
This month Panji is busy dividing the time between at home, work, and hospital.
At home, he still took time to see Nevan's progress. She can also carry the baby. Sometimes join in staying up to take care of Nevan, make formula milk and even breastfeed Nevan with the milk.
Asi Anisa only came out two weeks, after which ASI suddenly stopped altogether. Already various ways, from herbal medicine to modern packaging medicine he drank but did not produce results still ASI did not come out.
Anisa feels very guilty and feels that she is a less than perfect mother because she cannot give full breast milk for up to 2 years.
"There is another way besides giving ASI until you are called the perfect mother, son, which is educating your child to grow into a righteous child. Do not be sad like that," comfort Maesaroh's mother from the phone call at that time and Anisa tried to make peace with her state so as not to get stressed.
"Sir Panji's coming home tonight again?" tanya Anisa walked tailing behind Panji while carrying Nevan.
"Yes," Panji answered and kissed the cheek of the baby carrying Anisa.
"Dad left first Nev, nurut same mother yes, assalamualaikum," Panji told Nevan.
Anisa smiled at Panji's words.
"Father be careful on the road, waalaikum greetings," Anisa replies imitating the voice of the child.
After saying goodbye and giving greetings, the car drove across the city streets.
'Thanks brother, as busy as it is, brother is already a standby father to Nevan. Although I don't know, how long we've lasted like this. I must give up Brother for the sake of Big Brother's happiness, Anisa's inner, she immediately wiped away the tears that were blocked in the eye peluk.
Anisa's feet stepped in, putting Nevan asleep. Anisa put to sleep in the room of the deceased ora Sartika which has been transformed into a second nursery other than the one on the 2nd floor because the upper room is usually used when the night, Anisa, during the day it is often downstairs.
"Sus, I want a little run in the park, if Nevan wakes up call me," Anisa told sister Tia.
"Yes," he answered.
Meanwhile, in a place that one month Tiwi regularly visited, he sat looking out the window. His eyes glared out and his butt remained faithfully seated in a wheelchair.
"Hi,"
The voice averted Tiwi's gaze and Tiwi's sweet smile appeared in return from the greeting.
"Have you come?" tiwi tried to look as happy as possible.
Tiwi was actually very bored at the hospital. Although the room that Panji chose for Tiwi is a VVIP room still the name of the hospital is boring. Tiwi was forced according to Panji to remain in the hospital for one of the most basic reasons, he did not want his father to worry about seeing his condition now.
"I want to go home quickly Brother," lamented Tiwi.
"There you have to take medicine regularly, follow what the doctor asks, one more, you don't think much."
"Yes chatty!" tiwi replied with a smile on her lips.
"Keep the spirit of Tiwi, I will do anything for your recovery" said Panji.
Tiwi's eyes immediately glazed over, "Thank you Mas," replied Tiwi.
Panji.
"I go to the toilet first" Panji said later.
In the toilet room. Panji's hand immediately wiped away the tears welling up in the eye peluhan. Slowly breathing. Things Panji rarely does, crying. No matter how much grief befell him, he could not shed tears. His tears seemed to have drained away when parting with his mother because at that time Oma Sartika requested that Panji be taken care of and schooled in the oma place.
His mind is completely dead-end. His chest was so tight imagining the state of Tiwi. A woman who has long been her lover.
'I have not made you happy Wi, instead always give you sadness and now your situation is like this, I can not devote all my time to you, ' Inner Panji.
Panji comes out of the toilet and finds that Tiwi is already with a doctor and a special nurse that Panji hired to take care of Tiwi.
"It's been better than before" the doctor said.
"I wait for Mr. Panji in my room" continued the doctor, his legs twisting out.
Panji followed the doctor to his room.
"Please sit down sir."
Pennants obey and sit in a chair.
"The health development of Tiwi mother is quite good. Why yesterday Tiwi's mother was unconscious, maybe the drug consumed by Tiwi's mother, one of the side effects did make the sufferer easily exhausted and another, one more, mother Tiwi please don't let much thought. Continue to support him, encourage him to recover because the most dominant factor for the recovery of a cancer patient is positive thinking to be cured," explained the doctor.
