Well with you
CHAPTER 7

...I can forget your crimes against me, ...

...but I can't afford to take away the disappointment that so stuck in my heart....

...I can survive without the slightest love from you, but I can't afford it if you love someone else......

...I need your guidance, though,...

...With sincerity, also love....

...I want to be good with you....

...~Elfira Marwah's...

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"I don't want to go home!"

"Well, where are you going? To your mother's house, will you?" Kevin this morning was quite confused by his old friend.

"Don't! He'll know I have a problem!"

Finally, an idea flashed through Kevin's mind. He intends to take Fira to his favorite ice cream shop first. Soon Kevin told Fira to get on his bike, without telling Fira where to go. They enjoyed a cool ride that morning. The streets are still not too crowded, the sun is still shy to show itself. Fira could now smile, after about half an hour ago of heavy shock at what she had done to help the girl. Even more sad, her husband left her alone on the side of the road. At that moment his heart was really hurt.

But who would have thought, a friend actually came to him, just when his soul was painful. Let the friend heal his wounds.

Fira's hand was holding onto Kevin's jacket at the time, then it hurt a little. When seen, his hand was quite injured because he punched the asphalt earlier. Fira was feeling sick at the time. "It hurts!"

Sounded softly by Kevin who was focused on riding the bike at that time. "You're going to the hospital, Fir?"

"Huh? The infirmary? Do you want me to meet my husband? Nope! Don't let it happen!"

Eventually Kevin chooses to shut up and gives Fira a chance to decide whatever she wants on her own. Kevin has always given up. Because he thought, if by not giving up, it would only cause conflict. And all was well.

They were in front of an Ice Cream Shop that was closed. Today many shops are closed, maybe only grocery stores are open. Kevin was confused by that, but today is not a holiday.

"Lo want to take you to the ice cream shop? Please, Vin, it's fasting month. People who sell in honor of this incredible month! You still not fasting until now?"

Kevin grinned at the horse while scratching his non-itchy head. "The intention is just to entertain you, Fit. Abis, I know you love ice cream, let alone chocolate."

Fira chuckled softly. "Gue knows, Kevin. But as long as you know, you came to me was quite entertaining. At least my heart wasn't as hurt. Thanks a lot Kevin. You are my best friend!"

Kevin smiled wryly at Fira's words. He wants more than friends, but what can he do? By being Fira's best friend was enough to make him comfortable, although the tormented mind held tight realize the fact, that Fira could not be his. Until anytime.

Finally, Kevinpun invites Fira to just walk around the city until magrib arrives. Fira enjoyed the trip. Although he had broken down because he ran out of gas, but he could still laugh because of Kevin's laugh while pushing the motor to the gas station.

They ended the afternoon at the ice cream parlor that closed this morning. Seeing Fira break her fast, became a happiness for Kevin. He looked at Fira with a smile and muttered, "Good-open, Fira!"

"Well, I'm home, Vin!" Pinta Fira after finishing her chocolate ice cream.

"So, really, you want to go home?" Kevin convinced Fira.

"Yes. I don't take much heart, because I already know, if he doesn't love. Thank you for helping me to rise from this sadness."

Kevin just smiled and immediately rose to fulfill the wishes of his best friend who wanted to go home.

Actually, Kevin doesn't like the way Fahmi treats Fira. Very heartless, he thought. Kevin could have beaten Fahmi because of the improper treatment, but on the other hand he had no right to interfere in their affairs.

Without a word created during the trip, they finally arrived at Fira's house. Fira is very grateful to Kevin. Until Kevin came home and no longer seen his form.

Huft...

Fira breathed out a rough breath. The door of the house is still locked. He forgot, the house key was held by Fahmi. Maybe he'll be home soon.

After waiting for a long time, Fahmi's car appeared and turned on the horn loudly. Fira understood, it was a sign that he had to open the fence of the house.

"Dong's spiel!" Shouted Fahmi who had made Fira upset instead of playing.

***

Fira immediately went inside the house and then cleaned herself. He did not want to remember the incident.

There was a knock on the door from the next room. In this house only two, who else would knock on Fira's room door if not Fahmi? Although initially disbelieving, but Fira decided to open it.

"What's wrong?" Ask Fira in a tone like always. There was no tone and expression that showed the anger and sadness he felt earlier.

"You're all right, right?" Fahmi asked coldly.

Fira smiled bitterly at Fahmi's question. "Don't talk, what's wrong?"

"Udah Isya, let's go to the mosque for congregational prayers and tarawih," asked Fahmi.

"I'm cape!"

"Ooh, yeah. I went to the mosque first. Just don't forget Isya!"

Fahmi immediately went to the mosque. I don't know, why at that time Fira felt hurt again. Fahmi has no attention. Although trying to forget the sad incident earlier, still still remembered and felt the pain. Fahmi's last words add to the sadness. It turns out that he missed the previous days, when Fahmi always reminded him of Prayer.

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"My name is Fahmi, what's your name?" TanyaFahmi after treating the wound on the girl's hand.

"My name is Halwatunnisa. But call Halwa. Thanks a lot, sister, have helped me," said the girl named Halwa.

Fahmi immediately remembered the sweet name as sweet as the person. In the past, when SD. He has a sister named Halwa.

"Sister, was that Brother? My sister left a woman" said Halwa.

"Ooh, that... He's it... Sodara I."

Regardless of when Fahmi started lying back, his eyes were already trapped by Halwa. Until his heart began to be captivated.

"Oohs. Sodara Brother is beautiful and great, yes!"

"Halwa Sis brought you home?" Tawar Fahmi who still looks worried.

Halwa just nodded in agreement. He was sent home by Fahmi. During the trip they talked about quite a lot of things, until it was not felt, that they had arrived in front of Halwa's house.

"You have much, brother. Fahmi is very good with Halwa. Whenever you can go home, all acquaintances are also with Halwa's parents. Surely they're cool, can meet the rich good guy Brother."

"Either. God willing, yes, Halwa. I hope we can still meet."

Halwapun get off his car. A sweet smile was on Halwa's lips, making it difficult for Fahmi to regulate his rapid and irregular heartbeat.

During the trip, Fahmi thought about Halwa. His sweet smile, funny expression, and his words that did not remind Fahmi.

"Halwa always hoped to get someone good. Who can teach and guide Halwa to continue to be in the corridor of goodness."

If at that time Fahmi must fall in love with Halwa, then is the love of Fira that is not over, willing to be abandoned?

Is it that easy to love someone else? The one who is halal cannot love!