Well with you
CHAPTER 14

Marriage is sometimes hard. Not everything ends in happiness. Not even a few who eventually split up as well. Fira thought, maybe he would be freer if not with Fahmi. Because everything feels free. During this time they were married, there was never any affection from both, Fira also felt never treated like a wife. She was like a woman who lived with Fahmi without any ties. In fact, they are already bound by a halal bond.

Fira begins to realize, that it turns out she is just a stupid woman who let the loveless marriage happen. Fira can accept, if Fahmi doesn't love her. But he doesn't like it if Fahmi says that he loves other people. As the day progressed, she felt that love had grown. Yeah, he's starting to love Fahmi. I don't know what made Fira fall in love.

"What do I deserve to love from that heartless man?" mummified Fira.

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Today Fahmi has a holiday and does not intend to go anywhere, because he also realizes that his wife is still healing her skin disease.

Early in the morning, Halwa came with a crackle containing jars of various pastries that she made. Last night, he got word from Fahmi that Fahmi had a holiday, so he took the initiative to come to his house.

After being invited in by Fahmi, Halwapun sat in the living room. The living room was very simple without any decorations. There is not even a single photo that is usually in every living room. Halwa knows Fahmi lives together with Fira, no suspicion whatsoever that she feels.

Fahmi enters his room and opens Fira's door. Fira was shocked and shouted loudly. The problem was that Fira had not finished changing clothes.

"Don't you think Fahmi's polite!" fira shouted as Fahmi closed the door again.

Fahmi chuckled. "Send who's not locked."

"Minimum knock on the door first, cake," grumbled Fira from inside his room.

"You too even slept next to me yesterday without permission first. Not polite, you know!" Fahmi began to discuss what happened at that time.

Shortly after, Fira opened the door that separated her second room. Fahmi is surprised, especially when he gets a sharp spotlight from Fira's eyes.

"I want to go!" said Fira who then passed while carrying her little shawl bag.

Fahmi held Fira's arm quickly. "Where are you going?"

"Go, boss at home. Especially if there is a girl, very males," said Fira jutek.

"Can't go! You stay home and I'll have a chat with Halwa!"

Fira opened her lazy eyes. "No!" Fira runs so as not to be restrained again by Fahmi.

"You know sin, don't you, if you leave without permission from your husband?"

Fira instantly stopped her steps in the doorway. His hands clenched firmly, already very ready to hit Fahmi's handsome face. Fira turned her body. Fahmi thought Fira would not go, but it turned out to be wrong.

"As long as there is still a girl named Halwa, Halwa in your life, I do not want to consider again if we are husband and wife. None! I'm not your wife, and you're not my husband! Got it? I am free to go and go home anytime. I'm waiting for your decision to split forever with me!"

Then Fira left Fahmi who still did not believe the words Fira said. His heart was almost pierced, but he tried to act ordinary. There is no love for Fira.

Halwa saw Fira go past her without even glancing at her. He was about to say hello, but it seemed like Fira was in a hurry with a state of annoyance. Shortly after, Fahmi arrived while carrying two cups of the tea for them to enjoy together.

"Where are you going, brother?" Halwa asked curiously.

While holding himself, Fahmi replied, "You go, go somewhere," he said.

"Ooh, if so, Halwa go home first, brother. Not good with you both." Halwa rose from her seat.

After thinking for a while, Halwa finally agreed to Fahmi's will and then sat back down.

At that time, they talked about many things. Sometimes they even laugh because there is a funny or silly discussion. Fahmi feels comfortable if he has chatted with Halwa. The gentle persona of Halwa made Fahmi want to turn the clock and choose to marry only Halwa. According to him, if married to Halwa first, maybe now he has become a better man. In fact, Halwa was the only girl who always reminded her of God.

Among the many discussions, Halwa must always slip simple advice as a warning. At that time Fahmi was happy to know Halwa. That conversation for Fahmi was very meaningful. Had Halwa been reunited with him long ago, maybe he would have rejected her parents' matchmaking.

"Sister, Halwa is afraid there is slander between us. If you have a taste in Halwa, you can immediately go to Halwa's parents. Halwa wait as soon as possible," said Halwa.

"That fast, Halwa?"

At that moment Fahmi was surprised Halwa would say that. She does love Halwa, but what about her marriage? what about Fira?

"Halwa's life is so threatened, brother. You remember the guy who almost killed Halwa? He was Faris' man. If I don't marry Faris, then I must die."

"What's? How, can?"

"He's gone mad for love, brother."

In the midst of his warm conversation, Fahmi's parents suddenly came and were surprised to see Fahmi chatting alone with a girl. He thought it was Fira, but it turned out to be someone else.

"Assalamualaikum" said Diana, Fahmi's mother.

Fahmi was no less surprised when he saw Diana standing while looking at him. "Waalaikumussalam," replied Fahmi and Halwa simultaneously.

"Eh, Mommy. Enter, Mom," said Fahmi while trying to neutralize his tense face.

Suspiciously, Diana walked in and sat down next to Fahmi. "Who is this, Fahmi? And where's Fira?"

Fahmi could not answer. It was as if he was trapped there.

"I used to be helped by Kak Fahmi and Kak Fira, Mom. Thank God, until now I know Kak Fahmi well.

Diana continued to stare at Halwa cynically. "Oh, that, huh? You better go home, I don't like my son getting close to other people. Don't you know if Fahmi is married?"

Halwa rounded her eyes perfectly. He looked at Fahmi in disbelief. Her tears are puffing. At that moment his heart was so broken. Halwa got up from her seat and then left home with a pain in her heart.

"God, Halwa!" Fahmi yells.

"You're nothing at all, Fahmi? Why are you two dating that girl? Where's Fira?" Diana asked in anger.

Fahmi was silent for a moment. "Go."

"Where to? It must be because there's that girl, right, Fira's eating away."

"Enough, Mother, enough! This is the result if we marry people we do not love. Free Fahmi every day back home to meet Fira, free Fahmi same marriage Fira! He said love will come with time, but where? Until now Fahmi did not love Fira, Mom! Fira is not a woman who can calm the heart, she has never told me to God!"

Hearing that, Diana fell silent, as well as Fahmi who looked relieved after taking out her entire heart. Fira who accidentally heard Fahmi's words from outside the house, then returned to ride his motorbike to leave the house.