Young Mama
Chapter 69: ~Mental Strong Comes from Hati~

A woman covered in blood with a big belly ran for a beat. His face was already in an unrecognizable mess. His right hand held his huge belly as it protected from distress.

"To..long..."

Shilla was restless in her sleep. He saw the picture again.

Shilla's been treated by a doctor. But because his fever did not go down, he was not aware.

Keano noticed Shilla's unease. It's Shilla's hair-loving, unraveling wish her presence was known by Shilla.

Keano still faithfully accompanied by his side. He ignored every incoming call even if it was important. There's nothing more important than Shilla right now. He's too stupid not to know early. He's too stupid to enjoy longing for the past. If you knew it would be like this, Keano would have accompanied Shilla last night.

Shilla began to calm down as Keano's hand gently stroked her. It was like there was an indescribable sense of comfort. His breathing began to be regular. His face was already back in color even though it was just a little. But not as pale as when Keano took him to the Hospital.

"Kenzo." Shilla's lips muttered softly calling out her son's name. "Kenzo." His eyes are still closed. Shilla continued to call Kenzo. Although she is still unconscious at this time, it is like the inner bond of a mother who feels her child is in danger.

"Hey..." Keano patted Shilla's cheek slowly. "Hey.. wake up Shilla baby, hey." Keano kept patting for Shilla to wake up. Looks like he's having another nightmare about Kenzo.

Shilla woke up with a breath of breath. A thread of sweat slid down from his forehead. His eyes ran throughout the room. And he found Keano's smile.

However, seeing Keano Shilla so recall the face of longing his lover to the former. He tried to keep smiling. The smile he forced, yet he made it as natural as possible.

"For Kei." Shilla tried to pull her lips so that a smile was created. Although it is still so painful, but he must remain firm.

"Basic." Keano ruffled Shilla's hair dear. "Look at what time it is. It's not morning anymore."

"Eh...?" Shilla stared at the clock on the wall. It's not morning anymore. And he even fell asleep.

"Something is felt? Don't just shut up if you're sick, Kenzo is so worried about seeing you unconscious. So do I." Keano pretended to sulk. He'd almost want to mess up the hospital if anything happened to Shilla.

Shilla shook her head slowly. What he felt right now was his heart, not his body. But there's no way he'd say that.

"Kenzo! Kei... Kenzo has to go to school!" Shilla panicked as she recalled that today was Kenzo's first day at school. He was really stupid already ignoring his own health.

"Calm down, Kenzo's leaving with Harumi." Keano immediately hugged Shilla who was about to run away, there was even an infusion hose stuck in her hand.

"But.but Kei... Kenzo will feel inferior, surely his friends are ushered in by their parents." Shilla wanted to cry. She failed at being a mother. Happiness drove a schoolboy for the first time to run aground.

"Kenzo doesn't have papa ma, Kenzo is happy to make new friends." Suddenly from the direction of the door came Kenzo with Harumi. The boy was still wearing his uniform after school came to see him.

Shilla stretched out her hand so that Kenzo would embrace her.

With the spirit of Kenzo immediately rushed to embrace his mother. Channeling the anxiety that had been buried earlier.

"I'm sorry dear mom." Shilla apologized for missing the first session of school entry.

"Kenzo's happy to make new friends, it's okay mama didn't deliver, mama's sick." Kenzo smile. But Shilla caught no awkwardness in that smile.

"Mom's son why hm?" As if understanding Kenzo's anxiety, Shilla gently asked what her only son was feeling.

But Kenzo just nodded. He didn't want to add to Shilla's ailing burden. Kenzo loved his mother very much, he never wanted to hurt her, even if it was just a hair.

"Mom knows Kenzo's hiding something from mama." Shilla confirmed Kenzo's position to be more comfortable in his lap.

Kenzo was still silent and more tightly hugged Shilla. He wanted to continue like this, feeling the warmth of his mother at all times.

