
Alan rushed straight to the hospital. He felt really sorry for ignoring Kenza, the boy who already had a dependency on him. Alan can even be said to be Kenza's father, because since birth Kenza has been nurtured by Alan.
"Eza, if anything happens to you, I will never be able to forgive myself. Eza, don't let you drive me crazy! I just wanted to find my happiness that was lost!" rutuk Alan on his way to the hospital.
It didn't take long for Alan's car to reach a hospital where Kenza was being treated. With a half-run step, Alan immediately searched the room where Kenza was being treated. His breathing rang up and down irregularly after finding Kenza's room. Without a second thought, Alan immediately opened the door of the room. The chest felt throbbing when Kenza's hand was attached to an infusion needle, but the boy was very afraid of the needle.
"Well, what happened to Kenza?" alan asked after getting close to Keanu's side.
Hearing the voices from behind Keanu and also Mouza immediately turned his head. "Where are you from?!" mouza asked with a long sigh.
"Sorry, Yes. I was on some urgent business" Alan replied. "Where is Eza?"
"She's gone, '" Keanu replied flatly.
"Hey, I'm sorry I didn't pick up your phone because I was fighting for the fate of my household with Azra" Alan explained.
"You mean Azra has returned?" ask Mouza curiously.
Alan's head nodded slowly in response. "Yes, he's back with my son" he said.
"What?!" Mouza and Keanu were both shocked by Alan's confession. At that time, the eyes of the two filled each other. "So your seedlings hatched too, I think not top cer. Though only one planting," continued Keanu.
"Bang!" mouza Sentak.
Keanu could only mende.sah roughly. And get away from where Kenza is lying and let Alan see Kenza's situation.
"Why is it like this?" alan asked Mouza.
"Maybe because of the slow crying and locked in the bathroom. Lan, I'm sorry if Eza's presence has troubled your life. Eza is my son, but he's big with your hands. Is it after you find your happiness with Azra that you will just throw Eza away?" asked Mouza heavily.
Alan who heard directly linked his two eyebrows. "Even if this little monster has troubled my life, I will look after it until it chooses to leave me. Even if I'm back with Azra, it doesn't mean I'm gonna throw Eza away. For me Eza was an angel sent by God to make me rise from the crumbling of life that almost drove me crazy. How could I have the heart to just throw it away, even though I also have a child," Alan said while stroking Kenza's hair.
"But is it possible that your son and wife will accept the presence of a nobody? Then what if you were faced with two choices to choose one of Kenza or your little family?" ask Mouza with nanar.
What a very difficult question to answer because both are equally important in Alan's life. Kenza was a helper when she fell into a slump while Azra was the woman she loved so much, especially now that there were children among them.
"Why are you quiet, Lan? As a mother, of course I don't want my child to feel pain. Nothing yet, you've destroyed him. What if you are happy with your little family? I'm sure you'll ignore him."
"If I were to come forward with these two heavy choices, I would not choose them, for both are the source of my happiness, Za. Even though I will be back with Azra, the love I have for Eza will not change. So is my love for you that is stored in my heart. Forever you will stay in this heart, even though the feeling is dead," said Alan slowly, because he was afraid that Mouza's handler would go straight up.
"You don't fuck around, Lan! Never discuss a long-buried problem if you don't want any misunderstanding between us" Mouza said.
"But that's reality, Za. Even though I love Azra so much, I still cannot deny your name is still stored in my heart. If you want to light up, just blame my heart that can't throw you away, even though we already have each other's lives."
Not wanting any misunderstanding between the two, Mouza chose to follow Keanu who was sitting on the sofa with Kenzo.
Alan's crazy! He could still have kept my name. What if when he did a long night ritual and said my name. Not only will the fate of his household be on the edge, but also with the fate of my household, especially now that my retainer is very possessive. Bang Ke would have thought if I had a relationship with an ex. Huh ....!