Wife Bet
Chapter 22. Poranda

When the heart hurts, who is most responsible?

The answer is, "Himself."

When the heart is disappointed, who is most responsible?

So, the answer remains the same. "Themselves."

When the heart is disappointed, who is to blame?

Ck. Unfortunately, the answer remains the same. "Themselves."

It is the self that opens a gap in the heart to accept the existence of others.

Then, it is the self that opens the heart to be filled by others.

It is also yourself who is willing to suck the wounds of someone who is considered special.

Then, close access to all those disappointed. Close tightly, don't open it for anyone.

Unfortunately, the heart cannot be set to whom it should be anchored. An invisible feeling, but able to spend all the energy he had.

Invisible feeling, which can drain all his attention.

An invisible feeling, capable of flowing water as hard as the current flows into his two cheeks. However, the thing ... where both eyes get a supply of water that much. The tears were never dry to flow.

That invisible feeling is called love.

Why should he feel this deep love for a man who has absolutely no taste for him. Ah, let alone leave the heart, write his name in memory only. Feels reluctant.

One thing she must remember from all this pain, that her marriage was only temporary. Temporary.

He was just waiting for the time, when it ended. The time when he will be kicked out of the life of Andre Pratama.

However, one thing he thought. Can he survive to his limit?

Should he walk away before it's too late?

His head even broke thinking about this matter.

After the quarrel at that time, Dewi chose to avoid her husband. He is busy with his work and college.

Let's just say her husband is an invisible creature.

Unfortunately, though. There is a hunk of meat that thrashed.

Whispering the longing for the warm embrace the man gave. When he passed by, he had to try hard not to throw his arms around him.

Has perfect sanity now been lost from him? Not a little bit does he have self-esteem.

Why is that longing so torturous that she's dying

"Goddess, today you're sharing a box of rice at the crossroads, right?" Amika. Seeing his best friend often pensive with a blank look, made him disturbed.

Amika worried about the condition of the Goddess. These days, the girl rarely eats. Often daydreaming, then suddenly crying themselves. Usually, it was Dewilah who had always adorned this room with her smile. However, these few days. Goddesses like crazy people. His job is daydreaming.

Whether there was any problem, Amika had tried to invite him to talk. The goddess always refused. It's not usually that his best friend is like this, hiding his problem alone.

Kan, that's right. The goddess daydreamed again. "Dew ...!"

That call, a call that Andre often mentioned to him. How the Goddess longed for that call. Her tears flowed, her eyes no longer able to stem her to spill.

"Lu why, something's wrong. Goddess ...?"

Amika looked worried, she checked the temperature of the Goddess.

"I'm nothin. Just a flickering." Immediately the Goddess wiped away the tears that flowed on the cheeks until it dried up.

"What did you say?" ask Goddess.

The goddess nodded, then stood up leaving her job. Then immediately to the bathroom wash your face, tidying up the appearance that looks unmanageable.

Then, step towards the boxes that had been wrapped in large black plastic. There are two large packs there.

It has become their routine, every Friday will share the lunch menu to the traders, as well as rickshaw pullers at the crossroads. Not to be missed anyway, the scavengers and anyone who felt needed the lunch.

So, Dewi and two other male employees immediately headed for the crossroads.

The scorching heat did not dampen their steps to heat up on the side of the road. With a smile, Dewi distributed the rice, which was followed by two other employees carrying large plastic packages behind him.

"Udah done. Exhausted, right?" The goddess looked at Andi and Reno.

The two men nodded simultaneously.

"Yes, you sit here first. I'll buy you a drink first, yeah ...." The goddess rose from her seat. Then walk towards the small stall on the side of the road.

After buying two bottles of mineral water, Dewi immediately returned to her two employees who were still sitting under a large tree, on the sidewalk.

"What do you want to eat?" ask the goddess again.

It seemed that they were just shoulder to shoulder, looking at each other in confusion.

"Yes, you just choose your own menu. This is the money." The goddess offered two hundred thousand bills.

"A lot of it, Mom?" Andi stared confusedly at the sheet of paper his boss gave him.

"Take it, you must be tired. Don't you?" The goddess smiled, and nodded.

"Thank you." The two men answered simultaneously. Then they stood up, as they were about to set foot. Reno.

"Mother Goddess, don't eat, let us buy." Goddesses shake.

"Oh, fine. Excuse me." After saying that, the two men crossed the street. It just so happened that the red light.

Then, do not wait for a long time the backs of both have repeated swallowed by the crowd.

The goddess was still faithfully sitting under that tree. I don't know when the last time he ate rice. It no longer feels good just by remembering it.

The Goddess's gaze was straight ahead, watching the two legs being wiggled.

I don't know, it feels more fun sitting here than anywhere. Here, his eyes were busy counting the passing vehicles. Look at the pedestrians, or anyone he meets.

Until the time seems to pass quickly. It is different from him who has to wait for the end of time at work or at home.

The goddess looked at his hands, then stomped both of his legs. It feels like this week, he's so tired. After a long time no longer practicing, the woman tried to regain her luck to shrink her weight.

Yeah, Goddess tried the diet. In various ways, he would restore his body shape.

Now, when she feels depressed. The goddess tries not to run away on food. He will run around the field, or towards where he trains.

"A week is nothing, compared to the many years I have tormented myself in disbelief over body objections." The goddess muttered softly, as she felt aching in some parts of her body.

Yes, the Goddess should not directly drive energy to practice. Because his body would definitely be shocked after a long time of not being used for training.

It was a deep sense of disappointment, which made the Goddess not care about her body condition.

Yes, not only is his heart hurting. The goddess actually felt all of her limbs feel pain.

But he still has to survive, right?

Because he is so valuable to keep hurting. Let the Goddess choose the best path for herself.

"I can." The goddess encouraged herself, then walked away from where she sat.

The goddess headed for the field, running around that vast field. Eliminate all the pain he suffered. Until the Goddess fell unconscious, because her body was no longer able to bear the burden that she bore alone.