What Is Love
the youngest son of the Soikham family

"why did you shut up when they took you? " asked Chai while staring at jeje sitting on the sofa "let's say my brother is lazy to fight so I just keep quiet, just relax they just hit me a few times" said jeje "they hit you? " chai said "iya but I'm not papa" said jeje "WHAT YOUR WORK I TELL YOU TO LOOK AFTER MY SISTER!! " je scolded jeje's bodyguard "my brother forbade them to help me" jeje said "what's wrong with you? " chai asked "yes no papa once in a while just let the enemy feel good come on don't put on an ugly face you look like a husband in a wife's stay" jeje said "as if I understand something" chai said "what? " chai devoured the avocado that the milli gave him "you were lazy to study on campus, that's because you let them take you" said chai "oih.. wrong I was excited to learn when they arrived and from him made a fuss on campus yes I just went with them and not too bad I had time to sleep in a police car " jeje said "at least I'm far from a shitty class" muttered jeje "what are you saying? " chai said "ah, there's no " said jeje "don't make a fuss your sister's nagging me again" said jeje "I want to scold you actually but I can't do it" chai said "don't get angry sit down, honestly I tell you I'm lazy to fight all over I see who bribed that stupid police officer, they were just planning to kill me tonight" jeje said "Stupid kid" chai said "what's the matter? " monnie came in "Hi brother-in-law you're getting ugly every minute huh" jeje said "you're always just hurting me" said monnie "what a pity" monnie kissed chai "oi.. oi there's me here and you're doing it again in front of me" jeje said "what's wrong? " chai said as he pulled monnie to sit on his lap "I don't want to eat anymore" jeje said "from now on I hear you guys fuss over something what's wrong? " ask monnie

"brother truant"

"sister scolded my bodyguard"

chai and jeje looked at each other "i'm not skipping" said jeje "i wouldn't scold them for nothing" said chai "it's just why you guys are like kindergartens" said monnie "great master nonya came" said may "what? " chai said "you guys are relaxing huh? " cai came "oih" jeje jumped behind the sofa as cai was about to hug her "what's wrong with you? " cai said "don't hug me" said jeje "he's like that ma, come sit down I'll make a drink for you" said monnie "hey don't bother bother you also don't bole much to do the work. Just sit down eat this fruit" said cai "come here je, sit down" said chai "let mama kiss you" said cai "sial" jeje go "i have a task" jeje hurriedly climbed the stairs and went missing "he was so scared at kiss anyone ma" monnie said with a laugh seeing what jeje did just "no papa" said cai.

