What Is Love
love turmoil

a dim light was seen when jeje's eyes opened slowly he felt unable to move his left hand "aum. "je saw someone sleeping beside him while holding his hand "jojo" jeje said as she slowly moved her right hand to touch the hair of the sleeping person beside her "you're awake" turning to the door "oh. am I bothering you" jojo said he just realized jeje's hand was not far from niko's head "I think this is you" said jeje "you need something? " ask jojo "i'll find water" jojo closed the door jeje staring at the person next to his "hum" jeje trying to sit "uhm? " je sees the person next to her moving "she's just sleeping" ariel walking closer to jeje "slow slow" ariel helps jeje sit "last night she wasn't sleeping I think she just slept she was keeping you all night" said Ariel as she rubbed jeje's face with wet wipes "I'll be back waiting ya" ariel went jeje looked at the person sleeping beside her jeje wanted to slowly pull his hand of the land "uh. "the person back in motion he raised his head still clasping jeje's hand he narrowed his eyes "oh. you're awake" said the person who is none other than niko his eyes look red her hair is random flutter her clothes tangled there is a small bandage in her hand jeje silent for a moment staring at niko's face then she looked at niko's hand holding her hands were tight as if she was going to go "oh. sorry" niko let go of her hands "what's your hand hurting.. I didn't consciously hold your hand " said niko "what happened? " ask jeje niko rubbed her face "you don't remember? " tanya niko jeje tries to remember what happened to her. she recalled that while soaking in the bathup she used her little knife to injure herself until the water in the bathup changed color she also remembered she felt crazy to the point of not being able to feel anything even to walk around hard he dropped a knife when he came out of the bathroom and put on clothes and felt that his angry self was indistinct and even lost control of himself he was even just silent seeing his blood begin to wet his bed sprai and he was agitated by the word said in his own shadow. "wait" jeje turned towards niko "living loser the shadow was lying! that damn thing also lied my mind also fooled me" Jeje thought "what's wrong baby? you feel anything? or is someone sick? " ask niko "you're okay" said niko "until when are we at the door? " ask jojo "be patient to see first how jeje's reaction" said ariel "but I want to see it" said desi "hush you first" said ariel "there's something wrong? " niko said "can you hear me this time" said Niko as she slowly held jeje's hand "why are you doing this to yourself" said niko in a very soft voice "he held her hand" jojo said "i know" said desi "why did you hurt yourself" said niko jeje pulling her hand "answered me. " said niko "why did you hurt yourself? what's the use of it? you can die" said niko "you're also bus-" said niko "enough! " the word jeje "why do you always seem to know" said jeje and niko as she stared at niko "i've memorized your word" said niko "even all about you" said niko "but why do you hurt yourself what's wrong with you? you don't have to switch the conversation with the usual words you say I need answers" said niko "don't know my life" jeje said "I didn't find out but the doctor told me all his many wounds on your body" said niko "what do you think? " niko said "if there's a problem you don't have to torture yourself you don't have to do anything that could hurt you! there is me. There is your heart in front of you!! " niko said "i'm willing to embrace your wounds and any story from you don't do this jeje" niko jeje said speechless there was no more arguing inside her there was only a sense of warmth flowing from her hands there was a sense of calmness that made her become comfortable "don't do this anymore" said niko "you're so stupid you think I hurt myself on purpose? I'm not as stupid as you are" jeje said "i'm a racer whenever I can get hurt and if there's a wound on my body it doesn't mean I made it" jeje said "I fell off the bike I told you not to be the most understanding of my life! my life I'm living is not you" said jeje niko smiling "let's prove it" said niko "wound people fall off the motor with a knife" niko took a fruit knife nearby jeje see niko "you see I'm gonna stab myself" said niko "jojo what are we doing? " ariel said "we have to stop him" said desi "see jeje's hand" said jojo "you see" said niko "crass.. " blood fell to the floor as the knife pierced the palm of niko's hand "have you seen the puncture wound with what kind of motor fall? " niko said "i'm going to go on a bike now" said niko "no! " said jeje niko turned to look at jeje "a. " said jeje "tell the truth" said niko as she approached jeje "is this because I love you? is my love wrong" said niko jeje lowered her head "I can't see you hurt baby. Seeing you feel pain I also feel more pain" said niko "tap"niko was surprised jeje held her hand "bet bet"niko saw jeje bandaging her wounds with her black handkerchief "you can also bleed out stupid boy" jeje niko said this time around "what is this? " the memo comes "you hold hands? " ariel said "hum?? " je saw and just realized that he was still holding niko's hand he immediately hurriedly released niko's hand "jojo where my phone" said jeje "in the wait" jojo fingered his pocket "I think in your jacket pocket" said ariel "this" niko thrust a cell phone into jeje "okay" ariel stared at jeje who did not see who gave her the phone "hello.. brother, is brother Chai home yet? " ask jeje "master will come home later je, then where are you now" said kal "me at the usual headquarters you can pick me up later" said jeje "well have fun " kal jeje said, putting his phone on the table "how do you feel now? " desi said "i'm fine but speaking of why you brought me here" said jeje "you ran out of blood last night" said the memo "you're unconscious don't you remember? " said ariel jeje speechless "baby" jeje looked at ariel he remembered there was a niko voice and then did not remember anything else "niko brought you here" said desi "why can you lose so much blood when you fall off your bike is badly injured" the memo says "I was in an accident not just during a race but while playing a katana" jeje said "and I just remembered that the blood in my room was my blood" said jeje "your friend's castle made me worry that you knew this hospital didn't provide blood for you last night" said Ariel "uh" jeje encouraged Ariel who was about to hug her "then what blood is she wearing to me? " ask jeje "niko's blood" said jojo "my body temperature does not decrease until long finally use blood niko body temperature is right" said jojo jeje staring niko "niko now has to eat healthy food said the doctor" said Ariel "i don't need her why don't you call Chai? " je said "you want us dead? when I came to her house the laser shot was already pointing at our bodies let alone we called her can our lives be lost immediately" said Desi "ckk come on I don't want to be here" jeje said "you're strong standing? " desi said "even I still have the power to eliminate you" said jeje "I'll bring her stuff" said memo "use this card pay it all" said jeje "I'll pay first" jojo said "ayo je" said ariel "I'm looking for a taxi first" said desi jeje staring at the door to the outside "oih. Why do my legs still hurt" thought jeje "you're okay? " ariel says "me. "je says "grebb! " je surprised niko raised her body "why don't you call me? you need help from me" said niko "but I'm not-" said jeje "no problem I'll come in when you have trouble don't talk much" said niko "why doesn't anyone want to carry me? " thank ariel.

