WHEN LOVING YOU A MY DESTINY

WHEN LOVING YOU A MY DESTINY
THE WLYAD 17


Aretha put her favorite strawberry cheese cake into her tiny mouth so slowly.


"Is it good?"


"That's delicious, sister, this is really the most delicious strawberry cheese cake ever or usually Aretha eat."


Enthusiastic words.


"It's worth it." said Azura, while wiping the remaining strawberry cream attached to the bottom of Aretha's lips. The shock of Azura's treatment made Aretha fall silent for a second.


"Didn't you borrow that acoustic guitar from Kak Tiara??


"Yes." nodded small. "Did Brother, see Aretha play it?" aretha said nervously.


"Can,"


"But if it's not good. Please don't laugh?!"


"Yes" smiled sweetly.


Aretha walked onto the minimalist stage and pulled the chair to the center of the stage. Tested the sound of the guitar and set the tone, then after it feels quite appropriate. He started playing a song, titled Bila later. a song that was popularized by Nabila Maharani.


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If you are no longer in love


You better just say it


I'll let go if you want to go


Leaving wounds in the heart


You hurt my heart enough


Who always sincerely loves you


I explain everything that happened


I'll end it here enough


Consider me who never existed


Please do not hurt his heart


I'm enough


If you are not happy later


The door is always open


But the heart cannot return


Like before.


You hurt my heart enough


Who always sincerely loves you


I explain everything that happened


I'll end it here enough


Consider me who never existed


Please do not hurt his heart


I'm enough


If you are not happy later


The door is always open


But the heart cannot return


Like before.


But the heart cannot return


Like before.


Aretha got applause and cheers of the visitors who came and saw his appearance but different from Azura, he fell silent.


Azura felt the rhythmic strains so striking into her heart. Temple by temple offered by Aretha seemed to open again the old wounds that are still open and seemed to return rained thousands of daggers that stuck in the heart. But there is a different sense that his intelligent logic does not understand. It felt, like Aretha was wiping bit by bit the wound from every melodious voice that came out from the lips of the girl. Trying to advise himself if he really has to let Sean go for other men. Maybe by trying to make Sean go away, he can easily get out of the shackles that torment his own mind and get someone much better to be able to accompany his life forward.


"Sister" call Aretha to Azura. "May Aretha say something?" he asked as he sat in front of Azura.


"Yes, what do you want to say?"


"I'm sorry if Aretha seems to interfere in Brother's personal affairs. But Aretha had to say what Aretha should have said. Aretha did not know what kind of problem happened to Big Brother's life, but from what Aretha caught about Kak Tiara's conversation with Big Brother there is a point if it is not good to leave the house at a time when we are emotional and let the problem drag on too long like that." He said he took a breath and then said again.


"Mother Alona once said that our love for someone should not exceed the capacity of our love for God and parents. Even for the sake of the people we love so much that hurting the feelings of our parents is something that is not true, Brother. Something excessive will be not good, try to reflect back on Brother's current problem."


"Sister try."


"Is it possible that all the problems that Brother is facing right now cannot be separated from the important role of Brother's parents? Maybe, accidentally Brother has hurt his feelings so much. So Aretha please try to think back. Aretha believes that Big Brother is not a stupid coward who cannot take the right steps and Big Brother can throw away Big Brother's ego and rethink Big Brother's mistakes. Won't you tell Aretha's sister to go home and apologize?"


"Thank you for your attention. I'll fix everything after I get you back home." I don't know what makes him immediately agree to the advice of a girl who has just been present in his life without thinking about it first.


"Really?"


"Yes, Big Brother promised you." Azura's words sounded sincere.


"Thank you, Brother, you're listening to Aretha."


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Azura had just reached her apartment after driving Aretha home. Retrieved car keys, wallet, and mobile phone on the nightstand next to his king size spring bed. Then Azura threw herself onto the soft bed. Looking at the ceiling of the room, Azura tried to eliminate the rumbling ego in her heart at this moment before she decided what action to take. True as Aretha said that he is not a stupid cowardly man.


Flashback.


"Azura, Mommy beg of you, dear. Please think back about your decision, son." Mommy Yoona said.


"Azura had thought about it over and over Mom. Azura believes that what Kak Tiara and Ka Arash said about Sean is wrong. It's impossible if Sean just wants something from Azura."


"But it is, son. Mommy believes what your sister said. There's no way they're saying anything that's not true."


"For their problems to see Sean with other men, let Azura find out the truth first. If it is true and proven, Azura promises Mommy that Azura will leave her. But for now Azura has not been able to break Azura's relationship with Sean for reasons that do not make Azura's logic, Mom."


"Until when? It's obvious your brother did meet her."


"Without proof? All of this without evidence. So Azura begs Mommy to understand." His words pleaded for understanding while restraining his emotions. "And one more thing Mom, Azura will stay in Azura's apartment. Azura didn't want Azura's personal matters in the camp." Azura said as she stepped out of the main house of the Albareesh family.


"Well, Mommy will no longer interfere in your personal affairs, son. But Mommy please don't leave Mommy dear, Mommy doesn't want to stay away for a second time. Azura Mommy please." Mommy said loudly while sounding sober Mommy's so-called sobs.


Flashback off


"Thank you for reminding me and thank you for giving me a cure." Azura smiled sincerely and slightly let out a clear liquid in the corner of her eyes. He quickly stepped in to take back the car keys, wallet, and mobile phone. Then he ran into a small elevator, drove a black Bugatti La Voiture Noire from the apartment parking lot to the main house where Mommy was at a high speed.