the room door on the jeje knock who was taking off his shoes immediately looked at the door "who? " ask jeje she walks open the door "oih what are you doing? " ask jeje "is that how you talk to your parents? " cai said "this is my room" said jeje "mommy just wants to see" said cai "what poster castaga are you displaying? " cai said "it's a great ape" said jeje "his face is like a monkey" said cai "his sense I'm going to throw you off the balcony" jeje said "you want to throw your own mama? " cai said "oih.. kidding come on my room is neat what do you want to see" said jeje "why is there no makeup tool here? " ask "make up what? " said jeje "dresser, don't you apply makeup? jeez my son " said cai "I don't need that " said jeje "a lot of his posters" said cai "that's a great guy" said jeje "come here sitting" cai pulls jeje to sit on the edge of the bed "mama has a good room decoration recommendation look at this" cai shows his phone "let me not be a little kid his color is also ugly" jeje said "this one" said cai "ah. it's not interesting come on don't care about me, I myself decorate your room with dark color I like black" jeje said "what did you say at the beginning? " cai said "don't mind me" said jeje "aaahhh!!! " chai and Monnie looked at each other "let's see what's going on above" said Monnie "why pull my ear, tau pain" jeje said "how can your tongue tell me that? I'm your mama you forgot? " said cai while pulling jeje's ear "there's not even a single family photo here instead of her we've had a photo yesterday where is the photo? you don't wear makeup either? and --" said cai "yes yes. Listen to me first" said jeje "heard what? you want to say that, huh? dare to talk like that to your mama" said cai "don't you let's take your hand out of my ear" jeje said "who's wrong? " cai says "nothing? " je's word "who's wrong" cai tugged Jeje's ears louder "you're wrong, you're commenting on my room's decor, and this protest it's indeed you're a critic? " je said "what did you say? " cai said "oih... My ears" said jeje "so you said the wrong mama? " cai said "i'm I'm wrong" said jeje "good if you talk like that again I'll pull your ears with ever pinch cake" said cai "yes yes" jeje said "yes what? it's wrong not to apologize" said cai "what?? " jeej said "quickly say sorry" said cai "oih. shh. I really want to hit him now" said jeje in his heart "mute silence" said cai "yes yes sorry "sorry " jeje said "that's how it is? " cai said "sorry, am I sorry for you" jeje said "to whom? am I a stranger? " cai said "ma I'm sorry "je said "repe" said cai "MAMA.. I'M SORRY" said jeje "why your tone is so high" said cai "erroneously" said jeje "softly a little" said cai "mama I'm wrong I'm sorry" said jeje "it's just nice mama's proud of you" said cai while pulling jeje's hug "OIH.. AKKH" jeje tries to push cai. monnie and chai laughs seeing jeje's face "get rid of your tangles" jeje said "is it wrong? mama just hugged you" said cai "i don't like being hugged" said jeje "hahaha hahahahah" monnie laughing "ah. why do you guys so in my room all remember this privacy" jeje said "what privacy, now put a family photo here "cai said "why should be here in the living room there is also "the word jeje "just bothered" said jeje "you have a family but like it does not want to admit the existence of your family" said cai "yes yes yes you win I will put a wide and large later" said jeje "good lah" the word cai "size two r is enough right" said jeje "what!! " the three men looked up at jeje "you want me to pull your ears again? " said cai "sister-in-law please help me" jeje walked to the back of monnie "she's terrible and careless" jeje whispered "it's a mother, she looks terrible even though her heart is full of affection" monnie said "you defend her there come with her" said jeje "your brother defends me right? " iya jeje said "iya I defend you" said chai "two r is also not bad which is important I put on display right? " said jeje "bad boy" cai stood up "brother brother my ears are hot" said jeje "mama don't ma" said chai "he wanted to display a picture of such a small family what's useful " said cai "brother sister" jeje take refuge near chai "mama. please don't ma" said chai "watch don't defend your sister" said cai "you're like a stepmother ya" jeje said "what do you say" cai picked up a katana toy on display on the wall "sister. your mother's incarnation kyubi yes" jeje said "she's also your mother I think she's the incarnation of Cinderella's stepmother" said chai "you both told me? " cai said "not me I'm not I'm not going" said jeje "ma ma. Don't hit my sister" said chai "she's a little ma" said chai while protecting jeje monnie only laugh at the behavior of the three people "mama also heard what you said earlier" chai's head on tap softly by cai "ma come on don't be childish in stature like this" said chai "tuk" jeje laughed to see his older brother at the beat "because you're the eldest son then you'll receive a lot of punishment" said cai "oh ma don't I'm an adult don't treat me like this" said chai "your sister has to display her photo otherwise mama will hang you on the third floor" said cai "hey, you're a psychopath" Jeje said "what do you say? " cai said "then let's work together, this guy was also nagging me how do we hang him the same" jeje said "what? so defending mama? you were begging me for help" said chai "oi I didn't forget you were nagging me earlier" jeje said "he's nagging you? " ask cai "iya from the trip to the house my ears are hot and you even pulled my ears were getting burned" said jeje "dare to nag my youngest child!! in this family only I can be angry I'll make chili juice for you" said the cai "so I'm the one who gets it" said chai "let's drink chili juice" pulling chai away "baby please" said chai "i'm finally safe" jeje said "how do you feel what your heart can feel now? " ask monnie jeje staring at monnie "what do you mean? " je said "I mean your heart could feel the warmth just now? this place has just become a witness where the affection and love between the child and the mother, I hope your heart is opened a little to feel this otherwise it is a pity .your youngest daughter" monnie goes "I think she's right" jeje muttered "I've never felt anything like this before? is this the love of a family? a mother's love? the love of a sister? " think jeje slowly he holds his chest "I never felt the warmth like it happened just now, but what if this was just a lie? is this real? am I wrong to think that love doesn't exist? does that love not exist? " je walked out with mixed feelings "mama don't do that" said monnie "ma I nagged her because she truant hah. it felt so spicy my wife" said chai "it's drinking milk" Monnie poured a glass of milk box from the refrigerator "drink fast" said monnie "she actually gave sister chili juice" jeje said "monnie when did you ultrasound? " ask cai "in a week ma" said monnie "i hate you" chai went to sit on the sofa "dare to nag my daughter I'll make you a peppers juice" said cai "ma where's papa? why don't you come along" said monnie "she's got a little business with her partner" said cai jeje turned around and walked into her room "what's wrong with me? " said jeje while sitting on the floor leaning against the sofa.