jeje sat on the sofa, jojo put a few glasses of juice on the table "why don't I feel the turmoil bothering me anymore? why am I not nervous anymore? what the hell is this" thought jeje "hey drink his juice" said jojo "hm. I'll drink" said jeje suddenly his gaze diverted to the object under the table "it's like his earrings belong to desi" jeje's down under the table "jeje what are you doing? " said ariel while putting food on the table "this is me men-ah" jeje's head banged "the next time you have to be more careful" said niko jeje staring at niko as well as vice versa "what do you think this scene is called? " whispers desi "i don't know this is the first time I've seen this" whispered jojo "I know the name of this scene" said Ariel "what? " the memo said "the scene almost hit the table but niko helped her first" said Ariel "you better not talk" said desi "you know what I told you that Chai's brother shot you're a real bitch "jojo said "if I die you'll lose your cool friend like me" said Ariel "idih.. amit amit" said the memo "shut they still look at the gaze" said desi. "this feeling often appears when I am near a loser.. there was a strange flare and a strange feeling running through my body I wanted to stop looking at him but why did it feel like my body was frozen" Jeje said in her heart "God.. I want you to help me explain how much I love the girl in front of me through my eyes, and also my every word... I want her to feel the same turmoil that I feel I love her God" said Niko in her heart "bruumm" jeje heard the sound of a car outside "next time your heart can hit the table" said niko jeje staring at the hand of niko who was still holding the corner of the table "your hand is hurt" jeje said "I can't feel anything anymore just a feeling that makes me almost lose control of myself because of the love inside here" niko holds her chest "feeling stronger makes me unable to feel the pain" said niko jeje see the blood flowing to niko's finger want to be with me? "ask niko "i miss the tos of you" said niko as she reached out her hand jeje slowly moved her hand "tuk" all speechless "wait for your hand to recover you will get it" jeje said "jeje's hand" the memo looked at his friend niko speechless jeje moved his thumb rubbing niko's hair "but one thing you should remember" jeje said as she pulled back her hand "jeje said what I didn't hear" whispered jojo "I also "word memo "he whispered "said ariel. niko's red eyes hear the words that jeje whispers into her ears slowly close her eyes take a deep breath and then smile "whatever you say I'll still love you baby "niko said with a smile jeje stood up and opened the door "sister, come in I haven't finished my juice" said jeje "yes I'll wait here" said kal "niko where are you going? " jojo said "I want to go to the bathroom" said niko "according to you what jeje whispered" said ariel "a sharp word" said jojo.

her night...

jeje lay on his bed "what is this feeling? it feels strange" jeje said "it appears when I'm in front of him" jeje said, looking back at his phone for a message in the fool's name "Hi madam why are you ignoring me" jeje rubbed his face and took his phone "Hi stupid I'm not feeling well from last day" jeje replied to a message in stupid

"what are you sick with? "

"i don't know how it feels like my body is hot cold and my heart racing faster makes me feel bad"

"hum.. What kind of symptoms is that? Hey lady, how come you didn't check yourself into the hospital"

"i just got home from the hospital but I've been better, your heart started racing normally like never before"

"ahaa. I know "

"? "

"i just found out about your symptoms and here it says you're in love"

"who are you in love with? who makes you feel cold? "

"hey fools don't fool around with this jerk "

"have you never been in love? "

"haha no"

"then feel you're in love now"

"then where's your house"

"wow, you want to see me again"

"how can I kill you if I don't see you? "

"you're so mean uhm. jojo invited us into the game"

"i know let's go in we spend time in the game. dying in battle is much better than dying from nonsense".