
"I, I want to be honest but-I'm afraid" said Ashera, ending with a small mutter that Arvin could still hear.
Arvin, who was originally about to leave with the intention of luring Ashera to talk, immediately looked back.
The look on Ashera's face looked terrified.
But Arvin had absolutely no intention of doing anything to this woman.
"If you're afraid to keep going, when can you change?" Arvin Interrupt.
Ashera was silent for a moment, she peered at Arvin's face Behind the strands of her unraveling hair.
In his eyes, Arvin who finally closed his mouth, like being suing Ashera for the obligation possessed by Ashera to answer him.
Ashera who grimaced while biting her lower lip, ended up gritting her teeth hard and replied, "Sorry, actually yesterday night, yesterday night I-"
"...." - ".Arvin who was still quietly watching, the corner of his eyes also had time to see tears flowing down his cheeks and ended up falling onto the blanket.
"When I tried u-to get you to the club, I was framed, and because of that, I-a-I... Hiks. I don't know who, because- because of wa-time it-it, hiks, it's pretty c-quite ge-dark." Ashera lowered her head even more, making her tangled hair cover her entire face and closed her eyes while crying as she pleased.
"I'm sorry, I'm stupid, I-I shouldn't have just left, trusted someone else to go see you. I-I don't know if it's a trap.
Ah, it's up to you to believe it or not, because here I am the stupid one, I deserve to be angry.
N-no, whatever you want, I don't matter. S-because I realized, here I am the guilty one.
I, I betrayed you, ah, no-not that.
W-because of my carelessness, I-I... I'm killing a baby?"
Exactly the last word he said, immediately his face turned deathly pale and immediately looked at the face of Arvin who looked ordinary.
It was undeniable that he was quite surprised by his own words. But what was Arvin thinking?
"I kill? Arvin, said you said I didn't" Ashera immediately shut his mouth.
"'I don't mind it,"
Hearing that, Ashera became even more astonished.
Is it just a game?
In that instant of thought, Ashera so laughed sneered.
Laughter that so broke his heart.
Like a paper. The paper can be used as a sheet to write, filling word by word to become a series of sentences that contain many meanings.
However, behind the thin nature of the paper, and easy to form, but can also be destroyed easily, the paper is also able to injure the author's own finger.
And here, though Arvin says that he has no problem, to make Ashera unencumbered with that thought, it is for Ashera himself a painful expression.
"Why did you say that? Why don't you have a problem with me"
Not finished talking, Arvin immediately cut off Ashera's words, "You once told me, if speech is prayer, right?
On the one hand I once said confidently that you would not get pregnant. Although this is beyond estimation, but it seems like it happened in another way."
"But why are you so biased"
Again cutting Ashera's words, Arvin again spoke up, "As far as I am Ashera.
Look, maybe what I'm saying sounds cruel, but the reason you're still alive right now is because he was willing to die to protect you.
I may be the one who doesn't seem to care, but rather than you blaming me for what seems cruel to me, or why the fetus ended up miscarrying, it's better to focus on your recovery.
Your mother, grandmother, Luna, Yuli, Alvian, they're all more worried about you than the real fact that you're apparently -" glancing at Ashera's belly, Arvin added, "Pregnant. So never blame yourself.
It's not your will, or mine. Except fate, and though fate is bad enough for you to face, you can't do anything but think about your future."
"Even so-me" there was one other problem, that night being a pretty gripping night.
Ashera who still remembered it vividly, came back crying and said, "A-arvin, it looks like I've been broken,"
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