
"Because I just found out, you're not that loving, unlike me who suffered eight years of losing you. Turns out I'm just in love with myself, sick of myself, crazy of myself." The longer, the more my voice recalls his past that continued to hurt when Deval left.
Even when I found out, I could still feel pain. There should be no more taste in the world that I can feel. Aah, can a spirit like me still feel disappointed, hurt, and love?
Deval walked right in front of Via, and touched Via's shoulder. "Why do you think that?"
"I, not one year has spent all my rations on my trip to the world. You, even nearly ten years old, still haven't spent it all---"
Deval tightened his grip on Via's shoulder so he could stop uttering all those misunderstandings. "Listen to me first!"
Via looked right into Deval's eyes. "I want you to see it for yourself!" added Deval.
Via is like crossing time when Deval says goodbye in the ambulance that takes them to the hospital. There was a shadow of the Deval that escaped from his body. Deval seemed confused when he realized he was detached from his body.
Deval caressed Via with all the words that Via could not hear. Deval witnesses Via being scolded and slapped by his mother. Seeing Via was deeply in sorrow. Accompanying the deserted Via alone addresses the mourner who delivered his body to the final resting place.
At that moment, Deval was pulled by two black-robed creatures. Deval is forced to leave Via for a moment and face the questions posed by the two angels who are waiting for the grave.
After some time, Deval returned to look for Via. Via who locked himself inside the room incessantly shed tears in his silence. Next to his bed, Deval was staring at Via, who had hidden himself in the blanket.
Finally he could see the contents inside Via's room. All the strange equipment in his opinion, neatly arranged on the available shelves. The floor of the room was filled with the tissues of Via snot that flowed while crying. Deval climbed into the bed and joined in holding Via who was still shaking in the blanket.
"Via, you have to be strong. There will be a better man for you. He is not a weak man like me. Everywhere, it is the man who is in charge of looking after his woman. It's not like I've always and always troubled you."
The door was knocked by Sabrina several times. Via still not moving. Deval tries to get up to open the blanket, but he can't touch it.
"Via, wake up! You must eat! You must have the energy to face a long tomorrow! Don't do this!"
However, Via's body was still shaking in silence. Deval began to frantically pacing around thinking of a way to get Via out of this room. He tried to unlock the door, but he still couldn't.
Finally, Deval decided to go back to the bed to hug Via who was in the blanket until someone came to try to open the window of the room. Via moving looking towards the window. There's Irin and Rini's sister trying to get in through there.
Deval smiled at the efforts of the two men. Deval in silence continues to encourage Rini and Sabrina to successfully enter through the window there. Finally Via fainted because he was completely drained of energy.
Time travel happens very quickly. Deval took turns to meet his parents who were also no less destroyed when he left. Deval also saw the change of his twin after he was not around. Devan seems to be looking for an escape over the loneliness of being left behind by Deval.
Apparently, Deval spent more time in the world, than in the realm of waiting for eight years. Until the moment of Via's heart, has really switched and was captured by Jimmy. He knows that Jimmy is the upperclassman who always makes him jealous, because he always tries to steal Via's attention at school.
It was at that moment that it actually went from the Via side. His task as guardian angel has ended, because there has come a real angel for this woman he loves. At that time, Deval really stayed in the waiting world. Sometimes I see the condition of my family.
Deval nodded. "I am determined not to leave you until you have found a replacement for me. I'm grateful, it turns out that person is Jimmy."
Via was embarrassed. Turns out, Deval was always by his side. Deval, always be with him. "Are you not angry and jealous to see our relationship?"
Deval then saw all parts of him. "I'm not human anymore. All tastes are the same. All I know is that you mean a lot to me."
Via putting a hand on the chest. However, he felt astonished, why could he still be angry and disappointed. Though he himself is just a spirit that wanders without direction.
"Because your life has not been taken by the Almighty. It signifies that you still have a chance to get back into your body."
Via raised his eyes, walking closer to Deval's face. "really? Why do you know what I'm thinking?"
"I'm not human anymore. Everything you think and say in your heart, I can hear clearly. This incident, it's happened before. There's a person who's presumed dead, his spirit back into the body."
Via's face looked relieved, hearing Deval's explanation. Now he just needed to wait for that time, the time where he would return to his body. Where the husband and son wait.
Some time passed, even though he could not see his family directly, Deval helped inform him about his family's situation in the world. Deval informs him that Romi was successful in testing the device he created to wake Via.
Some time continued to pass, until the time came when Via really felt a change in him. Via's body seems lost arising. "Why is this Val?" tanyanya panic.
Deval looked smiling. "It looks like they've managed to pull you out of here."
Via saw his hand disappear like a hologram out of power. "Val ... Am I really going back?"
Deval nodded steadily. "You have to live happily. Don't waste the opportunity God has given you. I'll monitor your family once in a while, and monitor my family."
Via approached Deval and held Deval's hand. "Thank you, Val. Thank you for everything you have given me. Thank you for traveling with me in this unknown world."
Deval smiled, this time Deval's smile was very loose, making him even more handsome. "Promise to be happy at this second chance."
Via nodded and his tears dripped nonstop. "Val .. Can I say something?"
"What's that? Say it!"
Via momentarily closed his eyes. "I am grateful to know you in the world. I am happy that I have been in your life. I'll never regret, ever love you--"
"Darling ... Darling?"