
"Can I be greedy?" muttered Panji, his hands scooped his face violently and then blew his breath violently as well.
Panji's eyes turned to stare at the pile of files on the table. He grabbed one by one the map, read monthly reports from various SPBUs he managed, occasionally incising ink on the paper.
Until without him knowing, Azan Dhuhur reverberated. The banner closes the file, steps onto the nightstand then picks up the sarong and peci heading to the SPBU mosque.
After taking the water wudu. The pennant runs to the musholla sitting his ass on the sof makmum. He returned a nodding smile as the muezzin finished mawing the azan and he gave a nodding greeting.
Much has passed Panji during these 4 years. Even the last 3 years passed with the improvement of closer to the Divine. Yes, because it is separation that draws itself closer to the Divine. The separation of two realms that so touched his heart.
Flashback.
"Marry me" said Panji.
Tiwi fell silent. Staring at the man who had been absent this week to visit him in the hospital and suddenly came asking to marry him.
"Anisa has agreed to marry me again," continued Panji while showing 2 sheets of paper taken from her bag.
Tiwi grabbed the paper.
"You did it out of pity for my condition?" tiwi's lips were trembling.
"I promised you I'd marry you. Maybe this is the right time."
Tiwi smiled wryly at Panji's reply.
"Where is Anna?"
Pennon silence.
"You didn't threaten him right or take any action that made him agree to sign this letter?!" tiwi Cecar.
"How I threatened him, all this time between us there was nothing. We just play our own roles. I'm a surrogate husband, keeping him pregnant and he's the wife you sent me."
"I was doing my part so well that Anisa gave birth. After that, yes, if we have to divorce, I follow the plot."
"You divorced her?!" Tiwi asked in a high tone because she was very surprised by Panji's words.
Panji.
"What is this letter for when you have divorced her?!" furious Tiwi.
"He went to Malaysia to continue his study I can't bother him because of the divorce case."
Tiwi smiled wryly, "Or are you. You intentionally Mas, in order to be able to return to Anisa after my death?" guess Tiwi analyzes from the health of him who can either recover or not and the divorce of Panji who is only divorced religiously.
Panji shook his head quickly. Not even a little bit to do that.
"I let Anisa go. One more thing! Don't talk about death! You will be healed and we will live happily together" Panji replied.
"However, the divorce case officially was not as easy as a judge knocking a hammer. That'll take a lot of time." Panji sighed.
"If one day he asks for a divorce letter officially because he has found a life companion, I will definitely take care of it soon" continued Panji.
"After him, forget the promise you made to marry me. Don't worry about the disease
my. You're sure I'll heal?!"
"I've made the decision to choose you!" said Panji straightforwardly. However, for some reason there is a clear liquid that suddenly envelops the eye fertilizer. There was a sense of pain in his heart when he said that sentence.
Tiwi stared fixedly at Panji. "You regret making this decision?!" tanya Tiwi looked at the hue of Panji's face.
The pennant shook his head slowly.
'You shake your head but your face shows what is in your heart. You do this by force, ' Tiwi inner monologue. Without feeling her eyes melt tears.
They were silent with their minds.
Tiwi sighed, "I'll consider this," softly Tiwi broke the ice between them and replied like that because she didn't want to have a long argument with Panji.
"What's the big deal?" tiwi asked as her eyes looked at the back of Panji's hand that was given the plaster. Tiwi pulled the hand out clearly.
"It's okay, just scratched the wire on the front fence," Panji replied, pulling his hand from Tiwi's grasp.
"I came home first, sorry Nevan hasn't met me," Panji said, turning his body and then stepping away
"Wait on! Nevan? Anisa's son?" surprised Tiwi heard Panji's words.
Panji stopped his steps.
"So, Nevan didn't go with Anisa?!" tiwi Cecar.
The banner turned its body closer to Tiwi.
"Nevan... Nevan is my son, he remains my responsibility. There's no way Anisa's taking Nevan when she's studying. Nevan's fear is not taken care of" Panji replied.
"Mas, don't you feel sorry for that baby? He was very young, still in need of his mother's affection! Still need his mother's hand! Why separate from Anisa!" furious Tiwi did not understand the way the man thought.
Panji. Not his intention to keep Nevan away from Anisa but his intention just wants Anisa to focus on her study, Nevan also has not suckled Anisa so Panji is not too worried about it. Panji also hopes Anisa can find a new partner who makes her happy. After that, if Nevan is going to take Anisa, she will definitely give it to him.
"Here you are, mending you go home to meet Nevan!" tell Tiwi, his head was suddenly heavy thinking about the reckless things that Panji did.
The pennant stepped out of the inpatient room. Arlan who was sitting outside the room immediately walked following Panji's steps.
"Have you handled the administration?" ask Panji without stopping his steps.
"It's Master,"
"Sir really improved?" Arlan.
"I can't possibly lie on that iron bed!" ketus Panji's.
"Well! Master the handsome boss! How come you're home? Though Katrina brought lunch to Mr. handsome boss!" exclaim women of Anisa's age.
"Your sister wants Arlan!" furious Panji.
"Ih...Don't judge dong Mr. handsome boss, Katrina said she wanted to eat lunch." Katrina looks like she pursed her lips.
"Arlan accept that!" yelling Panji then get in the car.
Arlan takes Katrina's plastic, "Eh! What do you want?!" prevent Arlan as soon as his sister wants to get in the car.
"What a madman are you! Want your brother to get fired and not have a job?!" gerutu Arlan then got into the car and drove his car.
"Sister...!" yell Katrina.
Arlan only smiled at the annoyance of his sister's face seen in the rearview of the car. His hand he stuck out of the car then waved at his sister who always made him bother.
"Remember the doctor's message, sir, do not stay up late and always eat regularly" said Arlan on the way.
"Master should also take medicine from a doctor on a regular basis" Arlan continued.
"One more thing, don't mind too much," this time Arlan's tone weakened in fear of offending his still-sensitive master.
"Sir" called Arlan because Panji did not say anything.
"Otherwise?!" ketus Panji's.
"Non Anisa's follow before you regret it" Arlan said in a serious tone.
"You just focus on the drive!" sahut Panji without answering the meaning of Arlan's words.
"Pretend tough! Single-minded! In fact, because non Anisa left in the hospital for up to 1 week!" arlan muttered but it was still clearly heard in Panji's ears.
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