You've got to be mine
Saving Your Own Pain

There's nothing more painful for Amanda than the fact she's hated by the mother of the man who was her husband...this was never even imagined by Amanda before until the pain was so intense inside her...how could so many tries come to him that Amanda felt life was meaningless to him...

The girl closed her eyes as the clear tears escaped her eyes, so painful for her this time that Amanda might not be able to survive..

The sound of the car door opened, and Amanda knew that it was Zayden who entered.while closing the car door Zayden looked at Amanda who was curled up with a slow stuffing barely audible..

''Amanda...'' Zayden touched Amanda's shoulder slowly..

''I'm fine, we'll be late to the airport.'' whisper Amanda in a hoarse voice..

Zayden then pulled Amanda's body to fall into his arms.The girl was not in a position to refuse because at a time like this she really needed a hug...

Amanda's cry broke, and Zayden said nothing but rubbed Amanda's head until the Woman poured out her pain.It was too painful Aksa's mother's words that she could not survive...

''You just need to feel that feeling and trust me you will find the end...

It was there that Amanda realized she was crying in the arms of a stranger she hated...Amanda pulled her body back, they stared at each other, the girl immediately took some tissues to wipe her face...

''Did you feel better already.'' whisper Zayden gently..

Amanda turned her face to the front of the car while nodding quickly...

''I'm fine.'' Amanda returned to her cold face..

He has decided not to share anything with others.let alone Zayden who he just knew..

the car left the cemetery and headed to the airport..

And when he arrived at the airport, Amanda was already looking cheerful.he did not want to show sadness let alone he would go home to his parents.

upon entering the waiting room, Nathan and Nayla are relieved of Amanda and Zayden's arrival..

''Amanda.''Nayla's shriek smiled..

Nathan was also relieved because this time Amanda returned without crying.and Nathan's gaze moved on the figure of uncle Zayden who was not far from their age...their age is almost 10 years.

Why is uncle staring at Amanda in a different way, maybe uncle just pity Amanda it's possible...

''What's all right uncle.'' Nathan said when they met.

''Well..all is well Nathan....'' Zayden smiled as he glanced at the watch in his hand..

''We have to leave right now.'' Zayden said, while Nathan and the women followed behind him..

Today they leave for Nathan's hometown and Amanda by boarding a private plane owned by Zayden Steward..

Amanda immediately took her place to the window and looked out, precisely to the city that she did not want to go to again.too many wounds here.so Amanda decided to release her heart for Aksa here...

Nathan and Nayla sit together with Zayden who is sitting in his favorite place on his plane.View directly face Amanda who is at home staring at the window out there..

Amanda closed her eyes.when the plane began to take off.The girl clasped tightly the necklace Aksa gave her and released it when the plane managed to fly in the air.Still close her eyes Amanda shed tears of farewell..

Goodbye Aksa..welcome to my husband.I'm sorry I can't go back to this city again.but I promise if I am stronger again I will definitely come to see you..... Amanda's inner self began to look sad, and the girl opened her eyes when she severed the necklace around her neck and at the same time...Zayden looked at him sharply...

Degs.....

The deg........

Deg...........

Amanda then turned her face flat and secretly took off her wedding ring.she did not want to make out of shock with her marriage status...

Amanda will come home as a spoiled Amanda and be the favorite of her family she can not wait to go home.while for Zayden this is the beginning of her struggle...the man raised the corner of his lips..

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''Eat.this is the best menu of this flight.'' said Zayden brought his own food for Amanda..

The girl raised her face and looked into Zayden's sharp and mysterious eyes.Why when looking at Zayden's eyes it felt like Amanda was a little creepy...scary and save something..

Amanda turned left and right and found Nathan and Nayla, and she did not notice them because she was staring at the blue sky beside her..

''Nayla felt dizzy and would ask for sleep...Nathan was accompanying her..''

''Why don't I know.'' asked Amanda with her innocent face.

''You're too absorbed by yourself...Nathan wants to tell you but I don't think it's necessary.I'll accompany you here..''

''No need. I don't need to be accompanied..''

''But I need Amanda.and I need to be around you..

''Okey..I think you've looked too far into our relationship Zayden...''

''You mean.'' asked Zayden with a frozen face.

Amanda was serious this time..

''I want to go home and feel calm with my family.I don't want to be with strangers...''

''Considering our family history Amanda.we are not strangers..'' Zayden sipped an alcoholic drink in the glass and gulped it down and Amanda just stared at him sharply.he always saw Zayden could not escape from the controlling drink..Amanda chose not to pay too much attention to it is not her business either...?

''Even though my sister is married to your niece doesn't mean you can get close to me..''

''I'm glad you know what I mean and I told Amanda the truth about my plans to marry you..''

''At least Aksa is not a drunk just yet.'' said Amanda glanced at Zayden who was holding a glass in his hand..

''I'm not a drinker, but adults often do this in order to be calm in thinking about their business..''

''Well, you look so grown up.'' Amanda said.

Amanda pulled her food and began to eat with indifference, while Zayden only noticed Amanda chewing with an anxious face..Zayden won't waste a chance..

The man gulped back down the drink in his hand.while continuing to imprison Amanda's clear eyes...

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After traveling for several hours, they arrived at the airport and were greeted by their extended family, Serena and Marco stood impatient and there were Syakira and Rive as well as all their children and daughters-in-law...

''I can't wait for our daughter Serena'' said Syakira holding the hands of besan and his best friend..

''I'm the same.I miss them..''

The door of the plane opened, and Syakira's smile faded when she saw a foreign girl coming down from the plane...

Who is that girl...? The inner Syakira does not accept,.....