Wife Bet
Chapter 44. Grief

No matter what the situation, time goes on. The earth rotates according to its rotation. Night and day change according to their duties. Life and death continue to run as hard as any human being through it.

The goddess gradually improved, her emotions began to wake up, not continuing to cry as before.

This morning the Goddess had taken a bath, sitting on a side garden bench. The place he and Andre had a conversation that afternoon, talking about the decision and the future.

His outstretched hand stroked his flat stomach, honestly he was impatiently waiting for his stomach to bulge like a balloon. A smile was engraved on his pale face.

This week the Goddess was no longer nauseous and vomiting in the morning, instead of disappearing, but the taste changed at night.

After dinner the Goddess will routinely remove all her entrails, then she can sleep. When the night is late, he will wake up from hunger. Usually the mother will prepare bread on the nightstand, so there is no need to go to the kitchen to just eat.

Of course, everything will continue to go on and change. However, unfortunately the feeling he had for Andre never changed. Especially after their conversation that afternoon, instead of the taste was eroded even more deeply rooted in the heart.

To be honest, the Goddess has run out of sense looking for ways to erode the increasingly dusty longing in the chest. Want him tripe depleted the taste in his chest, but who would have thought even more thrives stifling chest.

"Noni, let the madam have breakfast." The maid's words spread her mind.

The goddess looked over and nodded slowly. Do not forget to give a smile as sweet as possible, so that the maid does not realize the turmoil of her heart.

The goddess then followed the instructions of the mother, sitting on a chair. On the table there are various types of breakfast menu.

The goddess scoops the fried rice. Devouring him, hunger had taken hold of him. After finishing the rice on the plate followed by drinking a glass of milk, then bread smeared with peanut butter.

The goddess thought that only in the morning and afternoon could she eat with great gourmand. Because if at night the contents of his stomach will come out all. So, he will not waste the opportunity during the day to eat anything that can be accepted by the prospective baby.

"What happened to you, Goddess?" Question Mr. Bambang stopped his chewing.

For a moment the Goddess only looked at what Mr. Bambang said. Realizing where this conversation was going, he immediately devoured the bread in hand.

"Andre yesterday submitted a letter of resignation. At first, papa disagreed. He's doing well in the office, he should be going up. Even opting out" explained Mr. Bambang.

Dewi thinks that if Andre proves his point, get out of his parents' office. However, after this where Andre works. It is not easy to get a job right now.

A speck of regret lingered in the heart of the Goddess. But soon he was tepis. This was already a consequence of Andre and was already a promise of the man. Shouldn't a man keep his promise?

"He called you, didn't he?" Mr. Bambang's question broke Andre's face in memory.

The goddess looked up, returning the gaze of the papa who was full of probing.

Then, the Goddess shook her head weakly. For a few days he had not heard from Andre nor seen the man's face.

"You're not having any problems, are you?" Pak Bambang's question made Dewi run out of words. His tongue felt so stiff as to simply answer the words of the father. "Goddess" called Bambang to his daughter.

"No, really, Pa. We're fine," said the Goddess.

"Why Papa thinks you're in trouble. Household, not a two-day trip, but days, years, if necessary once in a lifetime. Marriage is not a child's game that can disperse at will, and can play at any time.can't."

"In marriage there must also be problems that will often be faced, consider it as a test. Importantly, your husband does not hurt you deeply. Neither does physical violence, everything is tolerable. You guys too, will meet after the big. Not meet and know from the baby, so many things must be adjusted. Your habits, nature, character, past, future can be different in what you want to achieve."

"Pa, if a husband does not appreciate his wife. How's it?" ask Goddess.

"Not appreciating in what way?"

"Yes, defending another woman in the presence of his wife. Looking at another woman full of love and forgetting the whereabouts of his wife."

"You're sure of the way you look. Not just a one-sided assessment. See, there's no remorse for her husband? If there was any chance he was being khilaf. Sometimes the past is not easily forgotten, nor can it be eliminated. As a wife, how to be a devotee, to be a medicine to her sick husband."

"But it hurts a lot. Survive years with feelings that are not considered. A wife is also an ordinary human who has a heart, has feelings that must be maintained. When will the wife stay in the wait?" ask the Goddess with overflowing emotions.

Bambang smiled, while his wife moved closer to their only child. Sitting beside the Goddess then stroking the fragile-looking woman's back.

At any time, the Goddess is a goddess. The sweet girl they always loved.

"Now you better think, which one hurts more .. far away from your husband or close to your husband?"

"Faraway is longing. And, it feels so torturous. Sometimes the Goddess thinks that if she is happier with another woman, let the Goddess retreat. Let the Goddess herself take care of our child. But ...."

"If you are far away from him you can feel pain. Trust me, your husband is like that."

"But the Goddess isn't sure, Pa. After everything that has happened, he still hasn't changed."

"It hasn't changed, honey. But not yet .. You remember him coming here for days waiting for you despite being ignored. And now, what deal did you make until you tormented yourself like this?"

"Let's give Andre a chance to fix everything, okay?" The mother spoke.

Goddess nodded. "Yes, there may be another chance. Will Goddess think Ma, Pa. Thank you." Thank you." Dewi smiled and felt relieved to be able to tell and get a solution to her household problems.

Parents remain the best home. Being the best teacher for him is looking for the best solution.

"Together, Honey. Now, where are you going? Shopping or eating out. Mama is ready to accompany her beloved princess Mama," said Mama softly.

The goddess felt the warmth in the hands of money flowing into her heart.

"Shopping while eating out, can you, Ma?" tanyanya enthusiastic.

"certain. We spent your papa's money." They laugh together too. Their families are intact, in openness and sorrow.

In a different place Andre is struggling to find a decent job

He currently works in the office where Arman works.