A TWISTED MIND'S
The Chapter 70

Robby came to a villa in a fairly remote area of Lembang. There the Ocean was waiting for him to come pick him up after almost 5 months alone and secluded here.

No one knows for sure what's going on. The ocean suddenly disappears just leaving Robby and some of his confidants to keep running his company.

Only Robby knew, even Venus was confused because after that day the Ocean never returned home. Instead of being happy, it was instead a kind of inner torment for him as he felt the Ocean was avoiding him. Is he so beautiful in the eyes of the Ocean that he is willing to separate from his son just to avoid him?

After hearing all the facts revealed by his mother, the soul of the Ocean was shaken. It is very difficult to accept all the truths that have been revealed. He felt so small and so ugly.

What kind of life has been given by those who play a role in his presence in this world? He is only the son of a cheating mother and a biological father is not responsible. While the man he had been glorifying all this time turned out to be no one. He was just a burden to the man.

Back then, his mentality was completely below the nadir point. He is like a delusional person, there is a great fear haunting him and emotional, his anger is difficult to control every time he remembers the truth.

Therefore the Ocean felt it needed time to be alone, contemplating and calming his soul. He chose to come to this place because the nature is so refreshing the view, the clean air is very refreshing and here there is no noise and no need to meet many people.

He also received several therapies, both from psychologists, psychiatrists and an ustadz.

Here, the Ocean can only look at the photos and videos of Alea and Venus that Alex sent him. His longing had already burst out and overflowing to both of them. But whatever the power, he was very afraid to meet the two, he was afraid that he would be able to hurt and even act rude to them in a bad mood.

The ocean chose to leave them for a while, let him heal his own wounds, he did not want to be a burden to anyone.

This 5-month opportunity was also used by him to learn to deepen his religious knowledge. Learning to teach and memorize several letters including readings in prayer is quite effective to divert his mind. Not only was his mind distracted, almost all of his time was spent learning and memorizing.

He who initially had trouble sleeping in the first 2 months, even had to take sleeping pills, slowly could escape from the drugs and after only occasionally experienced poor sleep.

Robby looked at the appearance of the Ocean that looked different. The hair of the moustache and beard grows thick although very neatly arranged. His skin is very clean, his body looks thin, visible from his face is quite thin.

"Don't you want to shave first?" Robby asked as they were having a cup of tea in the Villa backyard.

Robby does not want baby Alea will not feel comfortable with a mustache and beard that thick. Or it could be that Alea will make it a new toy. Robby recalls when Max's hair was pulled by Alea and she didn't want to let go. That kid is adorable. Ocean's decision to return was correct, because according to him, the best soul medicine is his own family.

The ocean smiled wryly, "why? Do you think Venus doesn't like my appearance?"

Apparently the Ocean thought more about the Venus assessment than the assessment of her little daughter. Understandably, Alea was only a week old when the Ocean pulled over at this place.

"I think Venus will still accept you no matter what your model is. Want your head bald and belly bloated, I think he'd prefer you because you're the father of his son."

"Damn it, lu!" The ocean pushed softly Robby's shoulder followed by laughter between the two.

"How are you feeling right now? Are you ready to challenge the world again?" Robby asked while throwing his gaze to the green fields of vegetable plantations owned by residents around.

Its shape is often tera, step by step following the contours of the slope, making it more beautiful to the eye. Plus the cool air that dispels the heat of the sun even though time has gone up during the day.

"As you can see, I can't keep hiding here, can I?" The ocean again poured tea from the teapot into his cup. Just a little so that it can be enjoyed in a warm state.

"I was too naive, running away from problems, instead of dealing with them well. Tired is also like this, especially Alea who needs the presence of her daddy. I don't want Alea to get word that her daddy is just a weak loser. He deserves to find me in the best version of me so that later when he starts to get to know men, he has certain standards and specifications when making his choice to someone. And that man is certainly much better than me." A wry smile rises on the lips of the Ocean. Whatever he was in the past and in the present, as a father he wished Alea a good man.

"Of course, I'll make sure of that too." Robby looked far away as if he was looking at baby Alea had now grown into a mature girl. Maybe he will be very busy watching him later because it has become his destiny to have a daddy of an Ocean, a possessive Ocean.

The ocean swung her hand in front of her face as if she disagreed with Robby's words, "marry and take care of your own son. You've spent too much time taking care of me, occasionally use your time for yourself."

"Are you tired of my performance, sir?" Robby asked in serious fashion, positioning himself as a subordinate and superior, not a friend or a brother to his sister.

The ocean let out a long sigh, looking like smoke evaporating out from its nose.

"You're the best, Rob. You know it. I just want you to live a normal life, get married and have children. I just don't want you to keep looking like a nanny."

The standing ocean then shifted slightly behind the rattan chair he was sitting on earlier which gave off a quite loud squealing sound. Without waiting for Robby's response, Samudera walks into the Villa to clean up.

His return could no longer be delayed, realizing that what he needed most right now was his little family.

Somehow he will behave to Venus, he is very embarrassed and sorry. Years of harboring and nurturing grudges against the wrong people. Even if he remembered how he hurt Venus with his rude attitude and speech, he felt pessimistic about whether Venus would forgive him later.

The ocean looked at her face intently in the mirror, her hands raised to feel her face. Thinking about Robby's advice, he did seem to have to shave. If someone else sees it with the current appearance, maybe people will think he is a badass and even worse, crazy people maybe.

What about Venus, thinking about her little wife is thrilling and happy. There is a sense of longing that he secretly canisters at the meeting later.

During this time he always refrained from asking the news and circumstances of Venus directly, his guilt often makes his tongue mute even though only to mention the name of the mother of the jewel of his heart.

Her mind is convulsed, branched out to two possibilities, Venus accepts herself no matter her background and past or Venus will hate her even more and leave her after knowing the truth.

Because he was nothing more than a murderous child.