Alin and Hazar
CHAPTER 62
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We are used to living without the love of family. He became very blind to the form and meaning of true love and affection. All he knew was that Aunt Fatma cared for him and loved him, no one else but Aunt Fatma.
He began to understand and understand life since the age of five. He has everything, but not his family. He was just a child who had to be raised and cared for by his father. He is a burden to his father.
He is indeed spoiled with all the luxury, spacious rooms with all-luxury facilities. Has a whole collection of toys, even he has a special room to display all his toys. All that he got without having to ask to be bought. Because Papa Haris always buy toys for him every time there is a new toy collection. And Papa Haris' attitude like that was misunderstood by Alin. What was ingrained in Alin's heart was that his father did this so that he wouldn't have to whine and trouble his papa, so he bought it all even though he didn't like the toy. As a result, Alin never wanted to enter the toy room, because he hated everything related to his papa.
Birthday celebration Alin never got, even on David's birthday, he was never included. He was also never included in any family events. The scope of his life is only limited to rooms, kitchen, back home, and back garden. He never left the house until he was ten years old.
He used to be accompanied by Aunt Fatma while sleeping, but one day when he was five years old suddenly Papa Haris forbade Aunt Fatma to sleep in Alin's room. Alin had to study independently and sleep alone. Although for a week Alin begged to be accompanied to sleep by Aunt Fatma again, Papa Haris still did not grant it.
Papa Haris also banned Alin from school outside the home. Papa Haris always brings teachers home to teach Alin. David was allowed to attend school outside. Although Alin again pleaded Papa Haris still did not want to change the rules.
Alin always complained while crying to Aunt Fatma. But Aunt Fatma's answer was always the same. Always stand up for Papa Haris.
“Karna Mister Haris very dear to Miss. She wants her beautiful daughter to learn independently in order to quickly grow up and become a tough girl.” Aunt Fatma replied as she complained about sleeping alone.
“Color Papa Nona is very dear to Miss. She doesn't want her beautiful daughter to be tired of school outside, and outside is also very dangerous for such a beautiful child, Miss this.”
“Nona knows, Mr. David yesterday to his knees begging not to go to school, he also wants to study at home like Miss. But Mr. Haris scolded him instead.”
“That's just Aunty's essay.” Little Alin threw away his face, angry at his nanny's aunt.
All the attitudes of Papa Haris are always inversely proportional to David. That's why Alin means that his Papa's attitude towards him is only an outlet of hatred. While his father's attitude towards David was a real affection. Everyday Alin always fostered his hatred for his papa. Everything his father did was wrong in his eyes.
Plus the incitement from Amel every day, who said Papa Haris had dumped Mama Diana while pregnant first, and the story is very similar to the rumors that circulated, making Alin even more hate his papa. Although Aunt Fatma had already said the rumors were wrong, Alin still did not want to hear.
Since Alin's seventeenth birthday, Papa Haris begins swapping the contents of the gift for Alin, who is usually always a toy, but not a toy, but this time Papa Haris gave Alin a gift in the form of expensive jewelry and as usual Papa Haris always put his card on Alin's study table. Because Alin knew it was a gift from his papa, he immediately threw the jewelry box out of the window of his room. And that continued until Alin's 25th birthday yesterday, and Alin always threw gifts from his papa.
The hatred that continues to be fostered by Alin, making the taste grow and grow, until Alin hates everything related to men. He also thought that all men were like his father.
And David's words in the hospital first, made Alin first fortify himself from Hazar. He also thought that Hazar was the same man as his father.
“Now is just not yet the time. I still want to see you tortured. Slowly forgotten and die in a horrible way, just like your mother. You will soon be in another hell. Lo will be married to the same man as Papa and Grandpa, who consider women only limited to production houses to produce the next heir to the property. I hope he's worse than Papa, so you're more tormented, more! from your dead mother” David's speech is still recorded clearly in Alin's mind.
Alin's belief that Hazar was a bad man grew stronger when Hazar first attacked him.
“Child! If you want to be free and do not want to be bridled, give birth to a child for me, after that you will I release.” Hazar's whisper in Alin's ear that night. Alin decides not to have children with Hazar.
Plus the more Alin gets to know Hazar, the more he finds similarities between Papa Haris and Hazar. Both always like to do as they please, sometimes they make it feel most valuable, but not infrequently they both make it seem like it means nothing.