"you have a family but like her don't want to admit your family's whereabouts"

"how dare he nag my youngest son"

"what's up? " milli went into the room with a glass of juice "mili's brother I messed up" said jeje "tell me his mess" milli sat in front of jeje then heard what Jeje said.

milli smiled his eyes look glassy "that's the family where you will be given warmth and comfort, where your grievances are heard your cries are abolished, he said, that's real family you'll feel love and affection you'll be welcomed with sweet words welcome jeje welcome dear when you return home" said milli "I know maybe it's not real let alone you actually killing your own heart" said Milli "I didn't kill her but the people around me killed her" Jeje said "you're still living with pain with trauma until you've had a hard time telling which real ones aren't, whichever plays you really mean you even forget how to express yourself when you are happy you have to smile and laugh in times of pain you have to be sad. you don't talk let the one inside you do the talking" said Milli "huh? " je jeje confusion "we can not change pain or bad events in the past but we become all of them as a lesson, as a motivation to stay alive, living from pain makes you blind to everything you kill all of it you lock everything into hatred, revenge, and anger as the reason for it all. you're still alive yet dead you still have hope to fix all of it, still no one expects love from you affection from you, love from you, the pain is getting stronger so much that you can't give in to yourself you're being too hard on yourself. there are still people who love you there are still people who love you learn to go back to being better to let go of doubts not everyone treats you bad and forget those who treat you badly just think of it as a learning so that your heart and mentality are stronger to face the harshness of his destiny that runs. trusting people is hard when you've been a traitor many times but try to come back , get up and trust those who give you affection you can. " said Milli " you must not suffer in your pain constantly you must try to get out of your pain you must get out of your hatred lose yourself in your enemy version you are you you're a good boy you're a very good boy you deserve the warmth of affection and love" said Milli "let go of your hatred" jeny staring at the tears milli dripped "big sister why you're crying" jeje said "Because I knew how you were from the beginning you came and until now "million said "you're like my own sister" said milli "fighting yourself is very difficult but after defeating it you will find a feeling you have never felt" said Milli "I always lose against myself" jeje said "because you and yourself are no different you are the same as never wanting to feel affection and love" said Milli "do you know what love is? " the word jeje "it confused me" said jeje "it doesn't matter if you feel confused, confusion is the path to clarity" milli said "love sounds like just one very simple word it can complete a lot of things , it can turn into a taste and also said Senderhana love is also a feeling that makes anyone who feels it and also has it will be happy and happy, the feeling that complements all his emotional anger and also the feeling of affection "the word milli "if love can make someone feel happy then why is there still someone hurt because of it? " ask jeje "love can change our first love can change us into happy yes because we bring it to a positive path we love someone for example we are happy complement each other and appreciate each other others, accept each other's shortcomings, accept each other's, fighting the same love will give birth to his own happiness without us realizing we focus on loving one person who also loves us to share and understand and understand love will feel very peaceful. both love can turn us crazy it happens because we put the position of love on top of everything there is no other direction there is nothing else then born the impact of this madness that changes someone becomes an obsession. his level of attraction to someone he likes turns into an obsession he wants everything related to his will to have to go according to his desire love like this makes us not sane just us but also impact on others this cannot be allowed. the third love turns us into a hater this usually happens when in a relationship a traitor from one of the parties turns sincere love into hatred and also anger which refers to the revenge of love this will turn us into someone who shuts himself down especially if he really closes his heart tightly together there will be no love that he feels especially if his traitor happens many times then he will changed 180° love will turn into hate because the pain is very possible in this case can be said he will be a trauma of love . love that has become hate will be difficult to return to being as ready as when a new person who comes in view of this love remains the same want new people or old people he eyes this love brand all the same who come to her only to injure her when not everyone comes to hurt her sometimes there are those who come carrying drugs bring hope but it will be in vain because she will not be able to feeling it again is just a miracle that knows"jeje slowly smiled "your milli brother as usual huh" jeje said "what? " milli said "why is every word that comes out of your mouth I immediately feel much better than before you used to be a hum? " said jeje milli smiling "what fortune teller, I used to be like this "said milli "but why can you know so many things over time I can be affected by your words" jeje said "i used to have a best friend she went through a phase of love that is three love of hate" said milli "then" jeje said "but he's gone he's lost to himself he stopped fighting and ended his life that's because of him I always talk to you a lot" said milli "you're afraid of suicide ya" jeje said "i'm afraid you're losing to yourself in your body" Milli said "I've killed myself about three to four times and I'm still alive now and I decided I should live even if I lost my way at least there's brother Chai guiding me" Jeje said "so are you still in doubt now? " milli said "i don't know for sure, but. I hum. I love the warmth they gave me just now" jeje said "I've never felt anything like it before, I've never been pursued like before where I took refuge behind brother hum. It turns out this is how he feels chasing after a mother and sister" said jeje "I feel like I want to repeat it again because it just felt like my dream was born again in a family that really accepted me to welcome my birth, grew me, grew me, treat me well and invite me to play her decent kid who's out there they're chasing me because they want to hug me it's so amazing" jeje said "you're sober" milli said "hu? " je looked at milli "you're reborn you're born in the Soikham family you're reborn as the youngest child in this family you have a mother, sister" said milli "brother-in-law, brother-in-law, papa and all" said jeje with a smile "finally you understand now you're reborn so treat your new family well" said Milli while rubbing jeje's short hair.