Whose Seed is in My Womb?
NOT TO LOSE AGAIN

Today, Rere, Romeo, Haikal and Rania visit Haris at the hospital. The first time he entered the nursery, the view that looks very sad. Haris is very thin, his body looks like a bone wrapped in wrinkled skin.

It was not his wife or stepson who accompanied him, performing Ranti, his sister.

"You guys are finally coming" said Aunt Ranti. "Your father asks you every day. He must be happy to see you guys coming." Ranti patted Haris' arm slowly, trying to wake her sleeping brother up. "Haikal and Romeo are coming." He said as Haris' eyes began to open.

The weak body whose position was tilted was trying to recumbent. Haris smiled at the arrival of his two sons.

Haikal, his eyes glass looking at the condition of his father, as well as Romeo. Although there was hate, but he still felt sorry to see it.

"M, ma, I'm sorry." Haris spoke with a trembling voice. His body is very weak, even talking feels difficult because of the complications he suffered.

"Don't think of anything, we've forgiven you" Haikal said.

In contrast to the airy-looking Haikal, Romeo still harbors his heartache. It was clearly visible from the look of his eyes and behavior that had only been silent since then.

"Dad doesn't deserve to be forgiven. I'm too much wrong, especially on you Meo." Haris looked at his youngest son while shedding tears. He recalled how he used to rebuke and beat Romeo. Even Haris always called him a bad boy. "I'm sorry, son." Haris tries to grab Romeo's hand, but as if he doesn't care, Romeo doesn't move his hand at all to welcome Haris' hand.

"Dude." Rere pats Romeo's arm. Asking her through her eyes for her husband to come to terms with his past.

"Meo has forgiven." Romeo welcomes Haris' hand, but still, he reluctantly calls Haris' father.

Ranti could not help but cry her way. If indeed the age of his brother is soon, at least he did not die in an unforgivable condition.

"Two days ago Ms. Risa came here" said Ranti. Like her two sons, Risa also tried to forgive even though it was difficult. Too many wounds Haris made. But anyway, marrying Haris was her own choice. And all those wounds, they're the consequences of his life choices.

"Mother told me," said Haikal.

Haris looked at Rania, among all the people there, only Rania was unknown to him.

"He's my future wife, Dad." Haikal. "Next month we're getting married. You need to heal so you can come to our wedding."

Haris' tears are falling. After everything he did to Haikal and Romeo, it turned out that he still had a place in their hearts.

"May you be happy, sorry if you can't come. I think your age is not long."

"Don't talk like that" Haikal said. "Don't precede the decree of God. Dad should be excited. Don't you want to spend your old age with your grandchildren?"

Haris immediately remembered Romeo's son. Her first grandchild, she had never even seen him. Risa has told me everything, about Romeo who is the father of baby Rere.

"Meo, I'd love to see your son."

Having once insulted an illegitimate child, now want to see. Cih, what a shame. If only he had no pity to see the old body of his father, Romeo would have cursed like that.

"This is a picture of my grandson." Rere showed me the photo. "Name Ryuga."

Romeo doesn't think about Rere. As for what heart he could act ordinary like this after that time insulted to exhaustion by Haris.

Haris stared at baby Ryu's photo with glassy eyes. His face is very similar to Romeo. He remembered the time when the birth of Haikal and Romeo. She was very proud and happy with the face of her son who resembled her.

"He's very handsome, like Meo." Haris looked towards Romeo. As for Romeo, he turned his gaze in another direction instead. He couldn't face Haris.

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Finished from the hospital, Haikal and Romeo returned home in their own cars. If Romeo had been more silent, his cries broke when he got home, in the room.

Rere hugged Romeo, threw the man's head over his lap.

"You know Re, back then, I was always jealous of my friend who looked happy with her father. When I went to a martial arts match, my friend got support from his father. Their father came to the gor to see, shouting the name of their son, but my father. Let alone shout my name to encourage, just come she never.

"When other friends tell me about their father's greatness, I can only bow down, because to me, you're a villain, not a hero to be proud of."

Rere rubbed Romeo's head while one hand wiped away the tears. Just hearing the story, it feels crowded, let alone being Romeo.

"When the other friend would take a picture with both parents on graduation day, I could only take a picture with my mother. I have a father, but it feels like I don't have one. I lost my father, lost his figure when he existed. I'm not a smart kid, but I'm trying so hard to get a college scholarship. Because what? Because I'm too sick of him. To the man who always said. Hey brat, don't you dare oppose your father. After all, I'm the one who lives you, feeds you and pays for your school fees. I'm sick of Re, I'm sick of hearing such a sentence repeated over and over."

Rere couldn't hold back his tears. Once again, he imagined being in Romeo position. What his childhood was like and his unhappiness about having a father like Haris. Back when he was in love with Haikal, the man didn't hate his father much, but he just thought it wasn't important. Never even tried to introduce Rere to her.

"But today, seeing him lying helplessly on the bed, my heart also ached. I can't be happy seeing her suffering, I pity Re." Romeo said as he sobbed.

"That's because Brother is a good man. One who can never be happy over the suffering of others, even though that person has made many wounds." Rere continues to caress Romeo's head, channeling his love for her.

Romeo raised his head, grasping Rere's hand while staring at his two neutrals.

"I've felt the pain of losing Re. It was losing the father figure. From then on, I was afraid of falling in love, I was afraid of disappointment and loss. Until finally, I fell in love with you. I don't want to lose Re anymore. That's very sick." Romeo held onto his chest which felt tight.

Rere wiped Romeo's tears with both of his thumbs. "Don't be afraid, I won't leave you. I'm not going to incise the same wound that your father did."

Romeo grabs Rere's hand and kisses him many times.

"I love you Re, I love you so much. Don't ever leave me. I will try to be the best husband and great papa for Ryu. You are everything to me." Romeo cupped Rere's cheeks and kissed him.