Zehntara
Chap 17 (Battle of Hearts)

...Enough this time...

...I don't want a glimmer of a wound...

...Stamp on!...

...I hurt my body and soul...

...I will not let love...

...Torture! ...

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The air this afternoon blew cold, until it pierced into his soul that felt lost. No more glimmer of hope. No more words to be spoken, all like a pity who arrived to stop by him. The memory of his love so deep felt scorched in reality. Saniya's voice continues to ring like a bitter song that must be heard.

Crushed as sharp sharp words pierced Tara's heart. Unexpectedly, even Saniya could tell him.

"Tar, if I say that I still love Zehn how do you think!?."

Tara's hand stopped when she wanted to pick up the book, her body wanted to move but her soul was still not in sync with the circumstances. Want him to brush off the strange thoughts that were already floating in his brain.

Tara cleared her throat, trying to neutralize her attitude.

"Since when did you love Zehn?" said Tara, not daring to look at Saniya. His hands focused on sorting out the milah of the book, but his delusion invites to fly.

"When Junior High I realized that I had more feelings than just a friend to Zehn."

"Did he know too!?," he looked at Saniya's eyes, he was reluctant to hear the answer but his mouth could not control.

Saniya nodded strongly adorned with her smile that was so sweet, and managed to dim the aura of Tara's face.

"Even we dated for almost three years!!."

Tara's heart pumps faster, propagating throughout her body that feels weak.

'Why it hurts more than yesterday.'

"But baby, I broke up a year ago!."

"And that decision is only coercion. Though I am the same Zehn still love each other!," continued Saniya glanced at Tara with a hidden aura.

"Ke..why did you break up!?."

"Because I know how Ziro feels!."

Tara blinked in confusion, pleading for Saniya's explanation from her gaze.

"The three of us have been destroyed. It's all because I feel the same way that Zehn has made Ziro hate his own brother, maybe until now."

"And I know all that, they're still the same!."

"Makhsud lo, Ziro also likes__."

Tara's words stopped as Saniya nodded slowly as if knowing the thoughts of the girl in front of her.

'So their relationship was ruined because of this?.'

"Well!."

Saniya takes Tara's grasp, bringing their views to meet each other. The ticking of the clock seemed to be the sound between the tension of Tara's heart.

"Gue please answer honestly!!!."

"Do you have the same feelings as Zehn!?."

Deg

Soon he shifted his eyes in a direction. This question again that Saniya asked, did Saniya know Tara's true feelings from the beginning?.

"Honest Tar!."

'Gue can't possibly hurt Saniya'

"Gue____no sense of the same Zehn. I consider him to be like my own brother!."

Saniya's face was happily beaming, her heart cheering wanting to fly higher. There is a fear that Tara will boomerang for her.

Saniya breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank God that you have nothing in common with Zehn. I'm afraid later if you will be disappointed, so I'm honest with you before everything gets more chaotic!."

Tara nodded and smiled blandly. As much as possible to hold the dam that is ready to explode out at any time.

"Tar!."

"If you change your mind, don't let you like Zehn. And I beg to remove that feeling if there is!!," said Saniya stabbing netra Tara who is getting heated.Saniya stepped away leaving Tara in silence took her feelings slowly. He whipped his heart every second. Lamenting the fate that has not been carved in every moment.

Her tiny body slumped down, leaning against the towering bookshelf. Escape his defense, the more swift the clear flow was sliding accompanied by sobs that sounded so bitter. His chest was like being squeezed, no soul wanted to live in him anymore.

Her brain floated in light of Chika's words, is it always true that first love will never unite?. Even now he had not stepped up, but the harsh reality hit.

The book around him can even ease the painful first love Tara. The sound of her crying seemed to make the clock tick slower and stop time to make room for Tara's heart.

"Gue didn't expect the pain of a broken heart to hurt more than the nagging father hikkss..."

Forgive the Tar:(

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Ratih looked at Tara's sad face on the doorstep. After school there was not a mouthful of rice coming in, only a sad look on his daughter's face. Not many words were issued, even when Dirgo was convicted was not responded to at all. As a mother, Ratih could also feel what her daughter was going through.

Slowly Ratih approached, gently rubbing the back of Tara who was daydreaming staring blankly at the flower in front of her. Ratih's soft smile emits staring at the netra Tara who looks damp.

"Tumben mother's daughter daydreams herself, usually the most excited when at home!," said Ratih landed the body beside Tara.

Tara hugged Ratih from the side, she wanted to take out a heavy object that seemed to hit her chest. He really wants to complain everything to the mother, but it feels funny just to open his mouth.

"For why the hell is this mother's child!?, why frown from earlier?," he said stroking Tara's head.

"Mother!?."

"Hmm?."

Silence, she could not say the word. Only a sobbing began to sound, Ratih increasingly carrying Tara in the warm embrace of a mother. His shoulders were getting more stout when the incident last afternoon continued to rotate his dimemori.

"There's an evil same Tara hmm?, say the same father!!!. Let's be shot dead all those who like evil as this beautiful mother's child!," joked Ratih even make Tara more and more raved.

"Sick bun, Tara never felt this sick!, Tara was not strong bun hikkkss...."

"Mother knows without Tara's story, mother knows son!."

Ratih's eyes also began to look glassy, seeing his daughter who moved into adolescence. In the mind of Ratih is only the one he is afraid of, his daughter who will start to get to know what love is and powdered love broken heart. She doesn't want Tara to fall into a feeling problem that could get her off track, she knows youth is now very vulnerable. They do not yet know the full truth of love, love that is so painful.

If you dare to love, you must also dare to be hurt.

"Don't keep getting into the puddle of feelings that only hurt you, be sincere, baby!!!. Don't make your soul hurt, don't force it!."

Tara took off the embrace of the mother, wiping away her tears looking at Ratih who was also smiling towards her.

"Mother knows what!?."

Ratih chuckled, "Mother was also once young son!."

"Keep your mother know about Tara's problem?," Ratih nodded to review the smile.

"Mother really knows?, does Tara why bun?."

"The mother's children are heartbroken, right?."

Tara's face flushed red, turning a look of ignorance from the mother.

"Emang Tara has been dating!?, why don't you know?."

Tara quickly shook her head, "Tara's not going out!."

"Oh means Tara is again rejected yes love!?," Tara further pursed her lips. " Say you know, how can you still guess wrong!?."

"Well what dong, he said again heartbroken!?."

"Well, Tara is no longer dating nor is she rejected!."

"If so the story Tara is not heartbroken dong!," teased Ratih menoel Tara's nose.

"Keep what's the name?, Tara's heart hurts so much bun. It can't be explained!."

It hurts not bloody, well this is it!!!.

"You don't know what his name is, ask Dirgo anyway!. He was the expert on heartache," Ratih chuckled at Tara's increasingly upset reaction.

"What the hell mother!!!."

At night the sound of the mobile phone ringing did not stop. Wanted to lift up, but his mind refused to serve. From inside the apartment, someone had been worried since this afternoon. Many times he contacted the name in his brain, but never returned.

"Why don't I feel good?."

Zehn breathed a rough breath, tired from thinking about Tara who had no news since school. Even Tara did not come home with her, the last time she was with Saniya she could not find Tara who arrived lost.

"Bang bang Dirgo has come home, but a call from me why not get picked up?."

Tara drowned her face on the pillow, a true fear really felt the first time just because of love. A word of love that has made him want to plunge into the sea. It's a long time to be crazy like this.

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...~Don't forget to respect each other😉...

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