
Today Venus chose to go to the office and leave earlier than her husband. She was upset and still lazy to see her husband's irritating face.
How not, Venus felt unacceptable because the Ocean was more seen defending her mother than her. Actually, Venus also does not need to be defended, it just needs to be trusted. At least, if the Ocean does not want to hurt his mother, then take care of his feelings. Don't just one side keep his feelings in check while the other is ignored.
Venus has been trying to be patient and silent with the annoying behavior of her mother-in-law. After all, her mother-in-law did not also physically play with her, nor scolded her with harsh words.
But what Venus disliked, her mother-in-law often spoke incorrectly about herself to the Ocean.
Her own mother-in-law who refused to be fed Venus, but by the way to the Ocean Venus threw away her food.
Her mother-in-law, who doesn't want to eat, says Venus forbids people in her house to eat.
Her mother-in-law who wants to wear a shabby negligee, said Venus who did not want to give her nice clothes.
Initially, Venus did not care and did not want to bother about the fact that was reversed. But somehow over time the Ocean seemed to justify his mother's words.
Why does Venus feel that way? Because the Ocean began to often ask him to obey what his mother said. Be asked to be more patient and more understanding. Meaning how to try?
Less patient and less understanding of how Venus went to her mother-in-law? He said parents are so, sometimes childish.
Yes, Venus knows. But his mother Samudera has not entered old age, has not entered the senile vulnerable age as well. It's probably because of the pain that he was frustrated and took it out on Venus, okay..Venus accepted, but if the Ocean had followed her tranquility, Venus did not accept. For a long time he felt calm and happiness was getting further away.
For Venus, the serenity and peace of her soul is far more important than forcing herself to try hard to understand why.
Arriving at the office, Venus headed straight for her room. Yes, Venus already has its own room after various ways Venus does to coax the Ocean.
Not only because you want to have privacy, Venus is also not comfortable bringing her friends into the Ocean room. However Samudera is the leader of this company, it is impossible for uninterested staff to be allowed to pass by in his room.
There are marwahs and distances to be maintained, not to feel higher while others are humbled, but there are indeed things to be placed where they should be.
That professionalism must be continuously cultivated and maintained, and all of that will be balanced if there is a little bit of reluctance and condolence to the boss.
Today, where morality and religion are considered the realm of privacy, it is up to me to interpret them how, interpreted according to the capacity of the brain, not according to the scientific capacity and references of those who are experts in it.
The era where people prefer to make fun of those who are considered to have taken the heaven plot than those who pay DP hell in places of adultery, gambling and drinking.
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The first thing Venus does when she arrives at the office is turn on the computer at her desk. Her private room that was next to the Ocean was not as large as her husband's room. It's not a problem for Venus, the most important thing is that she can calmly work here.
Venus accidentally discovered an envelope tucked under the keyboard. As I recall yesterday, the envelope was not there.
A little hesitant, but Venus was curious to open it. There was no writing there, just a plain envelope but clearly there was content.
Venus tore off the top, taking out the paper that was inside.
Venus's forehead creased in order to read the writing inside.
MEET ME TOMORROW MORNING AT 09:00 IN THE BASEMENT!!! IT'S GOT SOMETHING TO DO WITH YOUR PARENTS' ACCIDENT.
- B
"Initial B, who's up?" Venus is still trying to guess.
As soon as Venus's eyes widened, her brain remembered one name and most likely Venus did not mislead.
"Star!"
Venus walked back and forth thinking about her next move. However, he did not know the Star, it was a little difficult to believe him. But thinking about the other initials B option, it felt like it was just one person, Star.
But if you ignore it, don't let Venus regret it. Perhaps this was the path he was shown to unravel the common thread of his parents' accident through the Stars.
"Who's Star? Why does he know my origins?"
Thousands of questions filled the head of Venus. He was very curious.
In the midst of his mind that was in a state of turmoil, the Ocean burst into his room.
Venus was surprised, as fast as lightning he squeezed the paper he was still holding and then he dropped it into a drawer that happened to be slightly open, with a slow motion of his waist pushing the drawer to close again. Luckily the Ocean did not pay much attention to his movements.
"Why not wait for me? You mad?" Ask the Ocean straight to the point. His face flushed, his jaw hardened.
Venus swallowed her salivary, one hand moved to play the tip of her hijab out of nervousness and fear. She knew her husband was angry with her.
"I'm just tired, if you want to talk about mom again, please not now!" Venus replied weakly, her eyes looking down at the end of her shoes, she did not dare to look at the face of the Ocean.
The ocean eroded the distance between them, his hands on Venus' shoulders.
"I just want you to be able to understand the current state of my mother and how I am. Don't complicate things by acting childishly like this."
Venus's head was raised staring deeply into her husband's netra. Eyes warm. Do not want to extend their debate that there is no end, which in the end is still the true Ocean.
"I'm sorry!" Venus said softly, she did not know why to apologize, but that was all her brain told her tongue.
The ocean rubbed the left cheek of Venus with a single tear there.
"Be a submissive wife, do not be a dissident. I don't like that. No matter how angry you are with me, don't leave without saying goodbye to me. There's my son in here," Ocean's hand gently stroked Venus' belly.
"I don't want anything to happen to him, take good care of him even with your life." The ocean then left Venus.
Blams..
The door closed loudly.
Venus's body slid to the floor, she wept bitterly against her chest. Why is it so sick?
This is what Venus had feared so far, when she began to casually insert the Ocean into her heart, it turned out that at that moment he knew that his heart was too small to be entered by an Ocean that was too big for people like him.
Venus rubbed her belly, "you're lucky baby, your daddy loves you so much. Grow healthy and help mommy to be a strong woman because your presence is an additional booster mommy."
Venus rubbed her cheeks and nose, she did not want to cry anymore. He should be happy.