
Three months disappeared without any news, Azra finally gave up and showed the figure of her who had somehow been hiding where all this time. With his heart pounding, Alan headed to a cafe where Azra had ordered.
This time Alan was already aware of his feelings and wanted to fix what had been destroyed. He was determined to invite Azra to build a family like what his grandfather wanted.
"Yes, I have to say that I love him and I also bring Azra home" Alan said before entering the cafe.
Alan's eyes dyed to look for Azra's whereabouts. Three months apart, making him nervous when he saw Azra's new face that looked brighter even his body was also slightly contained. Maybe after disappearing Azra felt happier, he thought.
"Haii ..," said Alan after discovering Azra's whereabouts on a table.
With a smile on her lips, Azra welcomed Alan's arrival.
"Haii too! Please sit!"
Alan nodded and immediately pulled out a chair that was in front of Azra.
"How are you, Zra? Where do you live now, why can't your phone number be reached?" ask Alan without pause.
Azra just smiled faintly. "My news is good, Lan. I disabled my phone number because I wanted to calm down. Never mind, there's something I want to tell you, but then yeah! I'm curious about the menu at this cafe. This is a cafe that opened a few days ago. He said he had another menu than the others" Azra said with a faint smile on her lips.
Alan felt really groggy. Even his heartbeat was beating strongly. Sometimes he glanced at Azra who was reading the menu book that had been provided. He soon called a servant.
"What do you want to order, Lan?" ask Azra casually.
Alan was stunned by Azra's charm which he thought was getting beautiful, even with feminine clothes, unlike Azra who impressed tomboy.
"Lan," call Azra back.
"Ah, yes. What's up, Zra?"
Azra mende.sah quietly. "What do you think? Relax, we're not long. But before we get to the point, we eat first. I was hungry. So what do you want to order?" Azra asked back.
Not only did his appearance change, but Azra's style also sounded softer, making Alan's heart beat like DJ music.
"I follow you" said Alan.
"okay." Azra finally ordered two portions of the same menu for Alan.
As much as possible Alan was trying to neutralize his unconditioned heartbeat. She was very nervous to answer Azra's question.
"Three months don't meet, you're getting closer or just my eyes are broken" said Azra, who noticed Alan's uncool appearance a few months before they split.
"You're not wrong, Zra. I am like this. Maybe because it rarely takes a shower," jolly Alan.
"Dude, slob!"
The voice and face that were so desperately longed for could finally be heard and seen. Alan was eager to praise Azra's change, but his lips felt faint.
"How, yummy?" azra asked after Alan finished his menu.
Alan's head nodded slowly and said, "Yes, it's delicious."
"You why the hell Lan, I noticed from earlier like not spirit. Is there a problem? Are you being sued by one of the caterpillars for responsibility? Ah, I've come here not to discuss your business. My arrival this time is only to finish our relationship that still hangs. Since our marriage is devoid of love, it is better for us to part. This is our divorce warrant." Azra handed a white envelope to Alan.
Alan was very surprised by Azra's words. Alan's eyes were wide with his heart still beating fast. He really does not believe if anyone can file a divorce lawsuit. With his head shaking Alan disagreed.
Azra was still smiling faintly looking at Alan. "It's serious, Lan! I'm not kidding. It is not good to hang on to a relationship. We got married because we had to. There is no love between us. What is it defended for? A marriage that is not based on love will only hurt you, Lan! You and I need happiness. And my decision to split up is, I don't want to tie you to this wedding setingan, Lan. You need to be happy with the people you love. So do I."
"No! I don't want to part with you, Zra! I love you the same. I want us to start our relationship from scratch. Please Zra! Don't part."
Azra was shocked by Alan's confession saying a word of love for her. Finally what he wanted from a long time ago he could hear. However, Azra unfortunately did not want the word love from Alan. And parting is the unanimous decision.
With a line of lips raised Azra said, "Thank you for loving me, Lan. I love you too, but that was before my heart died."
"What do you mean, Zra?" alan asked with both eyebrows turned.
"I used to fight for you and hope you will repay my love. But in fact, you broke all my hopes. When I was fragile at Bang Delon's departure, you didn't care about me at all, no matter how I felt. Even when I left, you didn't try to prevent me. Until this moment the shadow was still recorded clearly in my memory, Lan. It's all too late. If you love me right now, I'm very grateful to you, but I'm sorry I can't repay your love" Azra said with hot eyes.
Alan really did not accept Azra's unilateral decision. In fact, he had also apologized sincerely so that Azra forgave all his selfishness and vowed never to waste it again, but useless because Azra remained with his stance of wanting a separation.
"Zra, I have to how you can accept my current feelings. I really love you. I beg you, we build up again the rubble that has collapsed so that it can become a solid building, yes. Please, Zra!" Alan continues to plead for Azra to drop their divorce lawsuit. However, this time Azra could not grant Alan's request and was ready to end their marriage.
"Sorry Lan! I can't. I hope you can respect my decision, just as I appreciate all your decisions. Looks like our meeting's pretty up here." Asra immediately moved in front of Alan.
"Zra!" call Alan to stop Azra's move. However, Azra was indifferent not caring.
It's free for Alan to convince Azra that the woman no longer has feelings for him. Alan longed to vent his emotions on the plate and glass in front of him, but he tried to dampen it. "All is patient."
Broken heart for the second time, very painful. Even now it feels like Alan wants to drown on the bottom of the sea to feel how the pain of a broken heart. Perhaps this is karma for what has been done so far.
"Why? Why is it that when I start falling in love, you don't even love me Zra? Wh why? You think I'll come to that trial? Nah! I'll never come!" Alan's hand immediately tore through the brown envelope he had not read. Once satisfied, it also passed.
Azra who had not completely left the cafe could only waste her heavy breath. Disappointed, Azra was able to close the door of her heart when Alan was conscious of her feelings.
"Sorry Lan, your love has killed me."
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A heartbroken Alan could only vent his disappointment at alcohol-containing canned drinks. Even Angga and Jio as the residents of the basecamp felt very astonished. When leaving it looks very radiant, but when coming home it looks very ruined.
"Lo why else, Lan?" asked Angga in surprise.
"Gue doesn't know how to ngadepin women. When I'm in love, I'm definitely left out" Alan said in frustration.
"I was cut off by Oza because of being caught with Mili's horses, now I'm abandoned by Azra because of my stupidity that does not acknowledge my feelings!" alan said as he downed his drink.
"If it's a love problem, I don't go along. I don't know, because I've never been in love. Try to consult with Bang Ke, only once he has a solution. Look at Mouza getting sticky!" jio's advice.
A speck of hope was gone. His love for Azra clapped one hand. Could this be karma for what he had done to Azra at that time. Is this what it feels like to have love neglected?
"Arghh! Look at it, Zra! I will make you fall in love with me again and not be able to leave me! Look at it later!" racau Alan was half conscious. Angga and Jio just threw away his rough breath, it turned out to be true, the heartbreak was able to drive people crazy.
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