A TWISTED MIND'S
Chapter 61's

Since learning of Venus' pregnancy, the Ocean has become overprotective. Luckily the Ocean still allowed him into the office. As for homework, all are not allowed Ocean. Including cooking.

They are very grateful because Venus pregnancy is fairly smooth, there is no drama of morning sickness and there is no abstinence from the smell of food or the smell of perfume and such.

The ocean is safe from the strange requests typical of young pregnant mothers.

It's just that, the more the day Venus is getting moody and whiny. Trivial things can make him sulk all day even sometimes cry roaring like a child.

In the end, almost all the will of Venus he participated in, the Ocean did not like to see the sullen face of Venus and punished him by not giving him the ration of world enjoyment. For the Ocean, it was so annoying when he was given a back all night.

There is a new hobby Venus while in the office, invite her friends to eat at the roof garden.

Sometimes they are just fruit dishes, sometimes make vegetable salads and Venus likes it the most when grilling with her friends there. Especially when Alex and Max come to bring steamboat materials, Venus can forget that she still has the intention to leave the Ocean life.

"Rezeki your son really well, Ve. Since he's in your belly, we-we've been able to enjoy this piece of heaven in the office." Sita and Dewi nodded at Muthia's comments.

"That's right, ma'am. Thank you very much!" Sahut Sita enthusiastic.

"Yes, Alhamdulillah," Venus stroked affectionately her belly which began to bulge slightly.

"Thank you, you guys already want me to keep recokin to accompany me here. Though you must have an appointment or want to spend your rest time with others." Venus felt really guilty, but she was also very happy to spend time with them.

"We're happy, Ve. Just relax!" Muthia understands the mood of Venus that has changed since her pregnancy. Even Samudera himself asked him to often take time for his wife.

The ocean is afraid that Venus feels bored, causing stress and affecting the fetus in her birth.

"Oh well mbak, ma'am Ve. I'm the same Sita pamit first well, want to prepare meeting materials for Mr. Andre." Dewi pamit first because there is still work to be done. Same with Sita

Muthia herself still survives there, she has obtained permission from her superiors at the request of Ocean of course.

"I noticed, you're like the one who's been carrying tens of tons of weight in the head lately. What's up?" Muthia asked when Dewi and Sita were gone.

Venus sighed tired, she also did not know why her head was always filled with thoughts that made her dizzy herself. Like a paranoid person all day.

"Come away." replied Venus briefly.

"Why? Is there a problem with Sam? I see him very attentive and caring about you. He's a responsible man, even if he's overprotective, I think it's because he loves you so much." At least that's what an Ocean in Muthia's view looks like.

Venus smiled wryly at Muthia's words. 'Sam loved her so much? That's impossible.'

"He doesn't love me mbak, he just loves his son." Finally, the tens of tons of weight came out of the mouth of Venus. Venus bit her deep lips, like there was a pain in the corner of her heart.

For a moment Muthia looked surprised, but for a split second she brushed it off. It was just a Venus feeling. The proof is that he can see how the full gaze of desire in the eyes of the Ocean to Venus. Only a fool can't see it.

Muthia shook her head, though, is it because Venus is so inexperienced in making love that she means having a romantic relationship and interacting intimately with a man before her that she can't tell which gaze is full of love and which gaze is just curious?

Venus raises both shoulders.

Muthia smiled then hit her own eel.

"You know what, Ve? The composition of love in the household in my opinion is only a little, at least five to ten percent. The remaining ninety percent is part of the commitment, responsibility, compromise, cooperation, principles of life, vision of the family mission, perspective, worship to God and also the extended family respectively.

I think it's all been proven by your husband. Even if there is no expression of love, maybe he is a man who holds the school that love is an act, not just a word on the tip of the tongue.

I said like this is not meant to patronize, what I am is still single. But that's what I saw from the marriage that my parents and those around me were going through.

Open your heart, open your eyes and be happy!"

Venus breathed back into the air. Perhaps what Muthia said was true, but the conditions were different. They were married with a vengeance in the past. The ocean just wanted to torture him slowly.

True to what Muthia said, the Ocean looks very loving, Venus can sometimes see it.

People have no idea how hard Venus struggles not to fall for the charms of an Ocean. Sometimes he just wants to give up, give what the Ocean wants, depend only on him and love him forever.

But Venus could not do it because in the end she would only get hurt. Why love if you already know your love will not be reciprocated?

"I don't know what's going on with your feelings, but if it's something that hasn't happened yet it could never happen, I can only ask that you do not bear the turmoil of the future because everything is still in the hands of God.

Give it to him, whatever it is. We just have to live it. Because of what has become our destiny, although avoiding will definitely meet if it is his destiny like that, but if not, surely it will never happen to us. Trust me, our job is to believe, the rest let God determine." Muthia put their hands together, trying to give Venus power.

Venus bowed lethargic, she felt ashamed of Muthia, ashamed of herself as well.

"Thank you very much, ma'am. I will always remember my advice." Venus breathed back into the air.

Lately he does feel like a paranoid person, anything can make him afraid and suspicious.

He was afraid that his love would not be reciprocated.

He was afraid that the Ocean would throw him away when his love had grown.

She is afraid she cannot be a good and strong mother to her children.

Afraid of dealing with the Ocean mother.

Afraid of the assumption of people out there about his status that only ordinary people married to the Ocean who came from prominent families.

Too much fear haunted him, as if the world was so narrow as to live alone.