WHEN LOVING YOU A MY DESTINY
THE WLYAD 45
A week after post-surgery and a coma, Claudia finally regained consciousness today.
Zayn who was never absent waited and treated Claudia with uncertain feelings. Finally able to return to see his lover, he continued to look at the beautiful face wrapped in deathly pale by continuing to smile and clasping Claudia's hand tightly even occasionally he kissed the back of Claudia's hand.
Now Claudia has been transferred to a special care room VVIP according to Azura's request to his Daddy directly. It took him hours to remember and adjust since he woke up from his long sleep for a week post-surgery.
"Darling, I miss you so much. You're making me so scared. Afraid of losing you" Zayn said as he continued to kiss the back of Claudia's hand.
Claudia's tears flowed down her cheeks. Her lips felt faint to say a word as she recalled one incident at a time.
"Zayn, sorry" was just a word that Claudia managed to say, the rest she could only cry bitterly.
"Syutt" Zayn clung her index finger to Claudia's lips, then quickly removed the tears that flowed in Claudia's eye patch.
"Darling, it is precisely I who should apologize to you, I cannot take good care of you as I promise. Don't you ever cry and try to leave me again." Zayn's soft words rang out in Claudia's ears.
Claudia was aware and understood of the fear of the man who was looking at her face. Claudia could feel how broken her lover's heart was, she could see how unruly Zayn was and how fragile Zayn was from Zayn's eyes. But the man tried to look calm and fine in front of him. Claudia can see clearly how much Zayn loves her. Claudia's heart also felt a deep sense of grief at the wrinkled face of her lover.
"No one should forgive in the circumstances of the situation we are in, all of this is purely the fault of both of us. I was wrong to have made a decision that never thought would hurt you and you were wrong to have tried to go and avoid me. All of this is the path we have to go through. It turns out that God still loves us, so quickly awakening us from the mistake that we did Zayn." His tears came back.
Claudia already knew that her child could not be saved because she heard Zayn's words earlier, she heard Zayn saying sorry continuously while gently rubbing Claudia's stomach. He tried to hold back his cries but he could not bear it and finally woke up and pretended not to hear Zayn's words as if he had just realized.
"Please promise me not to repeat your actions. I'm really scared to lose you." Zayn lowered his head and wiped away the tears he could no longer hold.
"Zayn, baby. Hugged me Zayn, I really miss you. I'm so scared when you leave me alone like yesterday. You have to promise me not to leave me. I love you Zayn, I can't live without you. I'm really afraid I'm gonna lose you Zayn." Claudia gently rubbed Zayn's hair as Zayn bowed.
Zayn unhesitatingly stood up and slightly bowed to hug the body of his lover who was lying down. Gently rubbing Claudia's head and saying "I love you Clau, I love you so much. Will you marry me after we graduate."
Claudia nodded her head, then they cried together while hugging.
Behind the door of the hospital's VVIP room, Ammar, Zeo and Azura cried. They also feel the sadness that both of their friends experience. Despite a mistake, selfishness that had plagued their relationship. But it was their sincere love that finally awakened them and made them endure each other.
Azura sighed, wiped the rest of her tears and smiled. "We wait in the hospital canteen, the moment is not right if we go inside" he said patting the shoulders of his two friends.
Ammar and Zeo wiped away their tears before walking around Azura.