"Can Tiwi go home Doc? I see He's not staying in the hospital for long."
"Thank you Doc, I think it's enough" Panji said and left the room.
The pennant sits on the chair in front of the room. His face was covered with 2 hands. He felt so heavy a burden that he was now carrying.
One month ago or exactly one month over one week when Tiwi collapsed in the office, Panji brought her to the hospital room. From that day on, Tiwi started to visit the hospital regularly because the diagnosis of blood splints stated that there was cancer growing in his body. After follow-up and in a detailed check of physical checks, medical history, stool tests, blood tests, colonoscopy, proctoscopy, biopsy, to imaging tests undertaken by Tiwi. The series of tests concluded that there is stage 3 colon cancer and should be followed up immediately with surgical removal of the intestine affected by cancer.
Tiwi also had the operation. It was a time of operation but God still wanted to save Tiwi from the threat of death.
"Sir, at 10:00 we have a meeting with anchor tenant employees" said Arlan reminded the schedule.
Panji opened his hand looking at Arlan who was standing in front of him.
"Can't be canceled?!"
"Master has already canceled twice" replied Arlan.
"I say goodbye to Tiwi first" Panji said, raising his butt and then entering Tiwi's room.
"Hi, I have to finish the office work" Panji told the woman who was still sitting on the treatment bed.
Tiwi nodded, "Home back don't have to stop by here, I'm better" Tiwi said.
Panji silently looked at Tiwi, nodded then left from before Tiwi.
Panji completed the work that was delayed because he had to take care of all the needs of Tiwi while in the hospital. At exactly 9 p.m., Panji returned home. Earlier than the last habit of going home.
Panji immediately cleaned himself, after cleaning he went out of the room to the nursery next to his room.
"Nevan hasn't slept?" rhetorical Panji sees Anisa still holding Nevan while humming.
"Have you gone home, brother?" rhetorical behind Anisa.
"I don't know this Brother, the collision once an hour this time Nevan woke up but nothing than waking up in the middle of the night later even literate until morning."
"Dad's son why don't you sleep? Wait for Dad to come home?" greet the Panji on Nevan approaching and kiss Nevan's cheeks.
Nevan was just squirming her still-little body.
Anisa smiled staring at Panji's interaction with Nevan. 'Can I be selfish, brother? I want to live happily with my sister? Kak Panji looks sincere to love Nevan, is there sincerity for me too? Huh! I'm sorry that suddenly greedy wants you over' Anisa's inner monologue.
"You sleep, Nis, let me take care of you" said Panji.
Anisa awakens from her daydream to hear the edict from Panji.
"Sirakakhat, I see Brother is also very tired," Anisa bargained to see the face of Panji who is tired.
"Nevan just leave it to the sisters, we do it together," asked Panji to see Anisa also looks tired and somehow Anisa agreed to the invitation.
"Sus, pin down Nevan, if she's fussy about not going to sleep you wake me up."
"Yes Non" replied Sister Tia.
Anisa followed Panji's steps staring at the back intensely to the point of not focusing on the road.
Bugh.
Anisa hit Panji's body because she stopped suddenly.
"Braggly!" muttered Panji without looking at Anisa.
Anisa smiled hearing the swearing. Although he hoped not only curses but there was a subtle reply from Panji.
'My brain needs to go to the workshop!' anisa's inner self cursed after her brain wildly thought of wanting romantic treatment from the man in front of her. Anisa's hands clenched and clenched her own forehead while closing her eyes.
"Your forehead will be hollow if you keep on capping like that!" sindir Panji and his feet he put on the bed.
"What!" Anisa instantly widened her eyes. Confused what to say and what to do, his feet immediately turned towards the edge of the bed he was going to sleep on.
'Wear no nyadar ngekor until the edge of Kak Panji bed again!' anisa's inner regret condemns the ignorance of self.
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