Whores But Virgin
Mama's Regret

In a beachside cottage.Three people sit enjoying the beach breeze while talking.

As a man, boy could see how Rudi's attention was on Yana.Nearby They look like natural and there is no sense of awkwardness between each other.

Boy also once felt if he had an interest in Yana . But it has not yet reached the point of adoring and feeling heartache left behind marriage.

Know if Yana had any special feelings for Jonathan back then. Boy was also happy and prayed that Yana would always be happy in her love life.

Who would have thought such a lofty love .It was actually quite fragile with just one wave of an old woman's hand.

Now they are separated and divorced. But to pull Yana to his side as people thought, was actually neither easy nor unethical.

moreover, in fact, Yana is a police officer even though it is a former. plus she is the owner of a large company that is now growing larger in a direction that is not achieved even by the aerospace company.

Boy is getting smaller in front of Yana . So boy really hope Yana will find a better figure. To be able to be a surrogate father and protector in Yana's next life.

That person could be Rudi.

Sitting on the beach like this for pregnant women is not good, so Rudi without talking went into the cottage and came again with a thick jacket and a blanket.

She gently placed the jacket on her back and the blanket on Yana's lap. Yana Just said thank you and smiled a little at Rudi.

Although this treatment looks not so special. But in the eyes of this boy is a form of hidden affection.

Does Yana know.

"Boy the day after tomorrow I'm going to a small town and make my 7th monthly event at the orphanage if there's time, you all come yes" Yana said.

"In fact, why not come, and yet it is still in a small town we certainly took time even though it was busy" said boy.

"Boss Rudi seems to be very busy right now. He may not be able to come so it's a pity" said boy.

"i've arranged a schedule all work can be handled from afar this is commonplace.after all now Yana is a priority" said Rudi seriously.

The word priority in fact makes the heart of Rudi bedegup strange. But this oddity is like a wiggle of excitement which is very natural for a friend.

However there was no strange ripple on Yana's face as Rudi said that.

He seemed to have gotten used to hearing Rudi's slightly transparent words.

"And you're so lucky that there's Rudi around you, he's already handsome attention anyway" said the fishing boy.

"Hahaha Rudi always said I was a priority just because of the incident at that time.He only felt guilty but I have said many times this is not his fault, he still still wronged himself"

Boy looked at Rudi and Yana they were both cold-faced and seemed indifferent.

"maybe it's just my feelings" thought boy again.

"since you didn't go to college there again it seems like the atmosphere is a little different.Sometimes remembering our times there is like it's exciting" said the boy who switched the conversation.

"Hem wants how else Mama asked me to finish college in Amsterdam alone.college there can be a little relaxed and they buy the looseness on pregnant women like me. so I think there's no big problem.S1 will be in my hands soon hahaha"

Yana until this afternoon has not let go of her ambition to win the title.How she wants to give up if this is just one step away.

this is what the boy from Yana admired. He fought from start to finish, this struggle was exhausting.Of course Yana would not give up on it.

A beautiful, inspiring figure.

They talk all day all night despite the fact that only Yana and boy are active.

On the one hand Rudi is only a loyal listener who occasionally notices whether there is something less like an empty glass of juice.

Tonight they're too comfortable Yana doesn't remember to drink pregnant milk if Rudi doesn't bring it in from behind.

What a talented former assistant. Without being mentioned he knew what Yana needed the most.

Is this attention only the boy who saw it or Yana pura stupid.

A night on the beach is very convenient for three people but in the capital city it is very different.

Where mama Jhonatan has been awake and asked to be delivered to the place where Jhonatan is being treated.

Helplessly rejecting his name request, Reno finally agreed with this.

Mama Jonathan is not well but the place they are accused of is still in the hospital.

If there were any unwanted occurrences, they could instantly deal with it right then and there.

An hour later, Mama Jhonatan really entered a room where Jhonatan was curled up into a small ball in one corner.

Her eyes were open but empty like there was no life at all.Seeing her son fall down like this , Mama Jonathan felt a pain in his heart. But he couldn't cry in front of Jonathan.

He could only wipe away the tears and go to Jhonatan's side to embrace her.

