Young Mama
Chapter 67: ~Jealous Unknown Logika~

Keano was staring alone in his reading room. He stared at the moon shining brightly tonight. But the light was not able to illuminate a gray heart to resist longing. Missed with who? Of course with her boyfriend who is gone. Although now the name of another woman is also engraved in his heart, but the shadow of the woman who used to always accompany him will not be forgotten.

Keano twirled the wine inside the glass. The drink that always accompanied him tat when he remembered the name Violeta. The longing continued to take root, deeply ingrained in his heart. Walk hand in hand with guilt towards the woman who now always accompanies him. She loves Shilla so much, she doesn't want to lose her, but she can't forget Violeta either. Blame his selfish heart. Blame his feelings for not being able to choose. But choosing what? Violeta is now dead and unelected.

Shila walked slowly through the reading room. He looked at Keano who was looking at the moon with a sad look. Even the wine in his glass was just his swirling and reluctant to drink it.

Keano's gaze looked in pain. The pain of enduring a very longing. Shilla could not guess what was in Keano's heart, but Shilla could guess what was really going on when she saw a sweetly emblazoned photo next to her.

The pain that he had unexpectedly traveled through his heart. He tried to dampen everything he now felt, but the pain continued to slash without him asking.

The logic says do not cry, but the heart already feels the pain is too deep. Shilla knew that Keano still liked Violeta, but when she saw her like this, her heart was unable to stem the feeling of jealousy.

Shilla's mind said it was okay, but her heart still hurt. Trying to move on, trying to make peace, accepting the reality, but whatever the power, Shilla is just a human who is full of shortcomings.

Shilla flinching. He who was about to call Keano forgot about his business. He looked at Keano in silence. He just kept praying that he deserved to be with Violeta in Keano's heart.

"Well, Shilla, she just misses Violeta like you miss your mama." Shilla softly stroked her chest to calm herself. His heart screamed in tears. Which woman can see her lover miss another woman? no woman is that strong.

Shilla used to be so sure that he could accept Keano's half-heartedness, but in fact it is now so heartbreaking. He was unable to withstand the turmoil of the desire to have it completely. And without him noticing, a clear feather caressed his cheek.

"Why does it feel so painful?!" Shilla moaned without a sound. He didn't want to disturb Keano's long daydream. Shilla slowly retreated and immediately returned to her room. His body was limp behind the door. He rested the burden of his heart, he spilled all the pain he had just felt this time.

His right hand hit his chest. Hoping that the pain within was disguised by his punch. But as if the heart does not obey logic, the pain is increasingly raining and stabbing.

Shilla curled up in pain. Just this time he felt a great pain in addition to being left behind by his mother. Even he forgot Kenzo asked to make milk. Let Harumi handle Kenzo first. Let Shilla enjoy the pain she has never felt. Pain that can certainly make his heart and soul become stronger and stronger.

"What way should I know you, Vio?" Shilla asked the empty air. He was eager to get to know Violeta without asking Keano. Not to be his successor but Shilla wants to know what kind of figure is still residing in the heart of his lover.

Shilla was still curled up on the cold floor. He didn't care that his body could get sick. Jealousy has erased his logic. He didn't think about how Kenzo would feel if he got sick. All the logic he had was buried momentarily by jealousy.

Time continues to crawl with certainty. The day is getting late. But Shilla is still loyal to his fall.

One minute, he was lost in jealousy.

An hour, the pain was so painful.

Two hours, it's raining.

Three hours, longing to tear everything down.

Four hours, baby, strengthen his heart.

Five hours, love made him rise.

Shilla was not a weak girl who could be subverted by a pseudo-feeling. Jealousy that had reached him was just a pseudo feeling that momentarily destroyed his common sense.

Shilla stood up. He removed the tears that had been shed. He walked to the bathroom to cool his brain, which had heated up. Not usually bathing in the early hours, making the body shilla shiver. Plus he's been curled up for hours on the floor. He also intentionally did not use warm water. The body is hot. But he felt a very cold. She coiled under her blanket looking for warmth. A thread of sweat continued to drench his forehead and body. But still Shilla felt cold until the morning.

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Kenzo is cute with his school uniform. Today is Kenzo's first day of school. Mingling, socializing with other children. She was so happy to finally go to school. Plans are neatly arranged in his intelligent brain. He can't wait to meet his new friends.

"Where's Shilla?" The distinctive heavy sound shocked Harumi who was trying to feed Kenzo.

"Miss Shilla hasn't seen the master." Harumi answered politely.

Keano's feelings became worried. Shilla's not usually late to get her breakfast. With long strides he rushed to Shilla's room. He immediately pushed open the door of his girl's room with a slight commotion.

Thankfully, Shilla never locked the door. He's worried that Kenzo's looking for him and getting used to not locking the door.

Keano walked in and found Shilla still curled up in bed. A thick blanket wrapped around his body. Keano walked towards him and was about to tease Shilla.

"Darling, did you deliberately tease me?" Keano sat on the edge of the bed.

Shilla was still unmoved enjoying her beautiful sleep. He did not know the whereabouts of Keano who was already sitting next to him.

"If you remain silent, I force you to wake up, of course in a way you can never imagine." Keano is back to teasing Shilla. But still not getting a response.

Shilla's silence makes Keano even more want to judge him. She slid her body under the blanket used by Shilla. The plan wanted to tease the girl, but there was an awkwardness there.

Shilla's body had been drenched in cold sweat. He was unconscious and his body temperature rose dramatically. His skin was pale and his lips were turning blue.

Keano immediately got up and opened the blanket used by Shilla. Now he could see clearly how his girl was suffering alone all night. Deftly he immediately carried and ran towards his car.

Down there the people who saw Keano's panic also immediately stood up. Moreover, Kenzo, he immediately cried loudly to see his beloved mama unconscious in Keano's arms.

"You two take care of the company, I'll take Shilla to the hospital." While running out Keano gave the order. "Harumi, between Kenzo schools, this is her first day." Keano has already dashed away from them all.

In Harumi Kenzo's arms rebelled. She kept crying to her mother. He even beat Harumi up because Harumi didn't let go.

"Little master, listen to papa's words yes, little master must be in school."

"No!" Kenzo was still rebelling and crying loudly. "Mama! Kenzo wants mama!" Kenzo yelled out a scream calling for Shilla. Her cute face had changed with wounds. Kenzo could at least see Shilla was sick. The child will be difficult to control if it concerns the mother.

"Mr Kenzo," Leon crouched down giving a hug to Kenzo, hoping that the hug would calm him down. "mr Kenzo listen to Papa Kei's words yes, if Mr. Kenzo doesn't go to school, you must be sad. Mr Kenzo wants a sad mama?"

Hearing Leon Kenzo's soft words was a little quieter. He thought for a moment about what Leon said. And the words are true, if he doesn't go to school, his mother will be sad. Kenzo doesn't want to see a sad mom.

Finally Kenzo nodded. Although only with Harumi, Kenzo will still attend school as recommended by his father and mother.

"Sister, if we go home later we immediately see the mother." Pinta Kenzo on Harumi with still as much fun.

"Okay, little sir." Harumi smile. He was helped by Leon who was able to calm his little master.

"Alright, then let's all go together."

Leon's words were embraced by everyone. Including Rose who also looks can not be separated from Harumi. Moreover, the nanny girl always looked at Leon with a different view.

"You need to be tougher, son." As everyone left, Mamoru came out of hiding. He intentionally did not show himself. He just wanted to monitor, see his children grow up more resilient.

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