Alin and Hazar
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Alin stepped in hastily into the house. His feelings became erratic after seeing a friendly scene Hazar with a girl he did not know earlier. This is too complicated for him to explain. But one thing is for sure, this is the most painful pain he has ever felt. His heart was like being hit by many pains at once. His brain is dead-end unable to think clearly. Many thoughts were raging in his head. His eyes were misty, He was not even aware of the whereabouts of Aunt Yona who greeted him at the door.

Alin's steps came to a halt right in the middle room. Unknown, no one seemed to be inside the house. Hazar and the girl disappeared somewhere. Alin's eyes were staring at the door of Hazar's study. What's in there? As Alin's body shivered, his legs lost strength when he heard the girl's crisp laughter coming from one of the rooms. Room!Alin's view slowly shifted. The tightly shut white door managed to make the semblance in his chest lift up simultaneously. By leaving a bleeding wound.

Seeing Alin who was about to fall Aunt Yona quickly restrained Alin's staggering body. “Nona! Miss alright?”

Alin was stunned, he had just returned to her. He quickly turned his eyes away from the door of the room. “I, I go upstairs first.” Alin stepped away, leaving behind Aunt Yona.

Along with the closed door of the room, Alin's tears fell unstoppably. He fell and sat on the floor.

***

Because eating regularly and on time is included in the obligations that must be obeyed, Alin was forced to go down. He was actually very afraid of what he might see later. He was afraid that his heart would not be strong enough to withstand the pain if there was someone else at the dinner table later. With a resigned step dragged by him also his limp legs. He convinced himself to stay strong and strong.

“Goodnight, Miss.” Aunt Yona was already waiting in front of the stairs.

“Night, Aunt.” Alin replied with a hoarse voice. He continued to walk towards the dining room.

What Alin was worried about didn't happen. Hazar didn't bring the girl into the dining room. But as he sits and waits for Hazar's arrival, he gets another surprise from Aunt Yona.

“Please, Miss. You, no need to wait for Mr. Hazar.”

“Why?” alin asked confused because Hazar did not usually miss meals if he was at home. Or.. Alin's body immediately limp. His mind wandered everywhere. Did Hazar last have dinner with the girl here? Will his presence at the dinner table be disturbing, so Hazar and the girl have to eat dinner quickly?

“Master Hazar was eating, Miss.”

The deg! Aunt Yona's reply coincided with the entry of two servants through the dining room with two trays containing two dinner plates and two dirty glasses managed to make Alin's wound more torn. That's right, Sister Hazar had dinner with the girl.

*

Alin's look is getting worse. In addition to pale and blackened eye bags, now sembab also adorned his face that began to taper. He cried all night at the stupidity he had done. Curse himself. And now he could only put it all together on time. Only time can release him from this suffering. Only time can end it all.

With a shunt Alin walked into the dining room.

“Good morning, Miss.” Say hello to a waiter.

Alin did not immediately reply, he was silent staring at the tray the waiter had brought. Then continue the step. Looks like he's having breakfast by himself again this morning.

Alin's steps stopped immediately, his eyes round when he found Hazar Yang sitting in the dining room. Is that really Hazar? Where was the girl yesterday? What's in the room? Surely yes, breakfast was for the girl? Alin. What happened last night? Why should the girl have breakfast delivered everything! The number of guesses that Alin had thought of made his chest even more tight.

With a careful movement Alin sat down. He ate as usual, chewing and swallowing the tasteless food with great difficulty. He tried not to make any sound. Trying to hold tightness in his chest. Maybe she should be grateful, because her pregnancy no longer concerns the smells of the room or food. There is no need to bother the people around him.

As usual Hazar was the first to leave the dining table.

“I want to talk,” Og Alin, his voice barely heard by Hazar.

“I want to stay in apartment.”

Hazar's forehead is wrinkled. He was silent, not commenting.

Alin's hands clasped each other, his head bowed in fear. Hazar's silence made his mind even more empty. Not getting an answer from Hazar, he raised his head slowly, but his head bowed a second later. Actually now he was very unwilling to leave the house. For only a few months he had the opportunity to live there. However, this was too heavy for him to bear. He had to dare to ask Hazar's permission to leave for a while.

“I, I will stay in Papa Haris apartment for a few days only,”

Five seconds...

Ten seconds passed...

“You, know where Papa's apartment is?”

“Eh!” Alin was surprised, his head was raised, it was unexpected that Hazar would ask like that. Alin's body grew shivering as Hazar stepped closer to him.

“You, have the key?”

“What Papa allows you to stay?”

“Do you know Papa now where?”

Alin's eyes closed, he bit his lower lip firmly. Hazar railed against him with many questions that made him even more cornered. He doesn't know what to answer. His head bowed deeply, not daring to look at Hazar who was only a few inches in front of him.

“Still want to go?”

Hazar's question just sounded discordant in Alin's ear. There is a lot of meaning in that last question. Hazar cast him out, Hazar despises him, or does Hazar want him gone?

“Iya,” Out of nowhere did Alin's courage come. Now his eyes were staring hard at Hazar. His breath was wasted quickly and short. Hazar's last words managed to stir up the fire of his long-extinguished anger. Now her sick heart was furious with Hazar. Hazar's attitude has been outrageous. After delaying the divorce, her husband dared to bring another woman home. Even though they will soon get divorced. Her husband's actions were wrong.

“Iya! I'm going! Not for a few days, but forever! All you want is this kid, right? I'll give it to you when he's born.” Alin exhaled his breath violently. The flames of anger were clearly emanating in his eyes.

Alin turned around, with a rough movement he grabbed his tote bag that he had just placed on the dining table. “Take all this!” Alin dropped all the contents of his bag onto the floor, leaving behind his phone that was yesterday given by Dina. His flaming eyes again rained down on Hazar. It felt like he was dying to curse at this man who was now standing in front of him. But his mind was thinking something else. His mouth was locked, not a single swear word came out to vent this feeling.

“Soaring!” Alin pushed Hazar's chest out of his sight. Until he could freely leave the stuffy dining room. He might go crazy if he stays there.

Arriving in the middle room Alin called someone's number.

“Fetch me now_” Alin's words hanging in the air. He is shocked when his phone is forcibly taken by Hazar from the side. And... THE PLAQUE! Alin was shocked. His flat object floated against the wall and ended up on the floor.

“Who said you can go!”

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