Ustadz, I Love U
night chat

Laura always liked every story that her husband read before he fell asleep. For him the story of the husband is the best made him can imagine how things really are. No wonder indeed that the husband tausiyah to date is still an idol of many people. But there is one story that somehow does not make laura bored despite repeated he heard from the husband.the story about the daughter of the Prophet Fatimah Az zahra. For him the story of fatimah is always interesting to listen to despite repeated.

" By, !"

" hmm?"

" i wish that our daughter was a girl like Fatimah Az Zahra, daughter of Rosulullah, I wish she would be a tender girl as fatimah who even surgapun misses her !" laura said expectantly stroking her big belly.

Ustadz A'ab smiled at the words of his wife. laura was enthusiastic every time she heard the story about fatimah from him.

" what if the men ?" tanya ustadz A'ab looked seriously at the wife.

" let it be like Sayyidina Ali his mate fatimah, does not it fit the brave Ali with the gentle fatimah ?" laura answered smiling.

" want to check the gender ?" ask ustadz A'ab again.

" no ach, let's be a surprise !" laura replied with a sweet smile and then the husband nodded.

The couple had moved home two days ago given the imminent delivery and they wanted to arrange their baby's room. The simple house they bought with their own sweat became a pride for the couple. Finally, it can pass the time even though at the beginning it is too difficult economic problems.

" by, !" said Laura again who somehow that night her eyes did not want to be closed too despite having heard some stories from the husband.

" why baby ?" ask ustadz A'ab who began to feel there was something else on the wife that night.

" I remember, back in the pesantren you once said that the death of the person who gave birth was recorded as jihad, really ?" laura looked into the eyes of her husband.

There is nothing wrong with Laura's question. But somehow for ustadz A'ab there was something different with laura that night. He looks so soft and mature as usual that it works. Is it because she is about to give birth ? the inner ustadz A'ab.

" i'm just asking, why is his expression so surprising ?" laura still casually spoke by continuing to stroke her big belly.

" pregnant women, giving birth, even until puerperal death is indeed recorded as martyrdom, given how tired women are in such a position, he said, but caring for and raising a child with all her heart a woman also has such a great reward, then why should you ask such a question ?" fear began to penetrate the mind of Ustadz A'ab regarding the question posed by the wife to the point that she did not realize that her tears had dripped at that time.

Laura was astonished to look at the husband who suddenly cried in front of her for the first time when she never had any intention of asking that question.

" why are you crying? was my word wrong? I have absolutely no intention of making you sad like this, and even if it happens, of course I am happy because I have lived and loved you, I am happy to be pregnant with your child, and of course I must be happier after successfully bearing the fruit of our love into the world later !" laura said sincerely rubbing the tears that flowed down her husband's cheeks.

" I believe in destiny, that the soul mate of death and Rizky is in God's hands, but hearing you say that my heart aches, hurts more than when you refused and left me for America back then !"

During the marriage with this new laura his tears fell in front of his beloved wife for some reason his heart said that laura would return far away from him. coupled with laura's question about the woman who died during childbirth made her heart even more sliced. Although God's destiny is real, it is still his hope that God will always protect his wife and children in the womb. Give her time to grow the fruit of their love.

" I never intended to leave you, but if God wills, you must be sincere, of course you know better, and what do you worry about if it's true isn't his guarantee heaven too ?" laura said bringing her beloved man into her arms. letting the man spill all his feelings in the arms of his body that increasingly contained. while the chest of Ustadz A'ab was even more crowded to hear laura say so. Although an ustadz he is an ordinary man who also has a fear of losing people in love.

Laura let the husband be calmer in her arms. gently stroked the short hair feelingly. Until she heard the husband's regular breath she could breathe a sigh of relief knowing that her husband had fallen asleep in her arms.

Laura thought again if there was something wrong with the question until the husband with his side responded to cry as much as it was. Though usually the husband who always gives him the strength to remain patient and husnudzon to the destiny of God, but tonight he even cried just because the question according to laura was still in the limit.

She also did not expect to die during childbirth. He still wants to accompany his son to grow and develop until adulthood. But I don't know why the mouth says different like that.