Alin increasingly wants to continue his lie about infertility when he finds out that Grandpa Setyo really wants a great grandson from him and Hazar. He hated to see the old man get what he wanted.
About Angel, Amel and David's crimes, Alin had known about it from the beginning, because he could hear clearly from the dining room the talk of his three times in the kitchen that day. Alin also pretended not to know, he just wanted to follow the game of the demons. Because of that Alin always asked Angel to deliver fruit juice directly to his room, so that he could easily dispose of the toxic juice.
But Alin began to regret his actions after he spread the news of his barrenness to the Hazar family. Hazar and his family's reaction was very different from what he thought, and Hazar had to divorce her and drive her out of the house right then and there, but that wasn't the case. Although Hazar never again claimed his rights since that night, Hazar held him in love every night. Although Hazar always leaves in the morning and comes home at night, Hazar never forgets to give him news and kisses. The attitude of Mama Rosa, Papa Adi, and Grandpa Tomi was said to be more worried about his condition than hate him after that night.
Alin is more regretful, because he's Grandpa Tomi's health is getting worse. It had occurred to him to admit his lies, but he was afraid that people would hate him for lying. He decides to leave when Mama Rosa finds a replacement.
Alin recalled that morning Karin had told him to meet with Hazar's legal team. But he ran away that afternoon. Does Hazar want to sue her for divorce? Yeah, no other purpose. For more than that, Kak Hazar's legal team met him if it wasn't about the divorce.
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During the escape period, Alin always cursed himself who could never forget all about Hazar. He felt very guilty and sinful. There was no happiness like he had imagined all along. Though everything that happens according to his own wishes, living freely without having to be restrained by anyone.
“Your divorce papers have Papa sent to Hazar.” A short message from Papa Haris that Alin received this morning.
Alin's feelings became even more unsettled after receiving a message from his father. Alin also tried to entertain himself, he walked around the village on foot accompanied by Mbak Tami Papa Haris' man to accompany him during his stay in the villa.
Alin was heard many times sighing long, making Tami worried by him.
“We'll just come back, Miss. The air here is quite cold, later you can flu, Miss.” said Tami, while covering Alin's shoulders with the jacket he had been wearing.
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“Bring my medicine to the room, now,” Alin's orders before climbing the stairs.
Before Alin left town yesterday, Papa Haris prescribed some medicine for Alin. The medicine is in the form of vitamins and sleeping pills, Papa Haris knows very well, the severe problems faced by his daughter this time will definitely make it difficult for his daughter to sleep. And sure enough, Alin always needed the medicine given by his father if he wanted to rest.
“But, Miss, It's still afternoon and you haven't had dinner.” Mbak Tami said.
“I'm not tasteful, quickly bring,”
“But, Miss, Mr. Haris said, You must eat first before taking medicine.”
Alin sighed, staring bitterly at Mbak Tami. “Take with my dinner, Se-ka-rang.” Alin went straight up to the top floor where the main room of the villa was located.
Alin occupied Mama and Papa's room, because the villa only had two rooms, one main room and another back room which used to be occupied by Aunt Fatma and Mang Bakri, respectively, now it's Mama Tami who occupies that kamat.
Half an hour later, Ms. Tami walked into Alin's room, carrying a tray.
“Thanks, Ma'am. Mbak Tami can exit.” Said Alin, he knew Mbak Tami would definitely remain standing there until he spent the dinner that looks bland.
“I'll accompany you, Miss.”
Alin again sighed, he felt very careless now. Alin did not speak anymore, but he kept his eyes fixed on Tami. Tami finally gave up. “Alright, Miss, I'll be here in half an hour to pick up the dirty plate.”
“No need, take it tomorrow morning only.” Alin was already standing at the door, asking Tami to get out of the room.
After Tami left, Alin closed the door to his room again, but he could not lock it, because ever since he came to the villa, he had been, Tami had already hidden all the keys including the key to the main room that Alin was occupying now. When Alin asked why? “This is a command of Mr. Haris, Miss.” replied Tami. Alin did not want to extend the problem of room keys, his papa was already so long ago. Alin's bedroom door never had a key, since Alin sulked because he was not allowed to go to school outside, Alin had locked himself in the room and did not want to open the door, he said, his father had to call a locksmith to break into his bedroom door. Alin again had a room key again after he was seventeen years old.
Alin looked at the tray filled with medicine and his dinner.
Sure enough, what Tami was worried about did happen. Alin immediately took the medicine without touching his dinner.
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