
At the same time in the capital.
Today Jhonathan did not enter the office.He had made an appointment with doctor khans.Doctor kans just returned yesterday afternoon.
The problem Jonathan was facing right now was no small matter.
This is a problem about his future.So he will not take a doctor abal-abal carelessly.Besides that doctor khans can also be asked to keep secrets from parents.
Already some doctors who fit into the criteria jonathan as his personal psychiatrist doctor .It was just that he was always worried about secrecy.
Unlike other patients who sit in a queue to wait for a call. Jonathan went straight into Khans' doctor's room without thinking.
Incidentally there are still patients who must be treated by doctor Khans.Seeing the sudden arrival of Jonathan, the patient was immediately discharged.
as a person who had been caring for blood jonathan for a long time he must have known with jonathan's temperament so he hurriedly said something to no patient and immediately prescribed his medicine.
Five minutes later, the patient came out without a smile.
At first he thought nothing. But looking at Jonathan behind him, he finally understood what was happening. The gap between poor and rich is a reality.
Jonathan didn't care whether the patient was angry or not. For him time is money and coming to doctor khans is already a waste of his happy time.
If only he had no emergency.
Jonathan sat down in a chair of pain. The nurse was asked to leave and close the door when she came out.
Fortunately, not many patients came today. If it's not possible the khans doctor will close early.
When the nurse closed the door she met someone an acquaintance in front.
This acquaintance was a beautiful girl in a bright red hood. The nurse also happily spoke to this acquaintance of hers. Sitting at the door waiting for the khans doctor to call him back to go inside.
Jonathan sitting in front of the doctor didn't speak at all. Doctor Khans could only complain and he was forced to start the conversation .
"what's wrong, what's the complaint ?" ask him lazy.
Khans doctor asked. Jonathan couldn't open his mouth. He wanted to tell the doctor the situation
But what if he couldn't get those words out.
"Kehm..kehm, Jhonathan, is there anything you think, right?" Ask doctor khans again. He is not so friendly now.
Jonathan's sudden arrival disrupts his routine as a doctor. He was even forced to expel his patient earlier for jonathan's sake. But Jonathan until now did not want to open his mouth and what to do.
Jonathan simply nodded in response.
Damnit.
As a specialist, he had to endure and smile widely.
"Come on Jonathan, tell me" asked the doctor again.
Jonathan was still hesitating but he couldn't possibly be like this continuously. Do not let the purpose of his arrival so failed miserably.
"I.hem.is not normal.Still sick" said Jhonathan embarrassed.
"What's going on, how are you feeling?" Ask her.
Jonathan is completely healed. But the illness suffered by Jhonatan has been so long. Of course it will leave residual symptoms unknown .From here the khans became interested.
He immediately changed his face quickly.
" it's natural to talk about having something but I don't understand it. What do you mean by saying if it's not normal. What is not normal explain"
"Hem I.hem.can't touch women "
"Eh...
Doctor kans frowned slightly in disbelief .What does it mean to not be able to touch women.
As far as his jonathan was active at that time.A woman was also the one who had healed him.So in fact he had no problems at all women.
So then...
" i heard you were getting married" said the khans doctor who tried to divert the conversation.
" that's the problem" replied Jhonathan quietly.
"Huh don't you like that woman?"
"Like...
" is she not beautiful?"
gorgeous..
" is he not good ?"
"good is better...
The doctor thought for a moment after some time he came to a conclusion.
"do you have a sexual disorder ?" jonathan nodded but shook his head again at the same time.
At this point the doctor understood that Jonathan had no idea what was happening to himself.
" what do you feel when you see a woman even more so in her fiance whether there is disgust or something else"
" no dislike nor disgust but want to vomit" jonathan said again.
Doctor Khans knocked on the table with the pen he was holding.
It seems like he is trying to understand his problem.
" is the reaction the same as that of a man?" Jhonathan immediately shook his head violently he was not bent.
"when did you realize this weirdness?"
Many question and answer questions posed by doctors khans on a jhatan which of course answers without hiding anything.
But he never mentioned if he had a different reaction when dealing with Yana.
After some time later the doctor finally concluded if in fact jonathan only experienced an abnormality of decreased extreme libido.
If this happens in women this is called frigidity. The symptoms can be seen in the presence of orgasm, pain ,vaginimus or muscle closure *******.also loss of libido.
In men called a decrease in libido, there are several factors that can cause a decrease in libido in men.
have no desire, no interest and no fantasy***.occurrence factor is sometimes due to age stress factor and medication side effects. If this condition persists, it will become a depression.
Looking at the data possessed by human doctors concluded this reaction is the result of side effects of drugs that are too long consumed by Jonathan .There are also stress factors that may be triggered by a family condition that asks her to get married.
But in the words of Jonathan this possibility does not occur .
If it is triggered by the existence of marriage in the near future. Most likely the depression will get bigger and will create other new problems.
Doctor Khans can only give jonathan anti-depressant drugs. He was also advised to tell his problems to his immediate family.
Sometimes venting is also a potent remedy for people with acute depression.
Regarding the problem of sexual dysfunction, doctors also do not dare to suggest anything because currently Jonathan is not married .He has never even been in contact with **** with any woman. So it is not yet certain the truth at all .
