Zehntara
Chap 48 [Tara Diary (Small Letter To The Universe) ]
My eyes were incessantly releasing clear liquid. I don't know how long he's been squatting in front of a still wet mound. His gaze was empty with a sobbing sound that could still be heard. His face looks pale with his school uniform that already looks cute.
His eyes were swollen, had been for hours he was silent accompanied by a breeze that felt painful. His heart seemed to be pierced many times, a sense of tightness squeezed his chest to the recesses of the heart.
His heart and mind tried to resist, but the reality that was in front of his eyes right now really hurt. It turned out that this feeling was as painful as it was, never imagined by him.
In front of the headstone bearing the name Zehn arialdo bin Aryo 25-04-2021, now his heart is really broken. His world instantly died with his passing.
"Yes baby?."
"Don't call me that kayak, ticklish to know Zehn!."
"Yes, this is the last call."
"You're evil, last call? Arrghhhh no Zehn.gok, call me dear again Zehn hiikkkssss!."
"Eternity, like?."
"Our love will always be eternal Tara."
Yes, perhaps what Zehn meant was immortality for a long time. Bringing their love story to eternity, writing the history of their story to a different world.
The memory of that beautiful night continued to be a shadow, every word of Zehn like a signal. As if he was tired, giving up might be the best option.
"If you don't exist, then who am I to tell? I won't be able to tell you. Because you're the main character, Zehn," Tara said so heartbreakingly.
"I'm sleepy Tar."
"Sleep first, but not for long."
"Why?."
"Fear I was alone here? You're sleeping."
"She slept here."
"I told you to sleep for a while Zehn, not for as long as He," Tara's hoarse voice. His hand squeezed the ground so firmly, holding back the tears that again wanted to break out.
"Tar, I'm tired."
"What a shame, because of the surprise all day?."
"Hhmm," Zehn replied that was out of sync with his heart as well as his current state of mind.
"The client went home, but didn't know what the real house was."
"Go home Om Aryo aja Zehn, don't go to the apartment-."
"Kasian aunt Indira, she really wants you to go home."
"Hmm, home? I don't know."
"I told you to go home to Om Aryo Zehn's. Not the house of TUHAANNN..."
CEETARRRRR
Tara's scream was accompanied by a lightning sound with a speck of rain that began to fall soaking the earth. It seems like the universe knows that his heart is not okay.
The afternoon sky began to be covered in black clouds. The speck of rain water increasingly heavy, no matter the frail body that is still faithfully accompany the mound of land.
"If I had known that night the last night of our story, I wouldn't have let you leave me alone with so many regrets, Zehn."
"Why did you choose to leave on the day I grew older, Zehn? Why?."
"You've made me hate my own birth! You've taken my life with you, Zehn."
"Don't ever stay with me, huh!?."
"Yes, I also don't want to be away from you Zehn."
"You break Zehn's promise, you told me to promise not to stay with you."
"Ta.but what?? You go too far, until I can't take your hand anymore."
"Why Zehn? Tell me if you're tired, you can rest..."
"....But not for long."
"I won't regret our meeting which was ultimately united by separation, not at all. Really, I was lucky to find a person who managed to change the story of my life to be more meaningful. Understand what true happiness means. Thanks you so much Zehn, I love you."
"I'm sorry, I never expressed my feelings to you. Sorry, Zehn."
"Don't feel lonely, I'm always here. Sleep tight, Tara's Zehnya."
Having good memories is not a good destiny. The more beautiful the memories, the more painful it feels to lose. Relieve and let him go, even though it is as difficult and painful as it is.
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...Tara's Diary...
...(.(.A little letter to the universe)...
...Hi, my Universe...
...Are you satisfied with your sleep?...
...Are you tired, huh? Not open your eyes again?...
...Have you forgotten your promise to the Universe?...
...Of the many ways to leave, why did you choose death?...
...You should know that to me you are all I am...
...But the universe is very happy to joke...
...He brings love without aba aba, then...
...Wound with arriving...
...Now I know, as hard as you can keep...
...Those who leave will still leave...
...Yes, the universe loves to play tricks on us...
...In that funny way...
...You are the universe, where I want to travel...
...Your heart is home, where I live forever...
...But the universe just wants us to meet...
...Not to unite...
...The universe that knows, this moment of longing incarnates into prayer...
...Which I always promised him...
...Maybe we have the same goal...
...But the universe doesn't allow us to walk together...
...Maybe the universe is joking...
...We found each other injured...
...I don't know, lately the universe has been unfriendly to me...
...Striking so hard as if forcing me to lose and give up...
...Now, making peace with the universe is the best thing to heal wounds....
...Although short, those memories will never be lost All have been preserved well in my life history The most beautiful farewell I will always remember...
...I'm sure the universe will reunite us....
...Because we are actually found to be united, even in the next life...
...You and the universe are a beauty I can't achieve with just a word...
...Goodbye my eternal lover...
...I let you go even though it feels heavy...
...I love you, Zehn...
...Love eternal...
...ZehnTara's...
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