different nature. He slowly closed his eyes and uttered the name of God for the last one before catching up with Revan.
"CILLA DARLING LET'S EAT KID!!!"
In the dining room Cilla's mother kept calling her son but there was not a single word from Cilla.
"What's the same kid."
"Already Ma. Maybe Cilla was saddened by her husband's death. Let's just leave it first and then you deliver food for him to the room."
"Well, if so, we eat first" said Cilla's mother while putting rice in the husband's plate.
Time goes on until Dive and his wife's dinner is over. Cilla's mother was so deft to put food in a dish to bring to Cilla.
"Later you just accompany Cilla so that Cilla does not continue to be sad."
"Yes Pa."
After nodding obediently, the mother climbed the stairs to Cilla's room on the top floor.
Reaching in front of Cilla's room door, her mother Cilla knocked on the door, but the same again, there was no reply from inside the room.
"Cilla open the door, baby!!"
"Honey let's eat first you'll be sick baby!!!!
Feeling the unpleasant feeling then he opened the door to Cilla's room by pushing it and it turned out that the door was not locked.
"Where is the child not in the room."
He decided to go into the room and put a plate with water on the nightstand. When he was about to enter the bathroom, his mother Cilla accidentally stared at the foot that was close to the window and protected the bed. He who was curious then approached the legs and rounded when he saw something terrible.
"ASAGFIRULLAH CILLA!!! PAPA!!!"
With tears full of his mother Cilla rested beside her pale and frothy child in her mouth. Not to mention Cilla's bottom which was full of blood.
"No why can you believe me, son, hiks. Why do you have to do this, son," sobbed his mother Cilla sobbing.
"Hiks, hyx, hyx."
As he approached, Dive saw everything. He stared and unknowingly his tears fell. Dive fell next to the child with a shocked face.
She cried while hugging her son inside. He checks the child's pulse, breath, and heartbeat. His head shook even more strongly after getting a truly painful reality.
"He's gone."
"Hiks, torch, torch Cilla!!!!!"
Dive moved away from Cilla's body and went to the edge of the window. The rain was still raining and getting very heavy. He took his cell phone and contacted someone.
Time passed until Rara and Gabriel, who had heard of Cilla's suicide, came.
"Cilla!!!" Shouted Gabriel while kicking the door of Cilla's closed room.
Seeing the condition of Cilla and her mother Cilla who was still crying mourning the dead without life also made Rara and Gabriel stand in place with a difficult view to interpret.
Gabriel roared at the friend he loved the most and protected in a lifeless state. He stepped slowly closer to Cilla who was still in a state of excitement. Gabriel hugged Cilla's head feelingly.
Rara, who was still at the doorway, went out and did not enter because she could not see the terrible sight. He ran from Cilla's room towards the living room while holding back tears.
Gabriel shouted in disobedience. His world is destroyed tonight. Something precious left him. Cilla, the name of a friend who has always been his shield every time he is bullied by his friends.
"Why La? Why La do you stay with me? Why do you have La. I was wrong about you so you left me like this!!" Gabriel took a breath and held back his tears.
He moved away from Cilla's body while closing his eyes and sitting on Cilla's bed.
"Why didn't Om take her to the hospital?" Gabriel's question looks growled at Dive.
Dive sat down beside Gabriel while patting the boy on the shoulder. His eyes are on the window.
"Om, I can't."
"Excuse me we want to clean up Non Cilla," the voice from Bik Kiran blurred the atmosphere.
Gabriel looked at the maids at Cilla's house who wanted to clean up the Cilla. Dive lifts Cilla's body and takes her out of the room.
Her mother Cilla followed her husband from behind. Gabriel was alone in Cilla's room. He approached where Cilla was lying. Blood was drenched there which was the blood of his sons Cilla and Revan.
When Gabriel wanted to touch the blood, someone went into the room. The maid at Cilla's house approached Gabriel.
"Sorry Den Aunty wants to clean the blood first."
"Yes Bi is not papa."
Gabriel stayed away but did not come out of the room. He examines Cilla's entire room and looks at Cilla's one-on-one photo.
"I don't expect La you're leaving so fast" Gabriel said in a hoarse voice.
The man walked over to Cilla's study table. His forehead frowned as he looked at a single sheet of paper. Gabriel took the pen away from the paper and took the paper.
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Forgive Cilla Pa, Ma. Cilla is forced to do this so that Cilla stays with Revan. Mama don't be sad to see Cilla leave. These are all Cilla's choices and Cilla's will.
Thank you to Mama who raised Cilla with great affection. Cilla will never forget Mama's service to Cilla. And for Papa, Cilla also many-many thanks because papa already want to find money for Cilla. You two are Cilla's best parents in a world no match for him.
Maybe the attitude Cilla took now makes your heart ache. But Cilla had no other choice, ma. Cilla can't live without him. She is Cilla's life. Cilla purposely took our son away so that Cilla could get together with Cilla's son and him.
Once again Cilla apologized and goodbye to you. I LOVE YOU PAPA&MAMA.
Dear Child Cilla Papa&Mama.
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Early in the morning around 8:00 AM Cilla's body was taken to the cemetery. Cilla's grave is next to Revan's.
The body was put into the ground and then filled with soil. Cilla's mother screamed hysterically to see the child's body no longer visible.
Gabriel and Rara embrace each other to channel their feelings. Nisa who has just given birth is also willing to join Cilla's funeral accompanied by Arsen.
Yasin's verses were recited to send Cilla to meet the angel later. Cilla's fainted mother was brought home after the yasin reading.
"Son please allow your heart to forgive Cilla and Revan so that they are calm in nature" Nisa said and then hugged Gabriel.
"Yes Nda."
"Gabriel, Rara, Papa and Mother go home first. Poor Maryam your sister was left alone. Your mother is not well either."
"Yes Pa" said Gabriel.
"Don't go home long."
Rara and Gabriel nodded. They looked at Nisa and Arsen who were slowly disappearing from the sight of the two. Then they stared at the two equally wet tombs.
"Cilla I pray you calm down there with Revan. I don't know if you have achieved your dream or not. But I hope God forgives your sins and Revan's, too" said Rara, with tears in her eyes.
He sprinkled flowers and evaporated Cilla's tombstone. Rara looked at Revan's grave and then gave a full smile.
"Today the three of us are here and now I'm just here with Gabriel. Hix, hyx, hyx. May God forgive your sins."
Gabriel hugged Rara's body from the side. He kissed the top of Rara's head and at the same time his tears fell. Rara stands up with Gabriel and walks to Revan's grave.
"Revan I'm picking Cilla up with you. Take good care of him. And may you be happy with your child" Rara said, rubbing Revan's tombstone.
"I'm sorry I made you this way" Gabriel said.
"Assalamualaikum may you be happy with your family. Goodbye Revan and Cilla."
Gabriel and Rara leave the funeral and get into the car. Slowly the two are no longer visible from the cemetery and there are only two graves that still look new.
This is their story full of twists and turns, which begins with the life of Nisa, which is full of trials so heavy. But Nisa was so patient in dealing with it that patience was paid for with happiness.
The story of Rara and Gabriel. Two teenagers who finally unite and create new problems. Same with Nisa despite so many obstacles but they try to be always patient.
The point of life is where we will be tested for patience. We live in a world for a reason. If there is a test in life it is common. But to achieve happiness is patience, and do not complain to God if we are hit by problems because there are still many out there whose problems are heavier than ours.
This is the end of this long story. Gabriel and Rara will open a new page with their son who is still in the womb.
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EXPIRE
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