If Jonathan wants he can practice it on a woman to try whether she's normal or not.
Hehehe, but that's not at all suggested.
Because no one will be discussed again Jonathan can return.While doctor Khans still have other patients.
Jonathan immediately left the doctor's room without looking back. Meanwhile, the nurse who had been sitting in the waiting chair was still loyal there.
But the friend who accompanied the nurse saw the figure of Jonathan who had just left. Of course he was surprised why Jonathan was here anyone knew what kind of pain khans doctors were treating.
He panicked and could not think clearly.
But didn't he have a friend who works under the khans doctor. Without changing his face he came again to the nurse who was about to go inside.
It took a while for the nurse to be free .He had to call a few more names to enter to see the doctor inside.
"Hani han, wait a minute "call her to the nurse.
"What's nur?'
" i just saw someone, I think I recognize them.
is that jonathan aldelis?"
" Do you know him?" Aska
the nurse.
" there was a friend of mine at the boarding school, it just so happened that I had attended their engagement" he said hesitantly.
" what a pity for your friend, do I know him?" ask hany.
" of course not this is a friend in the pesantren" he explained.
" oh, what a pity, right, that guy is mentally ill. I heard he's been through it for years .It is worth finding a mate from the pesantren environment. Think again .He was already handsome young, rich again. Why try to be in the friends like that" said hany gossip.
"E.. Is he really sick, you're not lying, are you?" the girl who was none other than Nurida. Jonathan's current fiance .He was a little nervous waiting for an answer from his friend.
" why am I lying. We've been a long time because you didn't know me" said Hany annoyed.
"believe it, believe it "Nurida said with a sour face.
"But is your information accurate and accountable
The problem is that they will get married in the near future is not good and if my friend is married to someone who is sick like that, right" Nurida said again
"of course, this is accurate, but I cannot be accounted for. Don't let doctor Khan know.This is a patient's secret.I'm afraid of being prosecuted"
" nobody will sue you, nor will I talk anywhere"
" i'll believe the same, yes I have to work again" said Hany who can't gossip for long.
"OK" replied Nurida who was smiling falsely.
Nurida went straight home. She would not want to marry a mentally ill man like this Jonathan.
The disease can sometimes be decreased in their offspring. Nurida certainly will not want to have children who are also crazy in the future.
When he got home he went straight to his ashes and said what he had heard in the hospital.
Of course this news made the shock of the father and mother of Nurida.They did not expect if the aldelis family hid a secret of this magnitude. Whether the aldelis family thinks their family something can be stepped on.
But their families already have an engagement relationship.It's still not too late.
" it's good we confirm first do not rush lust there may be a story behind it" said Abi Nurida
"Let's get a husband for you that's not determined by rich or poor. Rather his attitude but said abi they are good people but what proof try" said Umi Nurida who was a little upset.
" it's worth it that Jonathan always reacts strangely whenever we meet. Just imagine he would never take the initiative to meet for example.maybe he wants to hide his illness from us so that I am not suspicious .Only her mother would always speak sweetly if I were in her house. At first I thought she didn't like me but somehow I didn't feel that way" Nurida said.
" hear bi .Umi said just cut off this relationship before it's too late.Umi does not want to have a handsome rich son-in-law but crazy" said Umi sadly .
Nurida is not beautiful. He was even a perfect figure as a candidate for a good wife and daughter-in-law.Pinter in terms of religion and highly educated.However his fate in terms of marriage is so bad.
Nurida has received several matchmaking requests like this .Surprisingly none of the men were included in the criteria desired by Nurida.
If men can find a wife according to their criteria then why can't nurida.
Nurida only asked her future husband this handsome man solely to get a handsome child anyway.
Every time he finds a suitable candidate, there's just no hitch of his .As of now he is already interested in jonathan but who would have thought jonathan has a deficiency that is very unthinkable at all.
" it's up to Nurida, the marriage itself you are living it.Abi also won't force you" said abi nurida patiently.
Every human being has their own shortcomings. If Nurida was looking for perfection, she would never find it anywhere .
Perfect belongs to the god subhanahu wa ta'ala.
" the sustenance of the soul mate and death is the secret of God . No one can guess what happens in the future. If you are not a match, there will be something that separates it .Conversely, if there is a mate, whatever will happen you will still get married eventually" advice abi at length.
It was not that Nurida did not know the meaning of these words of her ashes. But she was very unwilling if she had to marry a man who was obviously crazy.
If you can still avoid it, just avoid it .other story if they are married .He will definitely not be able to run anymore .
"maybe nuri and jonathan no mate abi . The proof today nuri got this truth from Allah" Nurida said again.
He has decided that he will not continue this relationship to the marriage stage.
"now it's up to Abi how to get engaged to break up" said Umi Nurida
" have you decided carefully ?" ask abi again seriously.
Don't let this daughter regret her decision in the future.
"Yes abi, Nuri has thought about her mature mature.we are not a match" Nurida said again.
Only a fool would marry a man as crazy as Jonathan or a woman as crazy as Jonathan.
if the woman is not crazy, she must be the one who looks at material possessions.
It wasn't Nurida