When My Husband Changed
40. Zicka's Concerns

After Alona's doctor leaves them, Zicka and Jenny want to go inside Keenan's ward.

"Vin, drop Meyra for a second! I want to see Keenan. However, he became like that because he tried to help me and Meyra" said Zicka lirih.

"No problem, Ka. You go in with Jenny." The one answered nod by Zicka.

"Meyra here first is the same about Marvin, mom wants to see Om Keenan first."

"Well, Ma," said Meyra.

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"Sister, how are you?" ask Jenny.

"I'm fine, Jen. Oh yeah Zee, are you and Meyra okay? Is anyone hurt?" ask Keenan worriedly.

"We're okay. No need to worry about us. You should be worried about yourself. Because of us, you got hurt. Forgive us" said Zicka, full of regrets.

Suddenly Keenan raised his hand to the point of grasping Zicka's hand, making the one he held his hand quite jerked. All the scenes did not escape Jenny's view, so it raises a question mark in Jenny's mind, what is the relationship between her brother and Zicka? Do they have a special relationship? Secretly, Jenny smiled faintly, she should immediately ask him later she thought.

"You don't have to blame yourself. It wasn't you who asked for my help, but I was happy to help you. Maybe if I was a little late, it would be my regret for life" Keenan said, trying to calm Zicka down.

"Ehem ... cie .. cie .. I think I missed the news. What is it, how is the atmosphere like a romantic-romantic ekhem? What ... Brother Zicka is in a special relationship?" seduce Jenny while raising her eyebrows.

Zicka is suddenly nervous, wondering what Keenan will say about their relationship. Because he himself is still confused. Because Keenan only asked permission to get to know him better, he did not dare to mention the type of relationship between the two of them.

"Why do you think that, Jen?" ask Keenan.

"Yes, it could be, first of all, brother could be with Zicka when the incident happened. The second there was a sudden gloomy face when doctor Alona said he was near brother, and the third is still looking ampe tuh ampe now." Jenny rubbed Keenan's hand which was holding Zicka's hand using the tip of her chin.

Zicka was about to pull her hand from Keenan's, but Keenan tightened it. Zicka was only able to surrender until her face reddened because of the shame noticed by Jenny.

"I don't expect Jen, you can be a special person for Zee. The green light isn't really bright yet, it's still dim. I hope that after this, he will accept the presence of his brother with open arms. Oh yeah, the real one you said was Jen, is there a face suddenly moody hearing the story of doctor Alona who ngaku if he was near brother?" keenan asked full of probes with a hint of teasing, hoping it was a sign Zicka had started to have a taste in him.

"Beneer sis. I'm not lying. If so, Jenny came out first so that you can talk to both of you about Zicka. Oh yeah mbak, Meyra Jenny take a walk first huh! Surely he is still traumatized by the incident," said Jenny with a teasing smile that was greeted by a nod by Zicka with a blush face.

"Zee .." call Keenan after Jenny's departure.

"Enhm ..."

"Look at me, Zee! Don't stay down, don't hurt what's your neck?"

Zicka looked up at Keenan.

Zicka was silent, confused as to what to say. In his heart he felt very comfortable with Keenan, but he felt doubt and fear. Every event is so deeply embedded in his heart and mind. Moreover, he knows, the figure of Keenan must be many who like. He was rich, handsome, kind, making him feel insecure himself.

"If you were, how would you feel about me?" Zicka tried to dare to ask.

"I'm sincerely in love with you, Zee, and it looks like I've really fallen in love with you" Keenan said honestly leaving Zicka flabbergasted.

"Then what about Dr. Alona?"

"Alona?? Haha ... You're really jealous, Zee? I have nothing to do with him. We are just friends, partners at work, nothing more" Keenan said with a smile.

"But I'm scared, Keen. My rivals must be many, while I'm just an ordinary person, I .. I have a bad past," Zicka said with a sluggish bow. "Eh, what do you want?" zicka asked, seeing Keenan move like he wanted to get out of bed.

"I want to sit on my back." Then Zicka also helped Keenan to sit comfortably while putting a pillow to the head of the bed for a backrest. But after Keenan was able to sit comfortably, he suddenly pulled Zicka to sit on the bed with him, making Zicka's face flushed with embarrassment intensely stared at by Keenan.

"Kok you pull me anyway, later the others enter and continue to see it is not good."

"Let's talk seriously about you."

"What are you talking about?" ask Zicka.

"That one. Zee, look me in the eye, please!" pulling Zicka's chin to look her in the eye.

"Zee, everyone has a past whether it's good or bad. But, remember your past does belong to you, but I hope your future is with me. Are you comfortable with me?"

Zicka took a deep breath and exhaled, "honestly, I'm very comfortable with you" Zicka said nervously.

"That's me, Zee. I found warmth and comfort with you so I can be sure that I've fallen in love with you. No need to think about what other people say, who live us. I am good with others, but that does not mean I like let alone love, but only limited to maintaining friendship. But for matters of the heart, you should know, even though I have been married, but you are the first to fill this heart. Strange indeed, the age is like the first time I fell in love, but that's how it is, Zee. I have never been in love in my entire life. That's why when I married Diva who was my best friend from childhood, I needed my parents' help to propose to her. You remember in the hotel, there were mothers who kept helping and guiding me what I had to do, it was my mother" Keenan explained at length.

"You used to need help, how dare you be alone?"

"Because it's different. I used to have no love, but this time it was different because I had love. So I had to fight for it myself without the help of my mother. Zee, if you're still hesitant and afraid, let's go first. I'm 100% sure that you've started loving me, too" Keenan said confidently.

"Ish, piquancy," Zicka replied with a smile.

"Well, donk smile. I love seeing you smile." In one fell swoop, Keenan pulled Zicka into his arms and stuck his head to his chest, trying to channel warmth and comfort to Zicka to stimulate Zicka to immediately notice her feelings for Keenan.

Zicka didn't refuse that hug. From now on, his feelings still feel chaotic and he needs a soothing hug. He had no friends or relatives in the city. That is what makes it more difficult at every step because there is no support or support from the closest person when he experiences problems.

Although Keenan was wearing typical hospital clothes, but it did not block the masculine aroma that emanated from his body. Zicka breathed the scent deeply, the effect was obvious. Like opium, he wanted to continue to breathe the aroma, the aroma was so soothing. Not only Zicka like that, it turns out Keenan also did this. He continued to smell the shoots of Zicka's head while craving the aroma deeply. The money was so soothing for Keenan.

They continued to hug while leaning on the hospital bed until unconsciously their eyes slowly began to shut. Perhaps because of the effects of being too tired after experiencing such an unpleasant event, they also fell asleep together while hugging each other.

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