When My Husband Changed
51. Finally ...

An hour had passed, but there was no sign of the operation being completed. Keenan unceasingly prayed to the powerful so that his wife and son could be saved.

Keenan unceasingly blamed himself. Had he returned to the room sooner, all these events would have been minimized. Had he come back sooner, at least Zicka could have gotten handling faster. Although everything is fate, Keenan realizes his recklessness has a hand in what Zicka is going through.

"Ma, Zicka, Ma, Zicka ... It's my fault, Ma. All's fault. I am a useless husband. I'm a careless husband. I'm scared, Ma. I'm afraid, I don't want to be left again, Ma. I ... "

Keenan was in this position. It's just a different situation. Diva used to have contractions when she had to perform an impromptu operation. That night there was a consecutive accident so many fatalities were falling. Full ER. All doctors to koas are busy saving survivors who can be saved. Keenan was called in to help save the lives of the victims of the accident.

But one that Keenan does not know, since the afternoon actually Diva has experienced contractions. But he was silent because he did not want to make Keenan panic. Especially the day of delivery is still a few weeks away. He thought it must be a false contraction.

But he did not expect, the pain was becoming more and more night. Diva's body has gone limp. Even to walk his feet have difficulty to tread. To shout calling his mother-in-law and sister-in-law his voice felt choked. His stomach felt crumpled and stirred. The breath goes up and down with the pain pulse becomes more and more so. So Diva kept trying to get out of bed. Because he was no longer able to endure the pain, his consciousness slowly blurred. He fell on the floor with blood flowing from his legs.

An hour later, with his body crumpled and his head dizzy from overwhelming fatigue, Keenan went into the room. While turning on the light, Keenan's breath suddenly choked upon seeing the Diva already lying on the floor with blood flooding around his legs.

His life seemed to have been forcibly taken from his body. Keenan shouted while throwing snelli and his briefcase. He immediately checked the state of the Diva which was very very weak. With tears in his eyes, Keenan carried the Diva out of the room.

The cry of Keenan requested that his wife open her eyes to wake the whole house and immediately ran to see what happened. Everyone's eyes widened when they found the Diva whose face was already so pale in Keenan's sling. Don't forget the bottom of the Diva's nightgown was soaked with blood. No one can calm down to see the state of the Diva.

Even their panic became upon arrival at the hospital. The Diva state is no longer possible. Even their baby's heart rate is very weak. After all the efforts made by the doctors, finally only the baby can be saved. While the Diva left before she could see the baby at all.

It really happened so in Keenan's mind. The fear of losing makes it really frustrating. Keenan hit his head against the wall. That memory was a trauma for Keenan. This time something similar happened. He's afraid. Really scared.

"Keen, stop! You can hurt yourself. Don't do this, son," said Mama Keenan. He tried to stop Keenan from hurting himself by banging his head against the wall.

"No, Ma, let Keenan do this. Stupid keenan, Ma. Keenan made a mistake. Better Keenan die. Keenan could not if again had to lose. Let Zicka Keenan's life exchange for Keenan's own. As long as Zicka survives, Keenan is willing to die for her. Eden ... Keenan can't afford to lose Zicka. Better Keenan go first than ... "

Platkk ...

Suddenly mama Keenan slapped the cheek of the son who kept on scolding. He didn't want his son to say anything no. Keenan's mother's tears were already pouring down her cheeks.

"You think by hurting yourself like this Zicka would be happy, huh?" snapped the mother made Keenan then cover his face while crying sobbing.

Several nurses and doctors who saw how Keenan looked frustrated at the fear of losing his wife shed tears. Never once did they see the figure of their idol doctor feel this destructive. Even Alona's doctor who saw how Keenan was so frustrated thinking about his wife's condition cried.

But the sound of the baby's cries breaking made everyone there gasp. Fretfully, they were waiting for the latest news from the woman who was struggling inside. Everyone prayed that Zicka would survive. So did doctor Alona. Although until now he still can not forget Keenan, but seeing how broken the man was because of the state of the wife who was not okay to arouse his heart.

'O Allah, please save her and the baby. I beg you, God. I beg you, ' Doctor Alona prayed. The same is said of everyone who was there. Moreover, Keenan is the leader and owner of the hospital. Surely they know the figure of Keenan so they did not stop praying

Shortly thereafter, the operating room door opened. A handsome doctor walked over while smiling gently at Keenan.

What the doctor said was like hail falling in a barren wilderness. Cool. Invigorating. Keenan breathed a sigh of relief. Still with tears on her cheeks. He thanked the creator for still giving him the opportunity to reap the happiness of his beloved, Zicka and her children.

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The VIP recovery room now looks boisterous filled with visitors who want to see the state of Zicka. Though actually visitors should not enter in large quantities like this, but because the treated is the wife of the owner of the hospital itself so all legitimate.

Zicka was unconscious a few hours ago. Even he had breakfast assisted Keenan who feeds. Zicka is really very happy. It seems he had experienced something similar, but with different people.

Marcel used to be like this to him. He is so caring and loving. But as people say, a wife's test is when the husband has nothing, while a husband's test when he already has everything. When they had nothing, Zicka graduated with perfect grades, but not with Marcel. It failed. Failure ends in regret.

"What are you thinking, honey?" ask Keenan who's been sitting next to Zicka.

Zicka shook her head with a smile, "I didn't think of anything, honey."

Keenan's eyes squinted, making Zicka smile at him.

"I'm just thinking about how if we never met, honey. Maybe I'll never feel this kind of happiness. This is too amazing for me. I'm happy" Zicka said sincerely.

"I feel so too. You know, I almost went crazy when I saw you were helpless like that. I'm afraid .. I'm afraid you're leaving me. I don't think I'd be able to survive if you weren't on the side. I'm sorry, honey, for my carelessness. I'm really stupid. Because of my carelessness, you almost ... "

"Sst .. "Suddenly Zicka placed her index finger in front of Keenan's lips. "I know you didn't do that on purpose. What matters now is that me and our kids are all healthy. Let us strive together to raise our children with all our love and compassion. Thank you for the love you gave me, honey. Thank you for being present in my life. Thank you for returning to shine a light on my life that had faded away from losing her love."

Keenan hugged Zicka tightly, saying, "I should be the one to thank you. Without you, my life would always be in nothingness. Without love. But your presence changes everything. I love you, love you so much."

The husband and wife are too dissolved in the euphoria of their beautiful love. To the extent that they forget that in the room they are not alone. No one wants to interrupt the moment of a married couple who just had a pair of baby boys and girls. Everyone knows that they need time to pour out the happiness they feel right now. Everyone smiles happily. Marcel was also there. Even though his heart had to be broken, he could at least smile sincerely to see someone he still loved find his happiness.

'Good luck, Zicka. You deserve it.'

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