You've got to be mine
Lost Self-Confidence

Nayla's face was deathly pale.His confidence collapsed to the bottom until she almost cried.but tried to hide her sadness deeply..Nayla must not cry or she will humiliate herself.In the meantime Nathan looks bad.he is afraid Nayla drops her tears and makes her family will become suspicious..he also did not want Nayla's value to fall in the eyes of his family and consider this girl a whiny girl.

''Don't cry Nayla.or you'll make all the family see you.we'll fight together.''Nathan smiled..

Nayla nodded trying to swallow the pain and embarrassment.she tried to smile sweet even though her heart was so sore...

''I'm fine.'' said Nayla trying to smile.

''Nathan wiped Nayla's head to calm her down..

All the families gathered together and listened to Marco...

''We'll have dinner at home..''

''Yeyy..

Amanda holds her niece from Matteo and Anna even the 6-month-old baby boy is sticky with Amanda and does not want to be far from Amanda until Ana just resigned..

''Aunty Amanda.Bring Darren with you.'' said Ana resignedly..

''Yey.ayo Darren same Aunty.''whisper Amanda kissed Darren's plump cheeks.

Zayden picks up the car, he'll drive himself and find any passengers to ride with him while everything's up leaving Amanda a vehicle..

''Zayden.please take my brother and my son.'Matteo's ink patted Zayden's shoulder..

''I don't want my sister.I'm with my sister..''

''No. Brother and sister Ana will stop for a while to check out the restaurant that will provide our dinner.so please go with Zayden and don't fuss Amanda..''

Zayden blinked at Amanda who had a pouting but funny face in Zayden's eyes...

''Come in baby.'' whisper Zayden blinked his eyes..

They also enter...

Meanwhile...

Because there is no other car then inevitably Nathan and Nayla have to ride his Daddy car...

''Daddy.....Ma....''

Rive glanced at Syakira who did not speak in the slightest.indeed Rive could read Syakira's anger when Nathan went down to bring Nayla...Rive does not understand why Syakira rejects another daughter-in-law besides Amanda.when Rive saw the arrival of Zayden and the way the man looked at Amanda.he knew that Zayden liked Amanda..it's just...Syakira doesn't see that because her focus is on getting angry at Nayla...

''Bring Nayla in..outside it's cold..''

Nathan turned to his Mommy who did not even look him in the eye.he was silent a thousand languages and believe me this is not at all easy for Nathan..

''Mommy.....''

Syakira turned her face the other way, she was too hurt because Nathan did not even heed her request...

Rive touched his wife's fingers and made Syakira look at him,...

''I beg you dear.do you want our son to be cold and ride in a taxi.he just came...''

''She has let me down so.It is better that she use a taxi and if she does not like me she can stay in her own apartment.'Syakira's thesis was heard by Nathan.

The man tried to swallow his disappointment..

his eyes were teary.he already knew this was going to happen....

''Mommy okay.I'll take Nayla in a taxi.but I won't give up we'll stay at home.with you...''

Nathan straightened his body even though his tears fell.he was a man but the feeling of being rejected by his own birth mother was very painful...Mommy always welcomes herself with a hug but somehow this time is different, just a cold look that she gets..

Nathan was still standing there when his parents' car left them, while Nayla, who saw how devastated Nathan's heart was finally unable to shed her tears...

''Nathan.'' Nayla's voice sounded soft but hoarse.

Nathan turned his head and wiped off his tears he tried to smile..

''I'm sorry.I forgot about you a little bit..''

''I just remembered that I have a family near here.Can I just stay there..Nayla tries to persuade Nathan to let her go..

''What are you talking about.are you afraid of Mommy....''

Nayla smiles...

''I'm not afraid.Why do these guilty feelings keep accusing me...Nathan.before everything goes too far....''

''Come.we'll take a taxi.you'll go back to my house..''

Nathan steps while holding Nayla's hand...Nayla hit him slowly..

''Nayla.....''

Still in the same smile Nayla tries to be strong..

''Well..I gave up Nathan.It wouldn't be so evil if I caused a quarrel between you and your own biological Mommy..''

Silent.......

''Nayla.....''

''Let go of me Nathan.it's better and all will be safe....''

Nayla turned her body and pulled her suitcase..

''I said stop..

Nayla stopped her steps.However she did not turn around.Her tears came down her face, her fingers were even trembling grasping the suitcase in her hands...

''Is this as weak as your love.I even want to fight why you give up...''

Nayla turned her head for a moment and froze as Nathan approached her...

''Did you really love me. I doubt Nayla very much,...''

''Love is not enough Nathan.see me.I am just an orphan girl...I don't have that much confidence.don't equate me and Amanda.she's a crown princess as fallen whatever she is still a princess but I'm different....one mistake will bury me forever...''

Nathan laughed coldly....

''You've seen Amanda.you know her nature.you've met my twin sister and my brother..Daddy....and others.do they look down on you..no Nayla...they respect you.so please trust me Nayla.Let's fight with me..''nathan said with wet eyes..

Nayla was not able to resist crying.yah.didn't she know from the beginning that Mommy Syakira refused.why she became pessimistic like this....

Nathan extended his hand...

''If you love me Nayla then come with me and I will fight for you...''

Nayla smiled once more....

''But if I cannot be accepted please do not stop me.'', whispered Nayla sadly..

Nathan grabbed Nayla's body in his arms and held her so tightly....

''I don't want to lose you, Nayla...