Unexpacted Wedding
I Thought You were Different

I don't know my asme is too peaked

Or is this self too selfish

Reach yourself

Alby Dharmawan's

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Rena shed her body on the floor, crying bitterly, after the departure of her husband who she herself did not know where the man was.

"Where are you going, bang?" ogre. Rena blaring. Hit his overcrowded chest. Along with his brain that continues to be imagined by the quarrel of the husband earlier. For the first time, Rena felt a disappointed look from the man, as if there was a wound that cut her heart. A feeling of disappointment more than when the man was sulking because of jealousy. Even Rena saw Alby rub his eyes a few times. Really Rena would rather the man over and then say all his wishes, than suddenly say sorry and then go away leaving sadness for her like this.

"Wome bang? Rena will explain everything," he said. Somehow he felt sorry for having dared to say so loudly in front of the husband. The thing he had been trying to do all this time. And the last words have succeeded in infuriating the man. The words that caused Alby to think in a more negative direction. Rena admitted wrong. Buty? Shouldn't he be angry too, Alby who first started. Alby should have wanted a child. He can say it first to Rena, without making a unilateral decision. Which eventually led to a fight like this.

Rena continued to cry, leaning her body against the bed. His face and hair looked so messy, because he had not had time to clean up. Had he not remembered his body was wrapped in a blanket, of course he would have chased after the husband, preventing him from leaving.

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Alby kept driving his car down the street, with an uncertain goal.

"But I don't want to get pregnant???!!!"

The words that were thrown from his wife's mouth, continued to echo into a shadow for him along the way. To make himself unfocused.

Tin.tin..

Both of Alby's eyes widened, when he almost hit the car that passed in front of him. And he quickly slammed his steering wheel to the side. Make his car successfully hit a small tree, to make his car stop.

Citt... Brakk!

Alby's breath is hunting, lucky he can survive. He gripped his wheel. Leaning his head on the steering wheel. Alby massaged his head, his eyes flushed red, and before long he felt a warm melt flowing from the corner of his eye.

He chuckled amusedly realizing that he was crying again, like feeling an old wound. "I thought you were different, Re? Is this just me hoping too much?" ogre.

Alby felt his chest tight, his head dizzy. When the words of his wife continued to ring, becoming a shadow in his brain.

"But I don't want to get pregnant???!!!" The five words that were able to scratch Alby's heart felt sore, as if his heart was stabbed by a very sharp dagger. A word Alby didn't want. The words that come back make Alby like repeating old wounds.

Five years ago

The sound of a baby's cry is so echoed in the delivery operating room. Alby cried when he heard his daughter was born safely following with her mother.

A few hours after cleaning, the mother was moved to the treatment room. The nurse brought the little baby who was still red there, because it was time to breastfeed. Alby gladly accepts it, holds it, then takes it to the side of Miranda-his wife.

"Let's go. Our daughter's name is Misel, I think thirsty. You give her breast milk first yes," said Alby softly to his wife who was still lying on top of the gurney lazily.

"Your daughter is not my daughter!! So you'll just suckle it yourself. I'm not giving her breast milk" Miranda replied indifferently.

The man in a navy shirt was surprised to hear that, not expecting his wife's answer to be like that. "What did you say? She's your daughter too. Let's quickly give him ASI. Mickey was crying," Alby chuckled, as he could not bear to see his daughter crying, as if trying to find a source of breast milk for her.

Miranda growled to hear him, she instantly changed her position to sit down, staring at Alby intently. "I've said I'm not willing to carry let alone give him ASI. You're his father, just find your own way. I suffered for nine months because of it. My body became ugly, my face was dull as well. All because I was pregnant with her, I hated her!"

Alby looked at his wife in disbelief. "Mir, she's your daughter, your flesh and blood you shouldn't say that!"

"Correct? I hateit. I don't want his presence. Didn't I tell you before I didn't want to get pregnant, because by becoming pregnant my body would fade away and be ugly, and that would affect my job as a model. He's here because you don't want me to."

"Don't I tell you, I'll be in charge of supporting you. After this child is born, you can stop being a model" Alby exclaimed.

Miranda smiled mockingly at her husband, "did me? You sure your mediocre salary is only a lecturer able to meet my needs?"

Alby clenched his hands, hearing his wife's taunts. "See what you said Miranda. Although I'm only a lecturer, but I'm a responsible man, there's no way I'm going to let my wife and son starve."

"Bulshit!! You know a year married to you, I just realized that I was too stupid, thinking that marrying you would make me happy, just because of the lure of love. But, it turns out that I was suffering, and felt ashamed to have a husband who had nothing. I'm sorry I married you!"

Again, Alby did not expect to hear his wife's confession. "Whatchu mean? Isn't that also your choice, to marry me?" alby. He recalled how Miranda was so determined to ask to marry him, despite having previously known Alby's job status as just a lecturer.

Miranda smiled in anguish. "That's all I did because I didn't want to lose to Milea. I want to make her hurt, because I know she loves you so much. When I found out you liked me, of course I used the opportunity to break her heart. But, not expecting my intention it just makes me into the abyss of suffering, living with you is full of shortcomings. Not to mention when you kept urging me to have kids. I hate her! I don't want to get pregnant and you keep pushing. Makes me have to quit my career just because I'm pregnant with that damn child!"

"Enough!!!!" alby snapped loudly, making Miskel cry again.

"You!" point Alby at his wife.

"What's? Everything I said was true, he was just-"

"Your nature is even worse than that of an animal. A man who doesn't deserve to be called a mother" Alby quickly cut.

"No need for a lecture, I don't care about your babble. I don't care about you and her!" Miranda pointed at the baby in Alby's arms who kept crying.

"And remember! After this I want us to split up, I want us to divorce. And you take care of your own daughter. Until I never thought of it!" added Miranda later.