Ustadz, I Love U
It's nobody's fault

" l....!" laura said softly even though her eyes could barely be opened.

" you must be strong baby, hold on for our son, for my sake !" said Ustadz A'ab kissed the forehead of the wife who was very pale.

Inwardly, A'ab endlessly prayed for the safety of his wife and child in his body. And at this moment laura's eyes were already completely closed. His heart was getting sliced, the do'a from his mouth incessantly uttered. For that is all that can be done, pleading to the living and deadly substance.

arriving at the hospital ustadz A'ab did not want to waste time he immediately ran to bring his wife to the IGD accompanied by shop visitors who had been faithful to accompany and carry the items of Ustadz A'ab from earlier it was not noticed because it was focused only on his wife.

" this is father's stuff !" said the man who visited the store handed over all the belongings of laura and Ustadz A'ab that had been left behind.

"Thank you sir !" answer ustadz A'ab try hard even though it is not actually so.

" patience sir, I say I hope your wife and kids are okay !" said the man again patted the shoulder of ustadz A'ab.

" Aamiin, may Allah repay your kindness !" ustadz A'ab.

While the doctor was handling laura in the IGD room ustadz A'ab immediately informed all the family about what happened to Laura. He continues to curse himself who cannot protect his wife and children.

Before long the laura family soon arrived at the hospital along with the khomsah ma'am. Seeing his son sitting limp on the floor in frustration bu khomsah immediately approached him gave strength.

" mother, I can't take care of my wife and son !" regretted Ustadz A'ab in the arms of his mother.

" mom knows you're devastated son, but everything that happens at God's will, if you keep blaming yourself is the same as blaming God's destiny!" bu khomsah gently stroked the child's hair just a wayangnya give calm.

Handika and Ratih are just as devastated, but as parents they are also trying to strengthen the daughter-in-law who is currently in need of their support. they don't necessarily blame the son-in-law they already consider to be their own child for what happened to Laura. Because they also know it is impossible if the son-in-law will let their favorite child harm.

" I'm sorry pa, A'ab can't keep laura!" ustadz A'ab turned to hug his father-in-law who had also tried to strengthen him.

" Aren't you the one who taught me about God's destiny, why is it now like this ?" said Handika returned the embrace of the son-in-law strengthen.

The middle-aged doctor who handled laura finally walked out of the room. Immediately the families who waited for how the results immediately approached the middle-aged doctor and asked how laura's condition.

" How is my wife's condition doctor ?" ask ustadz A'ab immediately.

" the father's wife lost a lot of blood her condition is very weak, we have to immediately do a cesarean section to at least save one of them, but we will still try to save both of them !" the doctor said it made the A'ab ustadz weaker.

" do your best for my son, doctor,!" Handika opened her voice to see the daughter-in-law as if she could no longer speak to hear the words of the doctor about the condition of the wife.

after getting approval from the family, the doctor immediately carried out his duty of dissecting the laura abdomen. While the family outside does not stop saying do'a for the safety of laura and the child in her womb.

" God will be more angry if you forget Him, at this time God is testing how strong your faith is,!" said ma'am khomsah again managed to resuscitate ustadz A'ab about his negligence.

Immediately he beristighfar and say goodbye to all parents to go to prayer. Mandatory things that he forgot because he was so panicked with the condition of the wife. He forgot that his wife was not his, but his creator's.

Sometime after the return of ustadz A'ab from performing his obligatory worship the doctor who handled laura came back out. He immediately approached and asked for an explanation from the doctor.

" Thank God, both fathers were born healthy and without any lack !" the doctor said with a smile.

" TWO ?" everyone there was surprised to hear the doctor mention the number Two in his answer.

" right, baby boy and girl !" the doctor said he was still developing his smile.

" Then what about my wife doctor ?"

The doctor who originally developed a sweet smile was downcast when Ustadz A'ab asked how the wife was.

" we've tried our best, but the blood that my father's wife put out is too much, we can't do more than this !" the doctor said lethargicly.

" So,...

" the father's wife is still struggling, just pray that the critical period will soon pass !" said the doctor pat ustadz A'ab on the shoulder and then say goodbye to all the families who were there to return to the place to carry out other tasks.

Ustadz A'ab's body weakened when he heard that his wife was not in good condition. Handika immediately caught the almost-slung body swiftly.

" You're not alone, son, we're just as sad here, Istighfar you must be strong, remember there are two little angels who still need you!" said Handika gave strength to the son-in-law.

Ustadz A'ab did not even realize that the doctor said that his son had been born safely because his mind was only fixed on the condition of his wife. After being completely calm, Handika asked the son-in-law to meet his two children to be convicted. Sad of course very, but Handika also felt happy with the presence of two grandchildren who would certainly add to the beautiful day.at least the wound was not too deeply embedded than he had to lose his grandchildren and children at once.

Ustadz A'ab approached the box containing his son and daughter with the guidance of a hospital nurse. He looked at it with two tiny faces. Happy for sure, he had been waiting for her for a long time. But his tears came back to see his son who every inch of his face was so similar to his wife.

He lifted one by one the baby in the box and began to recite the adhan melodiously in the ears of the two newborns. the two children were so calm to hear the father's adhan. When the two fell asleep, A'ab put the two babies back in her box. Intended to see how the condition of the wife. Because honestly even though he was grateful that his two children were born safely, he still thought to the mother of the two children.

Ustadz is still a human who sometimes also has a caliph as a normal human. He knew he should not be frustrated and continue to be self-cursed because everything that happened was God's will. But again, he is just an ordinary man. Ordinary people who do not escape from wrong and forget.

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