Alin and Hazar
CHAPTER 55

Alin immediately fell silent, suddenly Hazar straightened up and cupped his shoulders, making their positions face each other.

“Listen to me, all right! Before I met you, there was no such thing as a woman in my life. You're the first, you're my only woman! And you're the only woman who ever rejected me!” Hazar's eyes looked at Alin full of seriousness.

Alin was stunned, his whole body was crushed to hear Hazar's words just now. Her eyes and nose were covered with heat until Hazar's face seemed to be shadowing because her eyes were already glazed over. He had no idea Hazar would express his feelings to him.

Alin's head bowed, wiping his tears. “Stay brother must marry another woman.” Alin said.

Hazar took his hand off Alin's shoulder. He immediately threw away his face. Why this topic that he avoided so much should be revealed as well.

“Rest, it's already night.” Hazar got up from his seat. He still shies away from this problem. Because he still has no way to convince Alin that they will still be happy to age together, even without the presence of a child.

“I know, that Grandpa Tomi is being treated at Papa's friend's hospital, now!”

Hazar closed his eyes, his steps halted immediately upon hearing the words of Alin.

“Kakak...how sad it was to be me, when Mama and Papa tried to lie to me before sending Grandpa to the hospital. They kept on forcing a smile with their stiff faces. Do you think it all doesn't hurt! I also had to follow their game, I pretended not to know. I even smiled to deliver Grandpa's departure!”

Hazar turned his back, looking at Alin cupping his face into the palm of his hand, his wife's back looking up and down accompanied by a heartbreaking sobbing sound.

“Do you think, with me remarrying, will make Grandpa healed?”

Alin raised his face, looking at Hazar. Her husband's eyes were reddened with a hardened jaw.

“Have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you think it's easy for me to get married again! What do you think, me? You easily told Mama that you allowed me to remarry. Does this marriage mean nothing to you? Do you also think that this marriage is only a contract of cooperation!” Hazar's face turned red, staring at Alin with dark eyes, his breathing quickly and short.

Hazar threw down the door of the listening room loudly. He couldn't solve this problem like Papa Adi suggested to him this afternoon. That said, to not get out of the room before their problems are resolved. He is very afraid now, he is afraid he will not be able to control himself, he is afraid he will not be able to control his emotions. Because a lot of taste is raging in his chest right now. Anger, despair, unloved, and emptiness melted into the recesses of his chest.

Alin's cry broke again seeing Hazar's departure in a state of anger at him. The sound of a loud door slam as if giving a punch to his claustrophobic chest. Alin slumped to the floor. “This is not what I want.” Alin sobbing.

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“If Hazar doesn't want to, let Mama find a wife for him!” exclaim Mama Rosa, beaver. She and her husband have been struggling since. She insisted on asking Hazar to marry again, while her husband, always defended his son and said he would not allow Hazar to marry again.

“Alin has also allowed her to remarry. There's nothing more to worry about now.” Mama Rosa's breathing was wasted quickly, her sharp eyes challenging Papa Adi who was standing in front of her.

“The one who will remarry is Hazar, not Alin. You know the most about Hazar. What your son was like before he got to know Alin. Have you ever thought from his point of view? Will it be enough with just her remarrying?” Papa Adi looked at Mama Rosa in full supplication.

“I'll find the same woman as Alin.”

“What your son likes is Alin, not a woman like Alin. Even if you find a woman who looks a lot like Alin, that doesn't mean she's Alin, who your child will love! Hazar is an adult and he is also the head of the family in his small family. Let him solve his own problems.”

“Until any time Hazar is my son, I have rights over him. If you disagree, don't interfere!” spray Mama Rosa.

Their debate is getting heated up, Mama Rosa has even issued the word “kamu” On Papa Adi. This was their greatest quarrel during their time as husband and wife.

Papa Adi took a long breath. “As far as you want to do what. But don't memeper murky state of your son's household. Don't let your house Alin and Hazar fall apart. You yourself know how crazy Hazar is, if he gets out of control.” Papa Adi came straight out of Mama Rosa's treatment room.

Flashbacks

Hazar teen.

Not like teenagers in general...

Who likes to gather with friends. Having a relationship with a liked woman. Spend time playing games and traveling with loved ones.

That's not the case for Hazar...

In love?

Almost impossible.

Hazar stared at the group of boys gathered in a corner of the classroom. “You want?” Without answering and must be questioned a second time. A group of boys emptied Hazar's desk. While girls can only gawk at their gifts opened by the wrong person. But that doesn't make them tick.

While studying abroad, Hazar was taken to a police station, charged with being abusive to a college girl friend. That same day, Papa Adi was forced to fly abroad to free his son.

When Papa Adi asked what exactly happened, Hazar casually replied.

“He tried to harass me, Pa. If Papa still does not believe, look at yourself.” Hazar pointed to the police officer who interrogated him earlier.

The video shows Hazar lying in a long chair in an empty corner of the classroom. Suddenly the girl came in, before closing the door the girl was seen frowning watching the situation outside the classroom, then locking the door from the inside. With a slow and careful step the girl approached Hazar, and brought her face closer to Hazar's. A startled Hazar got up before the girl's face almost touched her. As a result, a head clash that was quite hard could not be avoided, Hazar's head hit the girl's nose to bleed. The needy child who was also shocked and got a hard enough punch on his face was oyong and lost balance. Lucky unachievable, unfortunate undeniable, the girl's body bounced off the classroom stairs. To cause a pretty serious injury.

Despite his innocence, Hazar remains in custody overnight at the police station. Because in the video Hazar is seen only gawking looking at the girl who is unconscious. Without checking on the situation, Hazar's daughter immediately walked out of the classroom.

“You could've held the girl's hand from falling, why didn't you do it?” asked Papa Adi the next morning after Hazar was released, Papa Adi invited him to eat at one of the nearby restaurants.

“I don't like to be touched and touched strangers.” replied Hazar flatly, without feeling guilty.

Papa Adi looked at Mr. Naf who was still his Secretary at the time. As if understanding, Naf left the room.

Papa Adi put his spoon, leaning his back on the back of the chair, looking at his only son who was sitting in front of him.

Hazar ignored his Papa watching him. He continued his breakfast.

“Aren't you tired of living alone like this? Without friends and lovers,”

“My life would be more boring if there were them.” replied Hazar without distracting him.

“You just haven't tried it yet. You won't be able to live alone until old age. You need someone else, Hazar. At least you need a lover, whom you will marry and have children with.”

“I don't need that. I'm done.” Hazar stood up. “I have class this morning.” Without saying goodbye Hazar immediately left the room.

A year after Hazar's graduation, he has been given a post by Papa Adi in the company.

Seeing that her only son has been successful and mature, Mama Rosa also began to betroth Hazar. Starting from her best friend's child, artist, office child, to model, to all of which is undoubtedly her beauty. Two years passed, Mama Rosa's efforts were fruitless. Let alone a date, like going out to eat together and going to the movies. In order to make Hazar meet with the woman Mama Rosa never succeeds, Hazar always has a reason to refuse.

Until one month after their return from dinner at the doctor's house Haris, without asking Hazar directly show photos of Alin to Mama and her Papa.

“Who is this?” mama Rosa asked in surprise, looking at Alin's photo.

Hazar handed an envelope to his mother.

Mama Rosa opened the envelope.

“Children doctor Haris?”

Hazar nodded, “Take him for me. I'll marry her after she graduates college.”

Mama Rosa and Papa Adi's eyes suddenly opened to Hazar's words just now, followed by a smile of happiness on their lips.

“Will not let a single fly get close to him!” exclaim Mama Rosa fiery.

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