Wrong Memininang
The Part 35
Yuki wakes up at half-three in the morning, although it feels cold and sleepy but he needs to pour out his feelings in the last third of the night. Yuki headed to the bathroom to take ablution, the cold of the water and the night he ignored as if greeting him to keep the spirit of the day.
That he was not alone, Yuki had a God who was always there for his servant, where he complained and huddled. Yuki held a prayer mat, he intended bismillah two skataat istiharah hopefully can give peace to his soul.
After Yuki's greeting lifted into her two hands to plead from His help, the girl complained all her troubles to her Lord. Yuki was crying, she was actually crying flashbacks of life during the time in Asher's house were clearly depicted in her brain. Everything, including her rebellious nature, she also felt ashamed that she should be a wife who could serve wholeheartedly, obediently and obediently.
What about his pride? Yes, talking about self-esteem should be a good wife does have to tear it down, though, since the pronunciation of a bond and passing through unification is not self-esteem it is not visible because a wife should be humble in front of the husband.
What if it's like Asher? Whatever the reason Yuki remains wrong, and her husband is also wrong. Should the girl give her a second chance? Yuki resigned, let God guide his way, his duty is only to pray and try.
But not every human being also has a mistake, what is different from him still likes to go with other men who are not mahram. Only time can guide Yuki's step where he should stand. At the intersection of dilemma in the heart.
The silent night and drizzling early morning seemed to be a shahdu introduction. Yuki ended his prayer by opening the blue Mushaf, he read the holy verses to calm his heart.
Allah does not charge a person except according to his ability.(Al. Larkt :286)
You may not like something when it is good for you. And maybe you like something, but it's not good for you. God knows that you know nothing. (Wl. Lecture :216)
Yuki closed the sadaqallah hulngadzim, he kissed the holy mushaf and put it on the table.
There was a sense of relief and also spirit, at least he stepped in with bismillah and self-improvement intentions.
Because time is still too early after morning prayers Yuki sleeps again.
***
A month has passed, every day his time is busy working in Amar's office, yes finally Yuki accepted the offer with careful consideration of course. From monday to noon Yuki ngantor. And in the rest of the days off, he used to take non regular classes. Yuki lived with enthusiasm when again there was an offer of work that was so easy with a decent salary even without difficulty. Consider it the sustenance of God that Yuki must run with a sincerity.
"Yuki....!! Tok tock...." That's mom's voice
"Breakfast, son, the food is ready." Mother half shouted
"Ready bun for a while," Yuki replied with vigor.
Yuki came out of the room with a fresh appearance after bathing and neat, fragrant and beautiful clothes. Head to the dining room with a relaxed pace.
"Eat you a lot Ki, hungry anyway? rich people are two-bodied." Mother's choking spell that instantly made me choke.
"Pregnant? yuki was instantly stunned. "Ah there is no way to bun people now only I'm menstruating again," he replied casually
"I go, Bun, bismillah, may my way be made easy, O Allah..." Yuki kissed my mother's hand with reverence, I've been off to work since this morning.
Today is the second trial of a divorce lawsuit. Yuki was already prepared for not wanting to be late. He has also asked permission to the office not to go to work today for this reason of course. Amar immediately agreed, even the man intended to accompany him in the trial but Yuki immediately refused, really not a solution, which there would be misunderstanding and dispute.
Yuki hopes Asher will come this time and not complicate things. Exactly at 09.00 wib the Religious Court of south Jakarta officially held its second hearing in divorce cases. In this courtroom, the judge still scheduled the health and peace efforts between the parties in the case. For four things that are all related to this household runs in a safe and smooth order.
After the trial was opened and declared open to the public, the litigants were allowed to enter the courtroom. Yuki spread a sweeping look throughout the room. Ah, again the man did not come and this makes him a little upset because his uncooperative can memolorkon time becomes longer.
Health and peace efforts become the opening menu to be presented to the parties. Unfortunately, of the four cases that were heard, only one defendant was present at the conference. So that the mandate of Perma number 1 in 2016 about mediation procedures in court cannot be carried out. But the opportunity is always open and will be tried until the end of the examination.
The trial is a reference here, because from the defendant there is only one person who came. Asher again did not come until the magistrate was forced to decide to postpone, the hearing was in retreat. The trial, which lasted for an hour, ended with a bad feeling, Yuki as a plaintiff and accompanied by her lawyer stepped out with mixed feelings and a little upset.
Huhf
Yuki exhaled a rough breath, it felt really tired to face the harsh nature of Asher not wanting to part. Not to mention his arrival home every day adds to the list of a series of Yuki's twists only. Just imagine the man was tireless in the morning at night just to stand by at Yuki's house. Yuki became not free to do anything. Especially when he went from home just for a short interest like someone watching.
My God, my path is this bad. At the intersection of dilemmas.
Household affairs have not been run in the middle with the task of college that began to greet because after the semester break today also has been busy campus affairs. Especially now moving to the final semester of course many activities that are ready to say hello.
'Welcome to Yuki in the real world, open your eyes and welcome the morning sun with a smile so that your day is beautiful and feels light stepping.' It was a word that Yuki always said when he woke up in the morning.
An encouragement for yourself who somehow to when can survive in this state.
As usual every morning Yuki starts with breakfast, leaving to start the day properly. But there is something different because every morning he will find a rose that says love from Asher.
Yes, the man has not given up. Although I continue to ignore it always shows notice.