Whose Seed is in My Womb?
FORGIVING

Haikal and a friend from the office attended the funeral. Although Gina had not come to the office since her nude photos were spread, she was still their friend.

There was a guilty feeling in Haikal's heart. If only he hadn't left Gina drunk at the club, maybe none of this would have happened, but everything had happened, nothing could have changed fate.

Seeing Gina's body being put into a burrow, Haikal could not hold back tears. Little Gina's shadow flashed on his head. The plain little girl who always wanted to follow him wherever he went.

"Don't go with Gina, I want to play ball with friends, all men. You play with Meo." Haikal continued to persuade Gina.

"No, I want to be with Haikal. Meo's naughty, she's always nagging me." Gina continued to whine for Haikal.

*And with great force, Haikal invited him. He told him to wait on the edge of the field while watching him play.

Gina looks so happy. He was endlessly chanting Haikal's name. Gave him some spirit, and would run towards him to give him a drink when the match stopped for a while*.

"Not to feel guilty."

Haikal turned his head when he heard Febbi's voice. So dissolved with the memories of the past, Haikal did not realize if there was a Febbi next to him.

"We remain guilty Feb. A little bit, all this because of us." Haikal rubbed his red eyes.

"I'm wrong, not you. I planned everything." Don't think Febbi doesn't feel guilty, he's the same. He didn't think it would end like this. Given Gina who had been in and out of the club that night, she was not at all worried about leaving him there that night.

The conversation stopped during a prayer together. Whatever Gina did, many cried when she was not around. His funeral was also very crowded, probably due to his viral death. People who do not know, some come to the funeral. Not only that, there are also several journalists who cover the funeral.

After the funeral procession was over, the mourners returned one by one, but not Haikal and Febbi. Mama Gina looked very devastated, she did not want to leave the 2nd daughter's meal even though her husband and eldest son had forced.

Haikal and Febbi approached Gina's father, reaching out to offer condolences and apologies.

"I'm sorry Om." Haikal looked down, and so did Febbi.

The pat on the shoulder made Haikal lift his face.

"Here you go, maybe this is Gina's destiny. Om knows everything. Someone told me about your quarrel in front of the office." Papa Gina wiped away her tears. "The wrong om here, can't educate Gina well. Too busy looking for money to not have time to give love to Gina." Papa Gina recalled 3 days ago, she was wrathful when she found out Gina was pregnant. Instead of embracing her and helping her find a solution, she evicted Gina for embarrassing the family. Now he can only regret.

"Let's go home, Pah." Said Gina's older sister who was addressing her mother. He looked at Haikal and Febbi alternately. "Please forgive Gina." Her crying broke after saying that. He failed to be a sister. Busy with his own life without knowing the problems faced by his sister.

After Gina's family left the funeral, Haikal and Febbi also left.

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"Thank you Romeo." Papa Gina shakes his hand and pats Romeo on the shoulder. He looked at Rere. "You, Rere?" Rere nodded.

Papa Gina wiped her tears down continuously.

"Patience Om" said Romeo. He could see the deep sorrow from Papa Gina's eyes.

"I'm sorry Gina." Papa Gina touched Rere's head. "Om representing Gina apologizing to you." She still remembers Gina's friend's story of what Gina had done to Rere.

"I've forgiven him, Om." Rere was crying.

"Thank you, son." Papa Gina rubbed Rere's head. "Oh yes Meo, have you visited your father?" He turned to look at Romeo. "He's been in the hospital for a few days. Even if your relationship isn't good, he's still your father. Come with Haikal, he asks you every time I see him."

Romeo turned his eyes the other way. Haris, he's still reluctant to call him dad. His father had died since he decided to remarry.

"There is no such thing as a former child. Do not let you regret like om after losing. Om can't take good care of Gina, can't educate her properly. Even at the end of his life, om scolded him, kicked him out." Papa Gina again wiped away the tears and shrunk her nose. "Now you can only regret."

Coming home from Gina's house, Romeo looked different, all the way home, he just kept quiet.

"Didn't you want to see Dad?" Rere asked as he turned towards Romeo who was driving.

"He's not my father."

"There is no such thing as an ex-father. Try to make peace with the state of Bang. Brother's a good man." Rere rubbed Romeo's arm. "Pardon each other is beautiful Bang. The heart will be more relieved."

"I'm not you. I don't have a big heart like you, who can forgive others' mistakes."

"Tomorrow I'll be with Bang. We look at you together."

"I'm bi_"

"Dar, please. As papa Gina said, do not let you regret after losing. We'll look at you tomorrow?"

Romeo finally nodded, making Rere instantly smile.