
jeje looked at the milli in front of him and then looked at the guy next to the milli "so he's your friend? " said jeje "yes" said milli "Hai jeje" said the woman next to the milli "brother milli I should" said jeje "beg" milli went jeje staring at the woman "jeje how are you? I heard you went to college" said the woman "I know who you are" jeje said "is I really a milli's old friend" said the woman "not that I know my sister well" jeje said "what do you want here is nobody needs a psychologist right now" said the woman, looking surprised "I also know how you feel" said the woman, smiling cynically
"i see you have a lot of signs that you're not okay, is your inner child hurt, how was your past? " je looks angry "" self harm for example" said the woman "you have some symptoms that indicate that you have a mental disorder you've had trauma" the woman said "stop talking don't be pretentious" said jeje "maybe when the symptoms come you feel restless, confused, angry, panic, afraid, you feel alone in a locked room and dark, you feel alone, so the only way you're hurting yourself" she said "the trauma of the past may have been the impact of your parents" said the woman jeje standing milli came carrying three glasses of jeje juice grabbed her and threw her into the woman's face "jeje" Monnie was surprised when she was about to go down the stairs "you're fine" may checks on the woman "yes yes" said the woman, her hands trembling as she slowly fists "jeje" monnie carrying jeje away "why are you doing that? " monnie said "i don't like him being here" said jeje monnie cleaning jeje's hand "miss monnie jeje still often injures herself when in a depressed condition do you think she's okay" Monnie recalled the words milli "at times he would hurt himself and even hit his own head I was worried miss jeje had a mental breakdown" Monnie looked at jeje "not papa if not like milli would throw him away " monnie said, rubbing jeje's hair "don't get mad again how it was on campus" said monnie "just plain and boring" said jeje "why can it be boring if you don't have friends " monnie still stroked jeje's hair gently
"how many friends are you at college? "
"i don't think there is"
"there's no time, there can't be at least some who consider you a friend"
"well, I'll tell you that I won't lie to you"
"hum. I'll hear it"
"on campus there are some people who say I'm their friend their name is rizi, rose, angel, vito, baim, dila hum. that's all I don't remember anymore"
"then? "
"they didn't treat me badly, pulled my hand like this and took me to the cafeteria and everywhere but I sometimes didn't want to go with them because I thought"
"you think..?? "
"me and they can't be friends, brother, just look at the difference they live with complete calm I'm different I look like a criminal I hit people have a lot of enemies, they don't know that and they might die if they're around me"
"haha you're similar to chai, yes there is no difference like a betel nut on the other two all the words are the same. listen my dear sister you are not a criminal throw your bad thoughts here lie on my lap will talk while tidying your hair come here"
you've always been like this! "
"heard ya you're just a kid the same kid as them you're not a criminal not a criminal you're not and they're no different in friendship a difference will be put together people a sense of caring. whatever it is friends will not leave each other but will complement each other"
"hum"
"then did any man tease my sister? "
"sister"
"what's wrong it's only natural if someone teases you right"
"sister.I don't like it this time"
"why is there a guy you like or is that a story to me"
"no brother. My thoughts and yours are different "
"do you not believe in love? "
"didn't you see her here? "
"look what? "
"love "
"i didn't see her"
"i am with love "
"hum? "jeje sat staring at monnie
" what I just showed you was love"
"huh?? "
"close your eyes give me your hand to feel something. You're a good boy my only brother doesn't want to see you suffer I always think you want to do anything with you, protecting you is guarding you"
"stop"
"why? let's start again"
"don't want" jeje to go into his room she held his hand "what was that just now? monnie's sister is scarier than a psychologist what's she doing? " je holding his chest that had just arrived there felt a warmth penetrated into him "no. no it must be a hallucination right! love it's no "said jeje "jeje" monnie knocking on the door "oih" jeje open the door "look this nice painting should be on display in your living room" said monnie "what ? wait for Monnie's sister" jeje chased after monnie who was carrying two "brother" servants said jeje "this is good" said monnie "what kind of painting is that? " the jeje said "it's a chrisna pepper painting when they're doing a love dance" said monnie "what but why in my room? " i said jeje "it's a matter of getting ready to watch drakor" said monnie "i'm busy I'm going to the practice room" said jeje "just a minute's friend" said monnie "I'm lonely chai hasn't come home either" said monnie "yes yes I take a shower first" jeje said.
the next day..
