Wife Saving Young Master Arvin
20: Guilt?

"Aren't you too cruel just to throw away a million dollars?" Ask Daseon, standing on the edge of the window and facing downwards.

Daseon is currently in the apartment owned by the young master.

If not for the screams Daseon had heard some time ago, because Ashera and Arvin had a fight on the balcony, he said, it was currently impossible for Daseon to bother going to ascertain the condition of his young master.

"Are you telling me to care about that waitress?" Arvin asked, making Daseon glance at him immediately.

Right now, no matter what Ashera was doing, Arvin was now having breakfast, thanks to Daseon who had come with food for him.

"Yes, at least the young master should know, that later if something unexpected happens to you, are you able to cover up your relationship and Ashera who doesn't even look any good at all." Obviously Daseon, then closed the window curtain.

SRAKKS.....

Daseon then handed back the wedding ring that Arvin had thrown away on the left side of Arvin who was sitting in front of the dining table.

Arvin was silent, he broke his intention to eat another mouthful of rice, when Daseon suddenly handed him the ring that Arvin had thrown earlier.

"Even though you said that" Arvin paused for a moment, processing the word that was about to come out of his mouth. "Every time I come face to face with that waitress, it feels like I want to keep scolding her.

I turned 180 degrees, you think that's easy? I mean you think it's easy for me to walk?

Because of her, I had to give up my youth by forced marriage like this. I obviously have a girl I like. A marriage without love, how tormenting is that." Arvin. Spontaneously, he also revealed the anxiety he had stored in these three days.

That's what makes him so emotional, every time he sees Ashera's face, of course. Both in the moment of the face while being an ordinary servant, and when the face was given makeup in a simple reception ceremony held yesterday.

"So you mean, if Ashera is the woman you suddenly love, she said, would you treat her well enough as you would give a lot of kindness to all the women you've used to play games with?" Ask Daseon.

Daseon, as Arvin's personal servant, clearly knew what the nature of his master was like.

A man who often bergonta change women like disposable clothes, already in Arvin himself.

Therefore, undergoing the most serious relationship, is something that still can not Arvin ampu.

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GECK...GECK...GECK....

Daseon and Arvin turned to the door.

"I'll open it." Daseon said, then went to open the apartment door.

PRONOUN.....

"Why are you knocking on the door?" Daseon asked Ashera who was half soaked.

"I don't know the pass number." Answer Ashera softly. He did not even dare to look at Daseon's shocked face.

Same thing with Daseon, Arvin who was drinking water, spontaneously stopped his drinking.

An answer that states that Ashera does not know the door password number of the house, became the subject of their thoughts both.

Moreover, Arvin who remembered a few tens of minutes ago, Ashera also knocked on the door of his apartment as he had done earlier, it was clear that Ashera did not enter his house last night.

'Do I have to be guilty of that?' In Arvin's heart, trying not to understand that one fact states that last night when Arvin slept until the morning woke up, Arvin was really alone in the house, without remembering that there was one person who should have entered his house as well. 'Don't think about it, anyway he's fine.' Inner Arvin again, then continue drinking.

"Please come in." Tawar Daseon, let Ashera in.

Memories of hers, her trauma, still left behind, eating her somehow what Arvin and Daseon were doing by constantly staring at her, Ashera just kept walking deeper into the house.

"I've bought all the groceries for the next two days. If the material is not good, can be thrown away, later I will try to go to the supermarket."  Ashera said without looking at his interlocutor.

He put a plastic bag on the front desk of the sofa.

"Then can I borrow the bathroom?" Even without high or low tones, the sound is clear, but like it has no color, Ashera also asked permission to the homeowner to borrow a bathroom that Ashera will use to take a shower as well as clean the jacket in his plastic bag as well.

'Don't you think it's very valuable. I've never once had such a quick response to me, even if it was just passing by someone else. It's the first time. He-' Arvin stopped his thinking, he retreated and sat back on the chair from the dining table behind him.

'That jacket, I've seen it. A man who always wears a brown coat jacket, no matter where he goes. The jacket was even used by the man to warm my body, which was in a high fever. Jackets full of memories?' Deseon also felt sympathetic with Ashera who looked very hit because of his late father's jacket, was very dirty because it was crushed by the tires of many vehicles passing by.

Daseon did see the jacket used by Ashera discarded and oppressed, but he only realized that the jacket belonged to the man who had once cared for Daseon when Daseon was sick.

"You can use it. After all, this house is the same as yours, so you just use it as you please." Daseon answered the real question for Arvin, but because Arvin was experiencing a fad to think hard, also Arvin seemed to feel guilty?

I don't know, Daseon just replaced him talking, that's what he can do right now. 

“Thank you.” Ashera. Even though he had obtained permission, Ashera was still reluctant to come face to face with Arvin who had already made him hurt inside. 

“There are two bathrooms, above and below. So you just choose.” Daseon added. 

Ashera just kept quiet while hugging the jacket that was already inside the plastic bag. 

And as much as Ashera, Daseon who was still so attentive to him that Ashera finally chose the bathroom above, Daseon immediately turned his gaze toward the young Master. 

“Do you want to be angry about me allowing him to use the bathroom up and down?” Daseon's lyrics, looking for answers by the owner of the Apertment. 

“I'm in a worse mood than last night. I'm tired of arguing again. So don't ask me to talk again.” Arvin replied without caring about Daseon who again stole a glance with a thin smile that immediately disappeared after Arvin almost caught Daseon's actions were always suspicious. 

‘It turns out he if angry would rather be quiet like that.. Well, it's better than him continuing to nag obscurely.’ thought Arvin, sipping the caramel coffee given by Daseon. 

‘It seems the young master is not alert, if I give him the coffee that is in the flask.’ In silence Daseon wanted to laugh at himself, because his young master pretended to be in an arrogant fashion, to not pay attention to what Daseon has done to the coffee water that Arvin had refused when offered by Ashera, but in the end still want to drink it. 

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In the bathroom. 

Ashera was already squatting in the bathroom, and pierced the already dirty jacket. 

‘Can I clean all these stains?’ Look at Ashera against the jacket that has become the most valuable treasure ever. But everything had to run aground after the jacket got dirty, after being mauled by everyone. 

Ashera takes out a clothes brush, soap, as well as some products that are likely to remove clothing stains. 

And Ashera really took quite a long time to clean it, until so long time passed, the end result he was unable to finish all the stains. 

In the condition of the body has really sweat a lot, Ashera also returned to crying. He imagined that the stain that Ashera was unable to remove was quite the exact same when his hands were covered in blood belonging to the father, and even though they had been exposed to rain water, it was quite the same, just after the accident happened, the blood on both hands could not be lost. 

So, Ashera also secretly always carries that trauma. 

‘Hiks...hiks..I'm sorry Dad, I can't clean Dad's jacket. I can't.’ Ashera's deepest heart, then hugged the still-wet jacket. 

A longing he was unable to get back, as his jacket was still filled with stains.