Leon who was delivering Harumi and Kenzo signaled to Keano. He wanted to immediately report the incident that Kenzo had experienced. He doesn't want Kenzo mentally down because of the little things.

Keano walked out following Leon. Looking at Leon like that, Keano could guess something happened without his knowledge.

Shilla who still calms Kenzo only sees Keano's departure without asking. Seeing his back disappear behind the door, his mind went everywhere. He had imagined that the back would completely disappear and not come back.

"Kenzo doesn't want to tell Mama?" Shilla tried to persuade Kenzo again.

Kenzo just stared into Shilla's eyes deeply. It was seen there that her mother was very worried.

"Mommy sorry." That's all Kenzo can say. Kenzo hugged Shilla back tightly. "Sorry mom." A guilty tone sounded from Kenzo's apology.

Shilla's heart was sore. He did not understand what was going on, but seeing Kenzo like this was his deepest wound.

Shilla returned the embrace of her son affectionately. He calmed Kenzo that there was nothing to forgive.

"Why is Kenzo apologizing?" After Kenzo felt quite calm, Shilla asked again. He doesn't want Kenzo to bear the burden of the mind. He must know what his son is feeling.

"Sorry Mama, Kenzo didn't listen to my mama's advice." Kenzo's clear eyes began to glaze over. It's not usually the boy crying. Even falling down and bleeding knees, she would never cry. But now the tears seem to want to spill by themselves.

Shilla listened to Kenzo carefully. He looked at Harumi who had been silently looking down. He wants to ask Harumi, but it seems Harumi also feels guilty about not being able to protect Kenzo properly.

"Kenzo listen to mama." Shilla held both of Kenzo's cheeks and took him to face each other. "Kenzo's sick, talk to mama. Kenzo is sad, talk to mom. Whatever Kenzo's feeling, mama should know."

Kenzo looked at his mother nodding. He can't keep her thinking. Especially when they are sick too.

"Then?"

"Kenzo's... Kenzo's..." Kenzo hesitated a little to tell his mother. But seeing Shilla who looked at him confidently, he ventured to tell her the things that burdened him.

"Yes... Kenzo why?" Shilla waited patiently, stroking Kenzo's hair.

"Kenzo hit the bad boy ma." Kenzo felt guilty. He did not dare look into his mother's eyes.

"May you know why Kenzo hit that bad boy?" There was no angry tone from Shilla's words. There is only the tenderness and affection of a mother there.

"He pushed Kenzo's friend to tears." Kenzo still did not dare to raise his face. He neglected to listen to his mother's advice.

Harumi who heard the words of her little master was stunned. "So little Master was sad for hitting that kid? Not because of the lowly remarks that were addressed to him?" Harumi. He was amazed by the mindset of the child who was under five years old.

Shilla hugged Kenzo again. She smiled proudly at her son. Although Kenzo cannot see Shilla's smile, Kenzo can feel that his mother is not angry with him.

"Kenzo has heard what mom has said." Shilla was still hugging caressing Kenzo's soothing back. "Kenzo's been protecting the weak, how can mama be angry with Kenzo."

Hearing Shilla's sentence, Kenzo looked up to a questionable gaze. At first Kenzo thought Shilla would make a long speech. But in fact Shilla even justify his attitude.

"Mama's not angry?"

"Kenzo's a hotshot mama, where can mama be angry."

"But Kenzo already hit the rich man's son."

"Who in this country is richer than Papa Keano?"

Kenzo agreed pleased. Her mother was right, no one could match her papa in this country.

Shilla did not intend to boast about being able to be with Keano. But he said like that to restore the mental fruit of his heart. She doesn't want her son to feel small. His son must be strong and proud, he has people who love him very much.

Harumi was moved by the sight.

So did Keano who eavesdropped from the outside, she was proud of Shilla. He wants to acknowledge her as a husband. Just inaugurate it. Keano promised, he would make them all happy. Although his heart cannot be given to Shilla in its entirety, all that he has, is Shilla's and his son's.

Seriate...