"Darling, this is Mama son"

"mama?mama, Jhonatan salah mah, Jhonatan salah mah.huhuhu" cried Jhonatan when feeling the warmth of his mother.

Doctor Khans said the attack was still in its early stages so Jonathan didn't really forget anyone while he was relapsing.

He still had a little bit of awareness and of course he still knew his family members.

Mama Jonathan is of course familiar with this kind of behavior.The first time Jonathan got an attack he took effect.

Just curl up in a corner all day and it could be in effect for a full 2 or 3 months. In the past they did not know what happened only to be able to take his son to the hospital.

Things were done so that this little man would reopen the memory so that psychiatrists would know the pain point.

But the investigation ends deadlocked only since meeting Yana do they know the story behind it. From there, Jonathan can be given the right drugs.

now anyone can realize Jonathan's current sore point.Sarah ayu's pregnancy.

Reno knew that her brother was being cared for. This was the first time she had seen him with her own eyes.

Jonathan often stood like a strong wall that could withstand the storm. It is very fragile like a 3-year-old.

Just a little encouragement from Sarah ayu she's been smashed like this.

"he had guilt on his ex-wife probably also on the baby the ex-wife was carrying. This is just our estimate as professionals" said the khans doctor who came from behind.

"does my sister's doctor think I can recover?"ask Rudi.

"Why not, 18 years He suffered and is now cured.but he is still fragile and cannot face the same pressure.After studying his condition we found he can be cured" said doctor Khans.

The illness suffered by Jonathan is actually a mental illness based on guilt in one figure, Yana.

The fall of Yana is probably the beginning of the ice cap. she even begins to question her own sanity back then. Where Jonathan is asking about right and wrong.

"look at the way he spoke to his mother when Mama was the biggest driver of that fragility.he trusted her figure but in the end she was disappointed"

"like someone who sees a celebrity who is said to be impeccably smooth. They adored him like an angel who fell from the sky. But disappointment will be hard when the person who is adored is actually just an ordinary human being, disappointed and guilt is now gathering into one"

Papa has been aware of this problem since doctor khans concluded his.

"Yana was the only person she believed in at the time.after Diana was removed she tried to trust another figure and maybe it was mama.Jonathan did whatever his mother wanted including divorcing Yana and marrying Sarah. he believed 100% if Mama was right.But this reality hit back Jonathan's mantal so hard that he became like this" papa Jhonatan said slowly.

But mama Jonathan heard it and he immediately regretted his overly selfish attitude back then.

God knows what he's thinking and God slapped him right now. His selfishness was paid for with Jonathan's return.

Let alone Jonathan, he himself was disappointed in himself.To which figure of a mother who always put forward the happiness of children.

In the past he would sacrifice his time and energy for Jonathan.

Always think that Jhonatan can be healed and happy.

He is the one who has destroyed Jhonatan to this extent.

"Jhonatan sorry mama son, come back baby come back.Mama will do anything for you son.Bangun Jhonatan wake up" said Mama Jhonatan loudly in between her cries.

Mama wept and the cry went into Jhonatan's ears which were surrounded by the sound of children.

The sound of laughter and his smile were strange.They laughed but there were tears there.

Jhonatan wanted to reach two children who were staring at him but now he is in prison so he can not get out easily.

"Come ..come..

Who could hear the voice of Jonathan that could not even be let out of his own throat.

Jhonatan's hand reached for but could never reach the two strange children.

Their mouths opened and closed.No sound but Jonathan read it as the word "papa".

He wanted to hug them but the child did not move just staring at him reluctantly.

Then they ran and disappeared somewhere.No noise no one here.

Jhonatan curled up again in a cold prison with his wet floor.

"Mama, Jhonatan is afraid mah.Children go mah, Jhonatan is afraid mah.Where go the children go, mama where?"jhonatan.

Two children did not really leave him.They will come again and again but his condition is still the same as before.Just look at Jonathan from afar with watery eyes but their lips laughed.

Here Yana did not come at all even though Jhonatan had called her many times.

Every time Jhonatan called out to Yana who came was Sarah by holding a baby covered in blood in her hands.

She was dressed in all white but stained with bright red blood with a striking fishy smell.

Sarah ayu sent a bloody baby to her strange son, Jhonatan, who could carry her while the two children were still staring at her with wet eyes.

