
I chose to silence all of Febby's chatter about the Ocean's feelings for me. I can't believe, for me it's the dimeiest shit I've ever heard.
"You don't have another schedule, Feb?" I asked after a long silence and Febby also chose to sit back while playing his smartphone.
"My schedule is here, this is the command of the hospital's largest shareholder so I can refuse." He said with his eyes focused on his phone screen.
"You mean, Sam?" I don't believe it.
"Yes, who else could have made me a baby sitter for Venus?" Grieved annoyance.
I actually wanted to ask Sam where he was now but was embarrassed, but I was also curious.
"Emmm... Feb, Sam where is it?" Finally the question came out despite the hesitation.
"Why? The kangen? Women are so well, been hurt until life is almost lost but still love." Febby shook his head looking at me pity.
"I want to get out of here, can you help me?" Trying to be okay, who knows Febby would be kind enough to help me get away from his crazy cousin.
"I still love my life here brother, if until I help my brother escape from here, I can be sure I will be sent to Zimbabwe this very second."
I sighed rudely. Looks like my efforts to ask Febby for help won't work.
"Feb, can you ask for a hijab? I was afraid that a man would come in. Or borrow a prayer tool you can also?"
"But I'm a non-Muslim brother, I don't have a prayer tool." Honest answer.
"Oh.sorry." My words are wrong, it turns out Febby is not Muslim. Meaning the Ocean is also most likely non-Muslim. Thought.
"So calm down, brother Sam has warned the hospital so that not just anyone who comes here. Bodyguards guarding outside will also not enter here, so it is safe. Brother Sam knows that Venus' sister doesn't want her aura to be seen." It was as if I understood my worries.
I opened my lips to hear it. Isn't Sam most often insulting the way I dress which he says doesn't attract him?
"But Venus knew you were involved in a love of different religions?"
"meaning?"
"Ah.have it.don't respond. I'll find the prayer tools with a friend here. Awaiting yeah.." Febby stood up and walked out of my room.
"Thank you." Say to him again.
In less than 30 minutes, Febby had returned with two large paperbags.
"Dresses and Venus's prayer kit are ready! I cleaned up Venus's body first." Febby quickly took water and cloth to clean my body.
"We're going to the bathroom, I'd like to pee, too."
"Dispose of water in diapers."
"I'm not comfortable, anyways I want to pray, want to clean first. The only thing that hurts is my arm, my leg can still walk."
"Yes, here I help."
Slowly Febby helped me get out of bed, the pain in my arm wasn't as painful as it was this morning, probably due to the effect of the medicine Febby was given after breakfast.
Febby hung an infusion bottle on a pole that was already available in the bathroom and then wanted to help me take off all my clothes.
"Let me, you do not take offense, actually in my religion women of different religions actually also can not see our aurat." I said politely.
"But if an emergency like this cook can't be too sis? Said my Muslim friend, even eating pork can be if for example the situation is very emergency." Refuted.
I could only round my eyes to hear the facts I had just learned. My face was flushed with anger and shame.
"No way.." I tried to dodge. I want to keep where my face is when I see him again. He will surely insult me even more.
"What is impossible? Did you expect Robby to do it?"
I shake hard, where do I want to be?
"You want Robby or Sam or any man I don't want, Feb. How could Sam change my clothes without permission? I'm embarrassed!" I was upset to complain about Sam's presumptuous attitude.
"Udah is too. Emergency, emergency!!! If you don't get your clothes changed soon, Venus's sister might be dead from shivering in the cold."
"But I'm ashamed, Feb. What do the people in the office say? I've had enough of a no-no for being Sam's coffee maker, I have feelings too. Being accused of nothing hurts, Feb!" I'm the one who's been confiding in Febby.
"So calm down, everything has been arranged the same brother Sam, the office he had vacated before he carried the body of his brother to the car. Surely no one in the office knows but Robby." Febby said proudly as if they were repeating the incident in his mind.
"Alhamdulillah then." I'm grateful. It's not good to be a gossip in the office.
"Yes, you go out first, I'm going to pee!" Throw me out after all my clothes are gone.
"Dispose brother, I'm not here. It's ordinary!" Answer's relaxed.
"It's not just peeing, Feb. My pupils won't come out if you're watching me." I've had a hustle to see Febby who still insists on not leaving me in the bathroom alone.
"But-but
"Please, Feb!" I pleaded in frustration.
"OKAY.oke..!"
Eventually Febby relented as well and immediately stepped out of the bathroom.
I immediately finished my wish and continued with a potluck bath. When I'm done, I go back and call Febby to help me put on my clothes.
"Don't wear it internally so it's easy to change clothes!" Said Febby who got the shot from me.
"I'm against Feb." My protest wants to keep wearing the interior.
"There's nobody else, brother, I'm doing this. I've seen all of my brother's bodies."
"Your mouth is Feb. but if Sam comes, I won't be comfortable."
"I'll wrap my brother's body with a blanket if Sam's brother comes. Udah, sister just, for the sake of the convenience of this brother also."
Forced to give up, arguing with Febby was futile. Febby stayed with his stance.
I helped Febby out of the bathroom. When she was about to wear the hijab, Febby arrested me.
"Hair dried first sister, later headache loh!" Febby took the hair dryer from the paperbag.
"Yes.." I sat on the side of the bed with Febby so painstakingly drying my hair.
"This will be the prayer how will my brother if he is still sick like this? Didn't you take a vacation first?"
"Can be by sitting or praying by lying down can also."
It seemed Febby had already understood as there was no longer any response from his chatty lips.