Ustadz, I Love U
ill

Why do you love you so sick ? maybe I was so hopeful that I forgot the fact that I wasn't the owner of love,

like you said, once,

every night I ask the owner of love to make you love me anyway,

But it seems like the Owner chose a better mate than me for you,

And that means I have to step down, though,

And shift your name from my line of prayers,...

Since the news of the match between ustadz A'ab and Aisyah spread laura the jolly girl is now turned into a quiet and lonely girl. He would rather spend his time alone in the library than having to hang out and chat with his roommates as usual when there is free time. at least the thick books of the library will not bring up the match between ustadz A'ab and aisyah. in contrast to his roommate who is definitely hot-hot talking about it.

"Assynolayam !" greetings someone.

"ha'alaikumussalam, !" answer laura.

" it's easy to find you, it's definitely here, library girl !"

" why is Ustadz always looking for me ?" laura asked raising one eyebrow.

" no papa, I want to !" answer the ustadz

" Ustadz if you want to read it can be in the library son, it does not have to be here !" laura said that she focused on the books she read.

Ustadz Fauzy has been doing some good lately after successfully apologizing to Laura so it's more frequent to meet laura in the princess library room. And to be honest it makes Laura feel uncomfortable especially they are just alone in there. Although ustadz still fauzy is a foreign man to laura.

" do you like reading that book ?" ustadz fauzy did not heed the words of laura.

"emmmm, um,..

That's all Laura said in response, and chose to focus more on the book in front of her.

" you...

" if you excuse me, there are things I have to do in the dorm !" laura first wiped it before ustadz fauzi continued his question.

laura was already uncomfortable with the presence of ustadz fauzi with questions that she thought were very boring. He prefers to avoid, especially with the situation of his heart is very bad like this before he is more furious and will instead be disrespectful at the endadznya.

" Okay,...!" ustadz fauzi.

"Assalamualaikum! "

" ha'alaikumussalam! "

It's hard to touch your heart, Ra, am I not enough to interest you ?

Laura passed by leaving the library to go to the room. Actually lazy, but rather than having to face ustadz fauzi may be better if he reads in a room with his ears closed.

" Where are you going ?" asked fitri as soon as she saw laura's face appear in the room.

" the usual !" laura answered briefly.

" already ra, reza is also handsome kog !" goda Fitri intends to entertain his best friend.

" what the hell is fit, !" gerutu laura lazily chose to lay her body on the mat.

Fitri no longer knows how to comfort his friend who is heartbroken. Though usually the most spirit laura ngebully him but now laura just silent even though fitri has acted silly as ridiculous as anything.

That afternoon laura went to school alone.not as usual if she had to wait for fitness first. He just glared away as it passed from the presence of fitri.

" all alone ?" reza as usual.

Laura simply walked nonchalantly with no expression passed from the presence of the three people.

"why is that a boy ?" tanya Reza was surprised to see the strange behavior of her puja girl who was only answered by the shoulder force by her two friends.

If you can choose it seems like laura wants to skip school today, because today is the lesson of Ustadz A'ab. It will hurt even more when he sees the face of the ustadz. However, he must not be selfish with his feelings so he set aside his duties as a student in this Aliyah society.

And sure enough, his heart ached at the sight of the person who was currently before him. if usually he is the most enthusiastic to greet every word of the ustadz this time laura only silent a thousand languages with a blank look.

" Loa, what's wrong with you ? are you sick ?" ustadz A'ab asked Laura to see her unusual behavior today.

I'm sick, really sick as long as you know.

" i'm fine !" answer laura flat.

" Alright, we continue the lesson !" say ustadz then continue the material learned.

throughout the lesson laura's gaze is still the same, just a blank stare until the lesson ends, and it does not escape the attention of the ustadz.

Laura who was already feeling tight and could not hold back her tears chose permission to go to the bathroom to spill her tears.

" Jeurope,....

had not had time to get to the bathroom the call had first stopped its pace.

" what are you ?" same question from the same guy for laura.

"i'm not papa ! " reply with Laura without looking at the other person.

" sir,...

" i told you, I ain't papa ustadz !" laura confirmed her words.

" i know very well what you are like, and there's no way that this kind of attitude of yours doesn't happen to you !" ustadz A'ab stepped a little closer.

ustadz doesn't know what I'm like, the proof is that ustadz doesn't know how I feel....

" i'm going to the bathroom !" laura ran unconcernedly if the person was still waiting for her explanation.

What really happened, Ra, why did you change like this ? the inner ustadz A'ab.

Laura spilled all her feelings in the bathroom. His chest was really tight, and at this time he just wanted to cry. After feeling really relieved, he just took water wudlu. did not intend to return to class, he said, laura chose to wait for the Ashar prayer time by reading the Qur'an in the mosque.

And it turns out that from that time A'ab ustadz was still following him from behind. I don't know what he meant, which he certainly did not accept if he had not received an explanation of what had happened to the girl.

"ra, uh,....

Just a step to set foot on the stairs beneath the mosque step paing already stopped with the call. This time, Laura turned to the source of the voice.

puffy eyes and a red nose that is still very noticeable makes people who are hunting for the explanation more worried for him.

" what problem do you have ? tell me, who knows I can help,...!" ustadz A'ab.

" Thank you ustadz, but I'm fine !" laura continued her steps into the mosque.

you know when you say it's okay, it makes you look okay, what's going on, actually, who do I have to ask what happened to you if you don't want to explain.