
Yuki still pretends to be busy and sinks back into book A3 to complete the design patterns he had previously learned in class. The girl hoped to just mishear and Asher was looking for her attention. But it turned out to be a big mistake.
"Yuki. If again talking it in the face of his interlocutor do not cuekin. Not polite!" the man was annoyed.
Hah, it feels like I want to laugh cynically and knock her head in order to think properly. How could I look enthusiastic about this conversation about another woman.
"You're asking for my approval?" Asher did not answer but instead clarified his wishes again.
"I want to get married again." His words slid forth vividly without any burden.
Yuki stopped her drawing activities. He looked at his face at a glance, then turned to look at the window of the room that began to get wet with splashes of rainwater.
"With or without your permission, I will still marry her. You certainly know our marriage happened not because we were both in love" explained the man
Yuki looked back at him. This time a little longer, trying to dig a gap of doubt in his black eye bead. But then he realized immediately, Asher was not asking but making a statement that did not need answers and opinions from him.
In honey?
God, even if it is permissible in our religion, may he refuse. Yuki is just an ordinary woman, where might she be able to share a husband, even though in reality we can not love each other but if in honey who would want?
"I'm sorry, because I'm going to stick to my decision. We love each other and she'll also stay here, so I ask that you understand your position and be nice to her."
Yuki was still looking at him, didn't Asher feel compassion towards him in the least. Yuki was silent neither saying yes nor refusing. Can't say anything more. After that Asher left the room just like that.
Brakes...
Yuki closed the door of her room so hard. The form of protest and his frustration that he was unable to pour. The girl was angry, Yuki wanted to be angry. Sick? Of course it hurts. It felt like useless trash. Sweet to throw away. If in the end like this, he should let the two families bear the shame because his daughter's son is not married.
Yuki felt toyed with, not considered and never seen in his eyes. "Based on a selfish man, evil!!!" Yuki cursed, scolded, blamed for his own stupidity. Stuck in a fake wedding.
Once he can neutralize what he feels. Soon the girl went to the bathroom to take ablution, went outside with a fresher face, then beristighfar as much. Her crying broke out on top of the prayer mat. At least he was calmer after complaining about his problem with the Creator.
Tired of crying, Yuki decided to just sleep. Even the girl was unmoved, bik Ema had already twice knocked on the door of her room telling her to eat, but Yuki was having no appetite.
An hour later, Ema enters Yuki's room after knocking on the door first. The art put food on the girl's study table. Yuki just glanced over from the top of the bed. Ignoring the arrival of Bik Ema in her room.
"Non, please eat. Mr. Asher told me to take this food to my room."
Yuki was unmoved, a disappointed and angry face clearly imprinted on her ayah face. Bikk Ema approached Yuki, standing right beside the bed. "Miss Yuki must eat, to be strong and healthy. Facing the rigors of the ordeal requires a lot of nutritional intake and strong energy, so what? we are able to stand up against the pain and subvert it into a sense of happiness," said bik Ema at length.
Yuki looked up, looking at Art's face intently. The girl's eyes were glazed. Bik Ema rubbed Yuki's back, trying to pay more attention to the girl. He asked for permission to hug her, of course Yuki nodded, he needed a shoulder to lean on. Bik Ema feeds the girl with affection, she also shares the story of her hard and winding life may be intent on motivating the girl in front of her who looks pitiful.
***
"Will he eat, bik?"
"Yes Master, Non Yuki spent her dinner after I persuaded, now Miss Yuki is asleep."
"Okay, thanks for the bik."
Bik Ema nodded then left Asher who was still at home sitting alone in the middle room.
The morning greeted me so quickly. The alarm on her phone screamed incessantly, the girl deliberately setting the time earlier than usual. Today there was a morning lecture and in a more lazy face to face with Asher. Yuki will avoid her by leaving for campus early in the morning maybe even before Asher wakes up.
But the goddess Fortuna was not taking the woman's side. Because by the time he came down the stairs and prepared to dart through the dining room, Asher was already sitting there quietly and was waiting for Yuki to have breakfast.
"What the fack!!" yuki's upset.
Morning in the heat can be defunct and will not see his face. He called the girl's name out loud. And unfortunately Asher looks so handsome from the distance of the two of them.
"Yuki.." exclaimed the man.
Yuki stopped his wide stride. "Sit down and have breakfast. Get used to breakfast before the activity," Asher said and somehow saw his cold gaze made the girl reluctant to protest and immediately comply. He needed breakfast this morning.
Yuki was unmoved, he turned around and headed towards the dining table. As usual, they eat in silence. Yuki quickly consumed her food so she could quickly leave the house and leave for campus.
"Later in the afternoon I'll bring my wife here. I hope you can be nice to her."
Yuki just kept quiet, immediately finished the rest of his food, which now somehow became difficult for him to swallow.
"I left first," he said in a flat tone and immediately got up from the chair.
After Asher left, Yuki immediately stopped eating the morning. Dropped his shoulders and leaned against the dining table chair. Neutralize the tension that had surrounded his heart. Trying to regulate the breath so that the mood this morning becomes better.
"The world is not over yet, "his murmur is encouraging itself. "I'll show you, I'm fine at the wedding and I'll make sure, after I get the job, I'll go and separate." Yuki's determination strengthened her heart.
Right now, he cannot just run away. Yuki is still in college and he needs Asher's money for tuition. Since marriage, the father has no longer transferred money to his daughter, so all of Yuki's needs are enough for Asher during this month.
At least if he leaves later, Yuki must have his own handle at least a job for him to live everyday. True said bik Ema, he must be strong and healthy to face the reality of life.