"what's watching again!!!?! " je said "yes come on" said monnie "for what?? " said jeje.
monnie looks happy while watching in the cinema "her romantic look love can make anyone happy" said monnie "whatever" jeje said "I can't die you because I really love you " jeje smiled sinisterly looking at the drama in play.
jeje walked beside monnie "this lamp is good I want" said monnie "sister lamp what kind of thing is it "said jeje "his shape is romantic right? two people were so hugging" said Monnie "this will be on display in the same house envious too" said monnie "is she on purpose? " think jeje "puff" the drink in jeje's mouth almost out seeing monnie holding a lamp with two sick people kissing "this is also nice ya jeje" said monnie "whatever" jeje stay away a little "sister when are you coming home? hurry home I don't want to accompany brother-in-law shopping" said jeje "jeje here" said monnie "what else? " je says "we'll read this novel together" says monnie "what???? " je saw a huge array of books "these are all the best books" said monnie .
her night...
"your Milli friend was okay? " jee said "why? " ask milli "i need her rich" jeje said "why? " milli said "monnie's brother looks weird" said jeje "I'll call him" said milli.
Ariel laughs loudly "so your brother is now acting like the guy in the teen movie who just fell in love? " said Ariel "yes and I'm very depressed" said jeje "no papa you'll get used to how else right now would you tell them to get married immediately" said the memo "why? " the word jeje "might change everything" said Desi.
monnie feeding chai watermelon pudding in living room "maybe he's not used to it yet but if he uses a rough way of introducing love to him he will be more aggressive it will fail so I use a trick that is a little strange maybe" said monnie "no papa let's just hope he understands love "chai said "brother!!! " je came "what's up? " chai says "wah. You feed each other? " je said "yes, don't you see anything "monnie said "what? "jeej says "what love is it again? don't don't don't you don't know that we love each other "monnie said as he fed chai "what kind of scene is this? "think jeje "kak chai you better get married soon if you can tomorrow" said jeje "what? " chai looked at monnie and vice versa "but why? " chai said "hum. Because it's a suggestion of mem-erh because I want to I want to. what's wrong is getting married" jeje said "you look interested in marriage I don't mind her proposal I think she wants to see our love" chai said "what love "think jeje "so when? " said jeje chai staring at monnie "a week away" said monnie "too long" said jeje "I can be tormented watching her drama" jeje said in her heart "four days from now" said chai "well good" said jeje "but keep me company everywhere during the wedding hasn't happened" said monnie "okay" jeje said.
jeje smiled happily "eventually" jeje noticed the ornamental closet she passed by she saw a blue heart statue "yes, just decorate it all oh yeah my phone left in the library" jeje said as he climbed the stairs to the third floor "griit" the door opened "uh?? " je noticed around the room "that's you, sister monnie" jeje saw the library wallpaper turned into a heart full of decoration and there are some paintings about love jeje took his phone suddenly his eyes focused on the lamp that was bought monnie also in the room making jeje remembering the time her self and niko were trapped in the lab they had kissed due to the door that accidentally opened "jeez" jeje hit her head "what a goddamn lamp" jeje went to his room sitting on the couch eating a snack he stared at the painting on the monnie again again jeje looks grumbled "I can go crazy for a long time" said jeje.
monnie stared at her phone screen "this love motif bracelet is good I'm going to buy two for jeje and me" said monnie "what do you see? " chai lay down next to monnie "look at this nice bracelet I also order clothes with beautiful motifs we will open jeje's heart slowly" said monnie "I believe in you" chai said with a smile and gently rubbed monnie's hair.