
“Ashera-”
“Will I be scolded because I left first without telling you first?” sidelines Ashera, he was brave enough to ask, because of the jealousy that suddenly appeared. ‘But my mouth is, I cannot control that I should choose to be quiet. Sounds like I'm looking really crappy.’
Feeling entangled with his own words that sound quite embarrassing, when Arvin alone has not said anything other than calling his name first, Ashera also tried to eat biscuits.
“Are you more comfortable here?” the question from Arvin with a serious look on his face, made Ashera so hurried to answer it.
“Maybe. But here the access to go to the city, will be faster than there, and I can also see the scenery as well anyway,” Ashera grumbled while turning his eyes to his right, so I could see the scenery, where the incredible view of the city that increasingly shows the light of night.
Although the problem is not just that, other things, that concern his heart.
‘Perhaps, had you not gone without saying goodbye like that, I would not have probably not felt comfortable there.’ Asheras. Had Arvin not gone, but unfortunately after leaving Arvin did not even tell him anything, Ashera could not have calmed down alone in such a big house, let alone in a fairly isolated place, Ashera was really troubled in that part, considering that she now really felt the need for help from others.
But, even the person she expected wasn't there for her, Ashera became quite lonely, like the person she was abandoned to.
“What because you're not feeling well, so you came here?” asked Arvin with squeaking eyes.
Ashera was avoiding the look in her eyes.
Although Ashera was used to acting like that, but this time there was clearly something different, where Ashera had another reason to avoid the gaze of his eyes.
Even if you remember what Ashera recently asked about being angry or not, it means Ashera does have something to hide from her.
Ashera was silent with Arvin's words earlier.
“If you're not feeling well, you should call me, not contact that person.”
“But I'm afraid to bother you. Other times than busy shopping, you can be busy with your other business,” Ashera who has already started to know Arvin, if Arvin must have a myriad of reasons to blame him again and again, and again, so Ashera did not speak at all further, than Ashera had just said.
Arvin also scrunched his eyes. ‘Does he know where I'm going? But what is she sick of?’
Not able to stand the sense of his penance that appeared in his heart, Arvin also walked up to Ashera who continued to turn his eyes out the window.
“Is the view more interesting than me?”
“Iya, but we've even met every day, so I think it's normal anyway,”
“Basic little liar,” looked at Arvin, as soon as he was in front of exactly where Ashera was sitting, Arvin bent his body towards the girl and stretched out one of his hands to check her forehead.
But, even before Arvin can touch Ashera's forehead, Ashera reflexively keeps her head out of Arvin's reach.
“Sini, I check,” ketus Arvin, do not like if the object that Arvin wants to touch it instead goes away. ‘Welcome is warm, so what is the reason for suddenly sleeping often? But what if I'm not feeling well, don't tell me I'm in the morning? What are the symptoms new in the taste earlier?’
Arvin, who suddenly realized what he just thought, actually stated that he was quite worried about this girl, Arvin also closed his eyelids for a while.
After being satisfied enough to just organize his heart and mind, Arvin asked : “Is there any other reason besides you suddenly want to move here? Besides what you said? Ashera?” asked Arvin in a soft tone that was quite tickling one of his ears.
Ashera who was so surprised by the distance between the two of them who were really very close, suddenly closed both ears while keeping his body away from Arvin.
But, is Ashera able to keep even his face from the front of Arvin's face, when both of his hands Arvin managed to imprison Ashera's body between his hands and his body?
Oops, his mouth back nyerocos without brakes, if the words managed to trigger Ashera to reveal the true feelings of the child in front of him.
Annoyed by Ashera's behavior that seemed like stalling his time, Arvin suddenly gripped the jaw of Ashera and asked to give him a more firm choice. “Jawab or not? Say it or shut up? If you don't want to say it, I'm sure in the next few seconds your mouth is over I ate,” threatened Arvin without hesitation, even without caring whether Ashera would be more afraid of him or not, the most important thing now is that he can find the answer that Arvin continues to want to get from the girl in front of him.
“K-why did you force it once anyway?” Ashera was so scared, really scared by Arvin's serious facial expression, as if he was his enemy as well.
“Because I want to get the answer right away. You know my nature, don't make me wait, tell me what you're hiding from me, if you can get to the roots.”
Fear is full of threats from Arvin. Ashera was slowly getting more depressed with the figure of the man in front of him because of his aura that was quite intimidating.
“I-” her mouth so trembling with fear.
Really, that close enough distance, actually made Ashera faintly feel the scent of perfume belonging to another woman.
‘Can't- I can't be bothered with this feeling. He is only the son of my master's grandson, and I shouldn't care who he wants to be close to, because this relationship is due to forced marriage alone. Hold it, don't make it look like I have feelings with him.’ the line of sentences that appear in his mind continues to scream to ignore his own feelings.
Shoulda
“Ashera, did you not hear what I said?” the look in Arvin's eyes that were so fixed to look at him, it slowly made Ashera so creepy.
It was the result of his body suddenly being reminded of the last incident that time.
“A-me.., I heard,”
“If you hear why not answer immediately? You want to waste my time waiting for your answer?” ask Arvin without yeast.
The more questioned, the more uncontrollable his body becomes, Ashera reflexively bows his head down.
“I-it, at least.at least keep it away first...your face from before me,” pinta Ashera very nervously.
“No, I want to continue like this until you answer my question clearly. Clearly,” timpal Arvin, refused Ashera's request.
GLUG…
Ashera who seemed like he was on the verge of death if he did not immediately answer Arvin's question, Ashera also answered him slowly “I-I was just c-jealous,”
With his feelings that were completely shaken with incomparable pressure and nervousness, his tears involuntarily dripped out of his eyes.
“M-sorry,” one broken sentence that he can say after revealing a small secret that he wants in silence, because he does not want to be dwarfed by Arvin.
Whether it's ridicule, innuendo, or excuses that make the sharp tongue continue to charge toward Ashera, Ashera really wants to avoid hearing bad words that usually come out of Arvin's mouth.
“Only that?”
Reluctant to talk to Arvin who managed to corner him until it looked miserable like that, Ashera immediately folded his legs and immediately buried his face on the pile of his hands.
“What does it mean you already know what I did when I went out?” arvin asked, confirming his guess to Ashera directly.
“Yes, I accidentally saw it on social media, so I hope.don't bully me, because I'm jealous,” frankly Ashera, so, increasingly hugging his face to hide from the Balinese gaze Arvin who was completely surprised.