Alin and Hazar
CHAPTER 76

Hazar sat down on Alin's side of the bed. Both of his hands clasped Alin's cold hand which was drooping down. Doctors and nurses were busy installing infusions and taking samples of Alin's blood for testing in the lab.

“Are you guys done taking his blood?” asked Papa Haris with breathless breath, sweat seemed to wet his forehead and the collar of the shirt he was wearing. He just came out the door.

“Already, Mr.”

“If the result is out, send it to me immediately.”

“Good, Mr.”

Papa Haris approaches Alin's bed. He took a deep breath when he found his daughter's pale face. Papa Haris put his palm on Alin's forehead, then he left a kiss there. “He will be fine.” Said Papa Haris later, looking at Hazar who had been standing beside Alin opposite to where he was now.

“Then, why did he faint?” Mama Rosa who had been silent in anxiety also voiced.

“Kit_”

“Papa! Can we talk to you both?” Papa Haris replied, Hazar has cut off his words.

“Yes,” replied Papa Haris while staring at Hazar full of astonishment. He invites Hazar to go to his room upstairs.

By the time they had reached the Director's room, and had both sat on the sofa of the room. Hazar fell silent, with both hands supporting his dizzy head.

“What's up?” Finally, Papa Haris asked first. He could clearly see Hazar's anxiety.

Hazar let out a long sigh, while holding his head up. “How much longer, Alin lab results out?”

“Maybe in a moment,” Papa Haris glances at the clock on his wrist. “It should be out now.” Papa Haris grabbed the phone stored on the small table beside him. He was seen calling someone from there.

“Send me, now!” This is Papa Haris' closing line to the person across the phone. Papa Haris is seen picking up tabs from his desk drawer. Then back to his place.

“What's the result already out, Pa?” hazar asked, his face looking more and more anxious.

“Already.” replied Papa Haris without distracting his eyes from the tab in his hand.

“What is Alin pregnant?” ask Hazar lirih.

The hands of Papa Haris who was originally busy sliding the tab screen immediately came to a halt. He looked at Hazar in astonishment. Why does Hazar's tone of voice seem unpleasant to his ears.

“You, already know that?” Now Papa Haris is staring intently at Hazar. There was a slight sense of dislike implied from the radiance of his eyes.

“So, right?”

“You, don't like it!?”

Hazar closed his eyes and let out a long sigh, he looked extremely desperate now.

Papa Haris' emotions are immediately ignited when he sees Hazar's dislike on the news of Alin's pregnancy. He rose from his seat, snatching Hazar's collar violently.

Hazar gasps in surprise, but he does not fight back when Papa Haris pulls his collar.

“You, who made her pregnant, and now you're not happy with her pregnancy!?” growled Papa Haris with a hardened jaw. His eyes grew as if he wanted to swallow Hazar alive.

Hazar's face flushed, because of the tightness of Papa Haris's check on his collar, to make him choked and trouble to breathe. But he had no intention of fighting or escaping from.

“I'm happy with our current situation. I do want a child from him, but I need him more, more than anything.” Hazar said softly, suddenly a sense of heat directly ran through Hazar's nose and eyes, making clear fluid gathered in his eye fertilizers. He tried to take a breath with difficulty. Then back to sound. “Alin still did not know that his lie had been exposed, he was still pretending to be barren in front of me. I see him taking the pill every morning. That's because he still can't accept me completely. And I don't mind that at all. He's all I need. Only him. It doesn't matter how long he lies to me. I'm happy with our situation now.” Hazar's tears escaped unstoppably, all the bad shadows fluttering in his mind. “But, now she's pregnant, while she's still not ready. I'm afraid she'll hurt herself just to end her pregnancy.” Hazar's body droops when Papa Haris releases her check. He sat down on the couch with all his heart broken. He did not ask for much, all he wanted was the happiness and safety of his wife. Will the peace he just felt with Alin be taken back? It's not because he doesn't love their baby. He just couldn't afford to lose. What he must do now, so that he can save his wife and child who are still in the womb, without having to sacrifice the happiness of his wife.

Hazar's head bowed in hearing Papa Haris' confession. His head was getting dizzy.

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Hazar asks Papa Haris to keep Alin's pregnancy news a secret from anyone. He asked for time to prepare his heart. And he wants, he himself will tell Alin about this.

Papa Haris accepts Hazar's request. He is the most guilty in this case. He did not expect the consequences of his actions would be this big. He just wanted his daughter to live life like most people. Marry, have children, and live happily with those who love and love her. He is losing to Hazar. For Hazar understood and knew Alin better than he did. Perhaps Hazar's affection has also far outweighed Alin's affection. He really is the worst father in the world.

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Mama Rosa approached Hazar as she had just emerged from behind the door.

Mama Rosa's face immediately looked anxious when she saw the turbidity of Hazar's face. “Alin, fine, right?” Mama Rosa's voice stuck in her throat, the heat running through her throat, eyes and nose. Her eyes blurred as clear liquid had gathered on her eyelids.

“Ya, Alin, fine. He's just a saucer. Mama need not worry, she will be fine after resting.”

Hazar let out a long sigh, his chest tightening as he looked at his wife's face. His chest was like being squeezed by a large stone. Really painful and stifling.

“Alin why?” Urged Mama Rosa, she did not believe Hazar's answer just now. He knew that there was something Hazar was hiding from him. “Mama deserves to know, Hazar!” Suddenly, Mama Rosa's cry broke. Fear and anxiety gnawed at his heart.

Hazar could not help but shake the rumble in her chest when she saw Mama Rosa crying. At once he embraced his mother.

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“Say. Alin, why?” mama Rosa asked, as she and Hazar had been sitting in the waiting room in front of Alin's room. His crying had subsided, only his tears were unceasingly pouring out, until every time he had to wipe his eyes.

“Alin is fine.” Hazar answered with his head still down.

“Hazar!” Sergey Mama Rosa.

“ Alin, pregnant.”

Silence, no sound was heard, even the heavy breathing of the two disappeared.

Mama Rosa grabbed Hazar's bowed face. With trembling lips he asked Hazar. “Travel... Pregnant!?” reworked.

Hazar nodded. Without excuse a single drop of her tears were swept along with her nod.

Mama Rosa pulls Hazar back into her arms. The coolness instantly splashed down the recesses of his burning heart. The feeling felt plong, the big stone that had been squeezing his chest had lifted and disappeared out of nowhere. He was so grateful, nothing bad happened to Alin. Even the good news he got.

Mama Rosa realized, if Alin was pregnant, then why is Hazar's face shrinking. Has anything been missed? Mama Rosa let go of her arms. He looked at Hazar full of prints.

Hazar let out a sigh of resignation, there was nothing he could hide from his mother. Superhuman called people with the name “Mama” is the greatest figure on this earth, they always know that there is something hidden by his son. They also know that their children are in trouble.

In the end Hazar told Mama Rosa everything that stuck in her heart.

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