Jhonatan's hand was instantly covered in disgusting blood because of the baby in his embrace.

Jhonatan wants to release a strange baby but can't.She and a baby are glued together with glue.

It was terrible to add that the baby figure did not have a complete body and he was bleeding continuously.

Jhonatan vomited but he couldn't get anything out.

Two children immediately left as well as the baby he carried earlier.All was lost and Jhonatan was left alone.

He huddled up again with the incident.

Jonathan asks why it could be like that, why did sarah ayu give him such a terrible baby.

Once again Jonatan cried and called to his mother to come to answer all the questions in the multitude.

But her mother never came.

Living in this prison is a continuous cycle.two children come again with the same posture.

Jonathan reached out again by calling out that whenever he mentioned the name of Yana then Sarah who came with a bloody baby in her hand.

it happens again and again.

Until Jonathan realizes one conclusion he can't mention Diana again if Yana's name is called then Sarah will come.

Knowing this Jonathan locked his mouth tightly. There is no Yana then there will be no Sarah. No Sarah then no bloody and disgusting baby.

All he calls now is his mother. Aside from Yana, she appreciates her mother most probably more than Yana herself.

So Jonathan called his mother until he was tired.

The next day he heard his mother say "go home Jonathan come home"

"Mama?"

"Mama's here to go home" the voice constantly calls Jonathan home.

But back to where, he could not even see the door at this moment.

"Mama, where's mama?" he could hear Mama's voice but could not see her form at all.

Jonathan saw two frightened children hearing the voice.

Jonathan looked at the children again in surprise. Why are they afraid of the soft voice of their mother.

Why could it be so.

"Mama here Jhonatan,ayo come home dear,ayo Jhonatan" the voice echoed again calling Jonathan home.

Jonathan of course wants to go home but he can't. He's locked up in a strange prison.

She was scared here but could not call Yana either.There were only two children accompanying her but they also did not want to come.

Cycles like this are constantly happening to Jonathan .On the surface he just curled up in the corner into a ball.

Crying like a three-year-old in her mother's arms.

Meanwhile, Mama Jonathan was tired of calling her son. But Jonathan didn't even want to open his eyes to see him.

As a mother, Mama Jonathan felt something dangerous was approaching her son at this time.

He'll never let Jonathan fall like he used to.

"Father, Papa pleasein Jonathan reward, call Yana tell him to come he can help Jonathan as before" said Mama Jonathan who immediately ran to her husband.

Papa Jonathan could only shake weakly to his wife's request. He couldn't possibly call Yana back who she was at the moment.

"please Jonathan reward I will rest at Yana's feet as long as she wants to help my son.Mama admitted wrong reward mama has been selfish do not forget if Jonathan was sick.Huhuhuhu Papa help your son's reward do not let him drag onlate like this pah"

Reno also shed tears at her brother's suffering.Papa spoke of the pain his brother Jonathan had experienced. But he never expected it to come like this.

As a sister of course she would help but to call Yana that was an impossible thing.

Yana did and was not appreciated .How could he come after that.

"Reno Mama asked you for help, son, have mercy on your sister, look for Yana and ask her to come back. Mama would do anything for Jhonatan. Mama will never get in the way of their relationship Mama Reno Mama promise" said Mama Jhonatan broke up.

"Where it must not have the heart to see Jonathan suffer like this. Now they will have children .Would she have the heart to see the father of her children sick.please Reno you must know where she went and look for her "said Mama who slumped into the wall with a weak body helpless.

"Mama" Fortunately Papa who stood at the side still had time to hold his wife's body if it was impossible that Jonathan's mother had been lying on the floor.

"Doctor !"

Mama Jonathan fainted again .seems like he was not strong to see the condition of Jonathan who was down.Mama Jhonatan immediately rushed to the next room where he was immediately handled.

Now in this hospital there is Jonathan curled up into a ball and his mother lying unconscious in the other room.

"More...

"don't tell me Papa asked me to contact Yana.It's hard pa but anyway we can know the answer from Yana right. Why ask again" said Reno helplessly.

"Papa knows but at least we need to try,ren" said papa Jhonatan who looks older than usual.

If not Yana, who else can help Jonathan.