When My Husband Changed
50. Contrition

As guests were enjoying the meal after meal served at the wedding, Marcel slowly retreated and became aloof in a place a little out of reach of those who knew him. His chest tight, his eyes reddened, when everyone was picking up their happiness, he was just down and struggling.

Marcel doesn't blame anyone. He's self-conscious, he's the one who's wrong here. All this is due to his stupidity and greed. If he is not greedy, stupid, and happy, feels capable and has everything, maybe he will be the same as those who are happy. Even he was sure, at this time his ex-wife was still in his arms.

However, everything has happened. There is no way to be sorry anymore. He can only fix it so that in the future it can be better. He cannot go back to being selfish. Regret will only hurt his son. Now his life will only focus on the happiness of his son.

Marcel was indeed disappointed by Andin's actions which steadfastly left him and his son. Andin also sold the house he bought for the woman and her son without her knowledge. But regret is useless, want to be angry is also free, especially Andin is now gone. He can only mengikhlaskan, hoping that his fortune will be launched so that he can make his son happy. Now the focus is only on his son and mother. Moreover, Marvin has a house that he has prepared for him and his wife after marriage.

Marvin prepared everything well. The intention of getting married is not to play. He did not expect, finally his efforts to move on from his ex-wife really succeeded.

 And even more astonishing, he actually fell in love with his ex-wife's sister-in-law. Marcel was happy too. He hopes he can do the same. Hoping to return to an ex-wife is no longer possible. Doing so is tantamount to wishing his ex-wife's household was destroyed and Marcel didn't want that to happen. He actually hopes Zicka lives a happy life and does not experience failure and back injured as when with him first.

Marcel got in his car. Cheap car he bought from the rest of his savings. Nothing old, the important thing with the car he can take his son anywhere without fear of heat and rain.

Marcel sat Mike in the car seat that he had installed in such a way for the safety and comfort of Mike. Once he felt safe, Marcel immediately turned around and got into the car. He sat in the driver's seat and started the car. Before running his car, Marcel gave the baby biscuits so that his son could calm down during the trip. After making sure everything was safe, then Marcel run his car splitting the streets that are quite quiet because it is a weekend.

Upon arrival at home, Marcel immediately laid Mike who was sound asleep on the bed. Marcel who intends to clean himself then went into the bathroom. When he entered the bathroom, his eyes closed. A smile filled Zicka's mind. But the memory of the crying disappointment Zicka was also present.

Marcel's body slumped to the floor. He leaned his forehead on the folds of his hand. Marcel tergugu's. That regret still shackled his soul and heart. I don't know until when this feeling of guilt will continue to linger in his mind. More than a year has passed, but her guilt still holds her back. Makes his chest tight. I don't know how many tears he's shed to unravel his regrets, but it all seems meaningless. For that regret has really shackled his heart and soul.

While Marcel was leaking into regret, at the hotel where Zicka and her family were staying, Zicka was sitting rubbing her stomach while slipping on the bed. His stomach feels tight making all over the waist until his legs feel throbbing pain.

The wedding party is over, but many guests are still chatting with each other. Perhaps because of the busyness makes them rarely meet. As a result, guests take advantage of this wedding party moment to chat with each other including Keenan.

It's been 2 hours. But Keenan never went upstairs to meet Zicka. In the ballroom Keenan met many colleagues and friends ranging from school friends to college. Zicka's stomach hurts more. His breath was also broken. Zicka wanted to contact Keenan, but her feet were heavy to step up to pick up the phone lying on the table. He wanted to scream, but it was useless because this room was soundproof.

"O Allah, I beg you, strengthen the servant" said Zicka with a sweat as big as cornstarch on her temple.

Slowly, Zicka moved her legs to hang on the edge of the bed. Slowly, he put his foot on the floor. The coldness instantly crept as the soles of his feet stuck to the floor. His body is suffocating. I think he lost some of his energy.

"Keen, where are you?" Murmured Zicka with a face that was as white as cotton. "Aafr ... " She whimpered Zicka while gripping the shirt that covered her stomach area.

"AwlT ... " Meek Keenan panicked when he saw that Zicka had drooped unconscious.

Keenan panic. Especially when he saw the turbid liquid mixed with blood began to flood the floor.

"Zicka, wake up baby. Honey, please, wake up. Hang in. We'll be going to the hospital soon. Please hold on." Racau Keenan's.

With trembling hands, Keenan held Zicka. Of course the goal is to go to the hospital immediately.

Upon arrival at the hotel lobby, hotel employees who recognized Keenan as their guest immediately provided driver assistance to take him to the hospital. Until it did not take long, Keenan finally arrived at his hospital. Then he immediately asked the doctor to immediately deal with Zicka.

"Dok, your wife is no longer able to give birth normally. He had to undergo a caesarean section immediately. How's it?" The doctor who treated Zicka.

"Just do your best. Please save my wife and children."

The doctor nodded. He immediately returned to the operating room to prepare for everything.

"Sister, how's Zicka doing?" Jenny asked frantically upon arrival in front of Keenan who was cupping his face with both palms.

His mother was looking for Keenan and Zicka because Meyra suddenly cried and continued to look for Zicka. Even though tonight the plan Meyra and Deenan will sleep with her grandmother, but when asleep suddenly Meyra woke up and cried loudly. Keenan's mother panicked, and she searched for Zicka and Keenan because she could not silence Meyra.

When searched, it turns out Zicka and Keenan do not exist. After asking the hotel employees, they found out that Zicka was rushed to the hospital due to bleeding. Keenan's mother immediately reported the matter to Jenny and Marvin.

And here they are now. The first night they should spend with a hot romance, they should instead miss in the hospital. They don't matter because for them the most important thing is to make sure Zicka and their future niece are okay.

"Zicka has to be operated on. She ... severe bleeding. My fault. I shouldn't have left him for long. I should've gone back and accompanied Zicka. But I prefer chatting with my friends. What if something happens that I don't want to happen to Zicka and our kids? My fault. Stupid, I'm really stupid." Racau Keenan blamed himself.

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