Wedding Bond
The Marriage Bond 77

 “Mas Bara why?” sian asked confusedly when he saw Bara who suddenly acted as if she was afraid of losing herself.

However Sian tried to ask her husband, Bara still did not answer the question from him. Her husband's crowed hand continued to curl strongly around her small waist.

 “Mas tell me now, has something happened?” sian asked back while trying to pull both of her husband's sturdy hands that were coiled around her waist.

 “No don't do that,” Quickly Bara refused to take his hands off his wife's waist.

 “Well then, tell me now, what exactly happened to the current Bara mas?” sian asked back without giving up one bit.

 Bara sighed softly, this time he gave up and started to open his voice.

 “Actually today mas successfully completed a mission that has been three years can not be completed.” Say Bara with a lethargic tone.

 “Terus why mas looks so lethargic? Bara mas should look happy, not uninspired like this?” Sian was seen staring at her husband's lethargic appearance from bottom to top.

 “Actually I don't know if I should say it or not to you. However, mas can not save any longer than you.”

 “Then mas just tell me now.” Sian quickly.

 Bara looks hesitant. He didn't know whether to tell her or not, who he caught today.

 “Mas Bara why just shut up? Said he wanted to tell.” Said Sian who managed to make Bara look up at him.

 “Today mas has completed the longest mission during the mas became a state servant,” Bara momentarily paused his story.

 “Terus..?” said Sian who is waiting for the continuation of the story Bara.

 “Terus, the mission is to capture someone, can be said to bring home someone who is very important for people who play an important role in our country.” Bara again paused his story, he still seemed hesitant to tell it to Sian.

 “Terus mas, continue the story?” Sian again asked Bara to continue his story.

 “Terus, the person is someone you know very well.” Keep Bara.

 Sian's face was confused by her husband's words. He did not understand the meaning of the words Bara.

  “What mas mean?” asked the confused Sian.

 “The person you caught is a man in your past, he is your lover's manta in the past.” Say without thinking any more. He said it without covering it up again.

 Sian understood at once the meaning of her husband's words. Sian is very knowledgeable and very familiar with the direction of Bara's story.

 “Mas told you all this not to make you sad, but mas want you to know if mas did all this because of the mission given by the boss of the mas, he said, not because she was a lover in your past. Mas do not want someday you misunderstand because of this problem.” Very serious talk.

 For a moment Sian closed her mouth. She said nothing when she heard the story. When Bara saw it there was a feeling that made his heart hurt because his wife looked sad and seemed to still hold feelings for the man.

 “Honey, are you okay?” ask Bara.

 The response Sian gave remained the same. It was as if he was drowning in his sadness. Disappointment also hit Bara at this time, somehow silence Sian made him suffer.

 “Mas knows if you are sad at the moment, sorry for making you sad like this.” Said Bara in a weak and disappointed tone.

 Disappointed Bara immediately went down from the bed. He was about to leave Sian alone in the room. One footstep Bara away from Sian.

 “Mas don't go,” quickly Sian stops Bara by hugging her from behind.

 “Mas, I beg you not to go.” Said Sian again while tightening his embrace at Bara's waist.

“Are you sure you don't want Mas to go?”

 “Em...” nods Sian slowly while puffing upwards looking at the face of Bara who is taller than him.

 Bara smiled, as his wife did not want him to leave.

 “Alright, mas won't go and will stay here with you.”

 Bara returned the embrace of his wife who was accompanied by a kiss on the top of his head.

 “Mas I'm sorry, all this time I always made Bara worry, and sorry if all this time never told the truth to mas.”

 “It's okay mas understand, it's not easy to say. However, there is something I really want to ask you.”

 “Say, I want to ask what?”

Sian puffed up raising his head staring at Bara.

 “Do you still love her?” without hesitation Bara asked.

 Slowly Sian pulled herself out of the arms of her husband Bara. It was obvious that Sian's face turned sad, as if there was a deep feeling that he could not just forget.

 Instead Bara felt very scared when he saw his wife's reaction after he asked her question. There was a sense of regret in his heart for asking the obvious he knew the answer.

 “If you do not want to answer it, mas will not force, mas will wait until you are ready to answer it.”

 It is clear that at this time Bara is very afraid to hear the answer from his wife. He was afraid that he would be disappointed when he heard the reply from his wife Sian.

“Mas, look me in the eye now.” Pinta Sian to Bara.

 I refused to look into those eyes. He looked down at both of his feet.

 “Mas, look at me now.”

 “No, mas don't want to look you in the eye now.” Reject Bara.

 “Why mas? Why doesn't Bara want to look me in the eye now?”

 “Mas are afraid to be disappointed when looking into your eyes, I do not want to know the answer to the question mas just past your eyes.” Answer Bara with a trembling voice.

 “How can you know the answer if you don't look me in the eye now? Even so, though,

 Hearing Bara's words just now made Sian very upset. Sian tried to have her husband Bara look him in the eye right now. However, Bara refused by raising his head upwards.

 “Mas, look me in the eye now!”

With emotion Sian grabbed Bara's face staring into her face. Their eyes met, when Bara saw his wife's eyes there was a feeling of remorse coming out inside him. The tears of Sian's disappointment towards Bara, made Bara herself regret for doubting Sian's feelings for her.

 “Do you know, my heart hurts so much when I doubt my feelings for you. I tried desperately not to hurt Bara with Kenzo's return in my life. But now I doubt my feelings for you. It really hurt my heart.” Sian shed tears of disappointment towards her husband Bara.

 For some reason when seeing and hearing Sian's words, making Bara more regret and hurt to see the tears that came out of his wife's eyes.