Wrong Memininang
The Part 41

"I'm sorry, Ki?" Asher immediately apologized to Yuki who deliberately threw her face in the other direction. "But this is right from the heart, I want to improve myself. Please give me a second chance."

Yuki closed her eyes for a while then let out a long breath. In his face someone who is still her husband status with uncertain feelings. Although he does not like it, he still has to face it, right? Every time I saw Asher, the wound that had not dried was again gaping and could not be removed. As sick as this feels, it is very sick even very imprint up to the soul.

Yuki looked at the clingy Asher, their eyes rubbed against each other and then Yuki turned her eyes in the other direction saying

"I'm sorry I can't, for now I need some time to myself" Yuki said softly as she closed her eyes, and did not feel the clear circle was jostling out.

"Even if you are pregnant with our child, do you not want to change your mind." Yuki looked at Asher with wet eyes I don't know but parting no matter how painful it always ends.

"I am not pregnant, but if God wills her to be present in my womb, I will take care of her and I will take care of her with a lot of love. Don't worry, I won't hate him even if you're his father."

This time it was Asher who shook his head weakly, honestly he was not ready to hear Yuki's decision about rejection. But it seems that sorry is still far from his reach.

"I want us to raise Ki together."

"Don't worry I can be both her mother and father."

"But I don't want to break up with you with our son."

"You can meet him later after this child is born into the world."

"Ki. I can't, I can't run you."

"Why, why is it so complicated? please, I'm tired."

"I love you Ki. I can't grant your request. Sorry."

"I'll hate you even more if you don't want to let me go."

"Are you happy to live without me?"

"Sure, I must be happy..." Don't ask how Yuki's heart is right now, Sakiiit. It is not that Yuki does not want to forgive really in this relationship as well as Yuki many shortcomings and mistakes, to God and partner. He was simply too afraid to try again, too afraid to put his feelings to the wrong person, too afraid to fall in love and too afraid to be disappointed.

Honestly for now, Yuki needs some time alone. It takes time to get your heart back. Let her be even a young widow rather than having to live a stressful, disillusioned life.

"Well I'll do it if it makes you happy and forgives everything. But please don't separate me from our son."

"You can meet him, I won't prevent him from getting close to you. You're still his father and I'm still his mother." Asher cried a heart-wrenching pain. Her Yuki was still firm with her stance. It turned out that this deep she was injured even though there was a bind with her pregnancy.

"I hope you change your mind in the next trial." Asher looked at Yuki. Yuki was silent for a moment and reaffirmed

"Please let me go, be present and follow the trial. So that later I can tell our son that he once loved his mother."

Farewell turned out to be this painful, Asher never expected Yuki's decision to really want to separate from him. But after speaking from heart to heart, and in the end he could not force if Yuki was tormented. For the time being he will just resign himself to hope for the miracle of pleading with the Owner of Life who can turn the human heart back.

Yuki was silent and did not respond to anything Asher said this time. Maybe his decision this time will be considered stupid for choosing to separate in a state of pregnancy but he does not care, for him this will be better for him. It takes time, and somehow Yuki doesn't know.

***

After two days in the hospital, Asher always looked after her. The man had indeed changed a lot either because he had learned to love or just because of the demands of duty.

And today Yuki can go back to her house. But there is something different when he reached the house, because the inhabitants of this house became increased. It looks like someone who is very similar to Brother Zumi welcomed Yuki's arrival at Father's house. She is Zura Zumi's younger sister who used to live with her biological father but is now here.

"Yuki huh?" Zura follows into the room after Bunda delivers Yuki to his room and Dad has a serious conversation with Asher in the living room.

"Dad, I want to apologize to the family and his special to Yuki, I was wrong and many sins but really I'm just an ordinary human being who could have been caliph. I just want to leave, maybe I can't come here often and I leave Yuki and my son father, I return it to Dad even though I never asked. And this is probably my biggest mistake, because I didn't ask him well, didn't ask Dad directly. Please Daddy and family will forgive me."

For now let it be like this first, not Asher who asked but Yuki who did not want to. "I wish someday I could take it back." Asher's eyes are already glazed, he used to ask for Zumi's hand but he now has to return Yuki, why wrongly apply this painful semen.

And after everything is spoken of from the heart it feels to be relieved even though this separation is not his will. But he cannot be as selfish as that is not, if in the end our partner is injured. Letting go does not mean not loving, because the name Yuki has filled the full in the recesses of his heart. He will love all the time, all the time until the end. He even promised himself that he would never marry again other than Yuki.

And for the last time Asher asked Father for permission to see Yuki before he actually separated. Asher approaches Yuki, being escorted by Dad to his room.

"Yuki's... Asher wants to go home, he wants to leave." Father said to tell behind the door, Yuki just nodded with a thin smile no parting words just to look at each other as if their eyes were talking.

A few seconds later, Asher approaches he asks Yuki for permission one last time.

"Let me hold you one last time before I actually let you go." Yuki nodded, he had already established his heart and there was not the slightest doubt, that for now let it remain this way.

"I wish we had a soul mate later on." Asher hugged Yuki long enough, this was so painful for him that even those tears escaped from an Asher Daharyadika. "I say goodbye please take care of our child," Asher kissed Yuki's forehead then crouched down to kiss Yuki's flat stomach still palpating with his palm.

"Good in the belly of Mother dear, I wait for your presence here. Don't make Mommy hard and feel sick, healthy is always a darling." Cup cup cup Asher kissed Yuki's stomach with wet eyes. While Yuki herself was as strong as her heart to not cry anymore, she bit her lower lip forcefully to restrain herself.

"May you be happy with this decision Ki, I love you always and will love you forever."

TB

Hello readers....

I want to give you a recommendation. So because the genre of this novel is indeed quite emotionally draining and tear draining so author saranin after reading "Salah Meminang" immediately slid to "Love You More" there you will be made to laugh with Zidan and Anna in guaranteed smiles all day.

Anyone who has felt the sensation of Salah Meminang to Love You More can comment under the comment field.

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