You've got to be mine
I'm Sorry

''You're a woman and you don't usually use logic when you're sad.so Amanda, let me just take you.'' Zayden continued a little pushy.

''O Amanda.Uncle Zayden is right.You must not be alone we are also worried this way.'' said Nayla in support..

Amanda turned her face away, they did not know that the uncle they thought was the guardian angel was actually not right...Zayden is a perverted man who has destroyed himself.

''Well, Amanda gave up.

Nathan was so sad to see the tears that would drip down Amanda's face..

''Uncle Zayden, I want to say something, Nathan said, half-begging.

''Alright I also want to talk to you a lot Nathan.'' Zayden's thesis glanced at Amanda who threw away her face..

Zayden got up from his seat, nodded his head and stepped with Nathan..

''All right..ayo we go now.''

Zayden and Nathan step together and still turn to Amanda, who looks at her intently before disappearing behind Nathan's door...

The two men stepped towards the sofa and sat together there...

''What does uncle want to talk to me about.''

''No. You talk first Nathan..

''This is about Amanda and I want uncle to listen to this.I really love Amanda so I don't want her to get hurt.'' whispered Nathan with a skeptical smile..

''Well tell me now Nathan..''

Nathan nodded obediently....

''Uncle before we go home to my parents and Amanda, I think I need to say this to you..''

''Well.let's just say.what's up Nathan..''

The man sighed before continuing his conversation...

''Actually neither my extended family nor Amanda they knew that Amanda had been married and her husband was now even dead.

Zayden raised his face this was a strange event for him..

''What do you mean they married without parental blessing...''

''It's a long story uncle so I...''

''Just tell me I have plenty of time to listen to you Nathan..''

Nathan froze for a moment.....

''Well then I will tell everything to uncle, so look at uncle.......''

Nathan begins to tell how the beginning of Amanda's introduction and then married Aksa until the man died, Nathan tells everything without anyone being covered...

''Aksa died right before his eyes, and that left a huge trauma to him...nayla and I kept her from getting depressed and every time her parents spoke we always said something nice to them..''

Zayden fell silent while trying to understand Amanda's condition, so indirectly it was he who helped hurt Amanda so..

''So we have to cover everything,...''

''Well.at least until Amanda graduated from college....''

Zayden closed his eyes as he imagined how Amanda was feeling right now....

it turns out that Zayden was wrong in dropping the verdict on the poor woman, but no matter how strong his regret was not able to change the situation...he has made Amanda his and sown her seeds in Amanda's monks even though he is not sure that what they did will pay off...during this time Zayden never let go of safety when making love but with Amanda he was out of control..

''I hope uncle understands and agrees not to make Amanda get embarrassed in front of her own family..''

''Well, then the problem is that I will shut this all down.'' replied Zayden.

''Thank you uncle.I'm relieved now, I don't want Amanda to get depressed because of pressure from anyone..''

''Well, just calm Nathan...''

''Thank you uncle.oya what you wanted to ask earlier..''

Zayden was silent for a while, everything he wanted to ask Amanda was answered by Nathan until he became confused about what to ask...

''Did Amanda have any phobias..''

Nathan scratched his non-itchy head.Isn't this a strange question..??

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''What makes you moody Amanda.''Nayla whispered to Amanda and sat in front of her..

Nayla noticed that Amanda's face had been covered in cloud after they talked about Aksa..

''Hey...already.relakan Aksa...he has calmed down and will never return..''

Amanda bowed her head deeply...

''I really miss him.and I'm so sorry that I never gave him a chance that he could love me. I'm too selfish Nayla.and I'm really sorry now..'' amanda's cry broke right now..

Nayla cried when she saw the sadness in Amanda's eyes.he immediately hugged Amanda tightly to just share the pain Amanda left behind..

''Don't be sad Amanda.I beg you.you are very young and you must be strong to live your life.

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Her morning...

It was agreed last night that Nathan and Nayla would go to the airport first while Zayden would accompany Amanda to Aksa's night before she returned to her town....with Amanda desperately forced into Zayden's car and they split up there..

Throughout the journey Amanda just kept silent not wanting to engage in any conversation with Zayden...

Zayden always looked at him...

''Amanda...''

''I don't want to listen...'' Amanda covered her ears with both hands sign she didn't want anything to do with Zayden..

''I know you're still mad at me. But I want you to know that I'm the man in charge..''

''Please don't burden me again Mr. Zayden...''

''I'm not burdening you Amanda, instead I'm wanting you to share the burden with me.''

''No. I don't want to...''

''Amanda listen to me..''

''I don't want Zayden enough you've done something painful to me and I won't let you into my life..''

''I won't force you now Amanda but listen to this because I won't repeat what Amanda said...''

Amanda stared intently at Zayden who looked serious, what was with this man why his attitude seemed to force.even Amanda did not expect anything to imagine Zayden alone had made it painful..

Zayden stopped his car...

''I was wrong to judge you, which I thought was Nathan's lover.I might even have hurt you deeply in Amanda..''

''Well, I accept your regret, didn't we agree that Zayden didn't get in touch with each other anymore and if we met just assume we didn't know each other..''

''I don't know why we connected Amanda.I'm a grown man who failed to marry while you were briefly married and your husband died.but ironically you lied to your own family..can you imagine how disappointed they would be if you found out you were a widow at such a young age...

Amanda froze for a moment.During this she was lulled with her own pain without imagining the pain of others let alone her parents...Amanda nibbled her temple..

''That's my business Zayden..'

''What if you get pregnant after we do.what do you answer to your extended family..''

Amanda sighed.he didn't even imagine getting there...

''I do not know...''

Zayden advanced his body..

''I want to offer you something Amanda...''

Amanda frowned...

''What do you want to offer me..''

Zayden smiled coldly....